Some cats say that even my birth was a curse for the clan.I wasn´t like the others,i had long fur around the back of my neck and on my for(e?)head.my tail was longer and fluffier than the others´.i kept my eyes always closed,so the cats thought i was blind.but...after 4 moons...i revealed my eyecolor to the clan:a blueish white.and then it happened:our base was attacked by the shadowclan.my mother died in the battle.in my rage,i jumped onto her killer´s back and bit his neck as strong as i could.it killed my opponent,the second leader of shadowclan.in fear,the others were fleeing.when i looked around to the other clan members,i saw the fear in their eyes too.Bluestar went over to me.my neme then was blindkit,and bluestar ordered that i had to come with her.she went onto that big builder in the middle of our base and began to speak:"today,we´ve lost some of our best warriors.we´ve lost one of our queens.but the shadowclan underestimated the immense streinght of one simple kitten:blindkit,but from now on,your name will be wolfpaw.your powers and intelligence are gong to be a big advantage for us!".but i was only 4 moons old,and this is where it all began.the kittens didn´t play with me even in the past,but after i killed the second leader of shadowclan,it got worse.they called me names...bad names.bullyed me and even got violent.when i layed there,in my own blood...something inside me cracked...no...it shattered...and i saw something...covered in deep red...stonespikes...and...a red moon.i knew the stonespikes very well,it´s dangers,structure and population of other biological beeings.from that day on,i never showed emotiond anymore.i began to cut.but it was very bad,sometimes,my whole leg was covered in blood.i was crying...felt alone...felt left...i cried out to my mother and to starclan,i begged for mercy...