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Sorry, but i'm too lazy to search proper words. You should be happy i even typed this comment. Have a happy Christmas. Bro.

Loooooo0ooo0loooks cool!

I just can't . . . I can't describe . . . Amazing how . . . Woah . . .

WOAAAAAH!!!

P.S Merry Christmas!

:D :D :D <3 <3 <3 LOVE EET SO FU<KING MUCH!!! She looks SO beautiful... in her natural state XD I love the bood and gore :3 and how you did her glowing spots on her back, way better than mine on my half-a$$ed pic of her

This makes me want to draw her :3

Fffffffffffffffffff I'm going to flip cuz I can't draw your O.c how I want him :T

*Blood XD stupid l

^ Marry Christmas to you too Afterfall! :D
And Moo, your very welcome X) Just remember, what looks bad to you is top ranked quality for someone else X)

@DRAG0NY- I'm dissapointed X)

^^^ lol ture true... to most everyone following me it's like "QOQ how chu do dat" XD

IDFC! >X)

^ Ikr, and then the answer is- with my hands <X)
lol

Oh and all I want is chu put my #FurMoo tag on dish :3 if that's not too much XD

^ And i don't give a fu.ck if you care or not XD

^ K :)

^ lol I would say the same but add and my imagination!!! X3

Words are my enemys. They seek revenge. *shiver*

Lol I just noticed some thing... RedruM's head and body are not fighting and by eachother normaly XD in my book they constaintly fight with one another and her head floats away and her body chases after it then the head will try to bring the body somewhere and the body refuses and her head has to pull her body by the leash

Lol drag0ny. I hate words too. A friend of mine will say : BIG WORDS. If she gets too much words said. It's funny

Woah this is epic!!! Love how creepy it is xD

Hey blue. I can't post anything due to bad internet. My DS won't connect. TnT I sad now

Can I ask you a question about my dreams. Why do I see every thing like Im a spectator inside a computer game with bad animations. I occasionally have horror dreams like that Faceless bich. Do you know why that happens

^ Its goes kinda like this, your dreams are built up of unconciuos emotions, fears, and memories, dreams are ways for your unconcious mind to tell you whats wrong/good. In your dreams you either see or do, theres no run unless its a chase dream. For example a night ago i spectated my house being invaded by a group of 3 robbers/k!llers. [its a reacuring dream of mine] Then just as they start searching my house the dream switches my position to first person, meaning, i can now move see and interact with my environment. So i get two large carving knives and k!ll all of the robbers [brutaly] I can remember feeling fear and exitement, and worry aswell. The view quallity though is a different matter though....Your dreams are always somewhat foggy if not very because the dream plane in which you dwell is constantly ready if not already to change, or in other words you as the travleing spirit is transported to another dream, another mental reallity...another memory.
Understand? :)

No. I had a dream. It was a computer game. I was first person so I could interact. I was in a hotel lobby and I saw an elevator. But I'm like four in this one. I know why my age is so off. I was young when I saw the movie Tomb Raider. The hotel was realistic but I had never been to it before. I go up a floor but I have no memory of it. But I know what happens and I never have foggy dreams. I can always tell if I'm in a rated M game or not. I usually am. When I go up I become a spectator. I always want to act vio.lent but I am unable to go where I want or move my arms or legs. Not even my head. A man in a tux is kidnaping a girl with redish orange hair. He has a gun. The part one dream was when the house keeper was fighting him to save the girl but escaped leaving the house keeper alive. The part two dream was when the house keeper was trying to convince him to give the girl over. But then he SH.OT HER IN THE HEAD AND HER BRA.INS WERE EVERY WHERE BEHIND her and that is where it stopped. But this is a video game for like I dunno a PC. The behavior of the girl is off to. When the house keeper is ki.lled, the girl only said "oh that is too bad. She did a great job" but in a melancholy way or a calm way. She wasn't panicked or frightened at all. And I am having trouble sleeping too. I heard that people who play video games are able to control their dreams better. And I play too too too much minecraft and in first person I can control my dreams just fine. But the part one and part two were two different dreams. Same people. Same opening. And faceless he never showed up. And my dreams are as clear as day. That is why I think the animations on the people are bad. And I never see strange animals. Only things and people. But my knowledge on monsters are plentiful. Some can look like every day animals but are really monsters like the legend of the Chupacabra. He takes the form of a powerful dog. Or mothman. He mixed a man with a moth. And fast and slow zombies have great differences. But my dreams are so clear and Luce, was he faceless. That is the thing I can't get strait. Where did he come from. And my brain is more active. I need a sleeping pill to get me tiered. Tonight I was looking at silent hill stuff and my brain fought the pill and I can't sleep. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME DX

And I am having jump scares at small sounds that used to not bother me.

Oh and don't you dare tell me that my dreams are foggy. Your mind is in fantasy while mine is in games and horror stuffies. And Momo… he has been there for me since the 5th grade and I'm in the 7th. He is my only dream animal. That has come to me.

… what fears do you mean

^ Vio.lence and anger are the most common emotions in dreams. What i mean by foggy, i'm saying that even though a dream seams crystal clear, it tends to distort, for example the scenery will change randomly. I don't literally mean your seeing fog. My dreams are for from fantasies, every dream i have has atleast some horor to it, weather its a chase dream or a dream where i have to fight one of the creature that my mind creates. When i say fears, i mean fears. Anything your afraid of can appear in a dream. I don't really fear anything, so i don't have those kinds of dreams. I can stand hardcore horro and never have dreams about it unless i'm the k!ller.
The short of it is, if your the one k!lling your enimies it means in real life, you have complete control of your life and emotions. If you see someone die or you get k!lled, it means your life is difficult at the moment, you have little control, despite what you think.

The people i see in my dreams...a few were alive and existant at some point...like the black angel. Zaphire.

I went insane. I was sledding with my sis cousin and friend when I lashed out in anger and filled my sled with snow and hurled the snow at them. But I tried to sleep. I had no sleep last night at all. This was due to being careful of silent hill monsters. I know they are not real and I don't even have the game. I felt a demon in my head and something told me that something was watching us. And I had gone into a type of shock when I was awake but unable to control myself. What happened

^ K!ll your stress...

HOW DO I DO THAT DX and I still cannot sleep and now my tummy is hurting like he.ll and I ate nothing really except dinner. Land stress is my brain seeing para.normal stuff n the web and my brain will be weary of that one in particular. I wasn't afraid of the other monsters. This is why I got absolutely no sleep last night. If I do sleep I feel unrested. And one thing. Why is my brain weary of this thing. This has t happened before in a long time. The last I remember was last year. I keep thinking that my brain is wired differently and my voice said maybe because she is there.

To me stress is being alive. It is one of the only things I have too and I have tried to kill stress in the past and always failed

^ Well then i must be blessed or something, i can control my little insane earges, i cant become angrey or sad. [if so not for long]
I sleep like a happy frikin dead person everysingle night, have awsome dream, i have a balanced life, and i naturally k!ll my stress.
its probably because my name means happiness/joy :T
My advice.
Stop listening to your head. Takes some time in your life to open your eyes and look around at everything around you. don't think, don't say anything just look and appreciate it...
It makes sense to me in the fullest, if not for you, don't blame me.

I try but she follows and she is my bad side. When I'm angry it is her. Momo is like a dream animal. He never is in my dreams. Just my happiness. That is him. I have stress today, all because I'm leaving Minnesota at like 11:30 and I saw Jake… I have known him since I was small and he and I are the same age. But I try not to have those feelings for him, but when I see him it makes me sad cos I know that I have to leave. And he and I have a lot in common too but I get too scared to even talk to him and put my headphones and shut him out. This isn't normal for me to do that. And I don't wanna lose him. I am naturally shutting people out. Even my family I shut out. I naturally stay by myself or have headphones on to not hear people. And I daydream a c.rap ton too and I'm always part monster. I always get weird powers too. And I try to open my eyes. But she follows and tells me to wake up and to live in reality. She hated momo and myself too. She makes me sad like how she said to give up on my chances with Jake. She makes me sad by saying my flaws. I just don't know. This used to be my good voice and insanity left I think I rarely sense him any more and that thing in the riven I thought I sensed a demon. What was that. And that was the last I heard from insanity too. But that was literally a few days ago so I am positive that he is still there. And I do not like creepy stuff that much anymore. I have now become afraid of random stuff around me too. And I feel like Luce is watching me too. YES YOUR CHARACTER DX WHY I sometimes feel like he is watching over me. Why would he do that.

^ I'll let you in on a little secret. Luscence/ Lucas Ivorine used to be alive. I see him in my dreams, the 15 year old boy who died during ww2. The only way you can concor this....nitch of yours is i suggest you just let it go...don't pay attention to it, nomatter if it feels impossible...Without fear and constant attention. Your entities will die. Luscence of course is my entity so he'll be around mabey. He's more of a protector than anything. He's there to keep you safe as he's the supplier of my luck, and you allow and belive in him, you'll recieve good fortune aswell. Exit your darkness and stand in that field on a sunny day and lay in the warm grass, then migrate when its gets cold and dark...
*metaphor na.zi XP *

So… he is like a ghost. Wow. Did you know a part of my emotional heart is dead. One side of it thrives with hurt and the other is attached by strings that represent friends. You have one too. The other half can be revived. It was hurt by being ignored. And the young girly girl with all of the girly shet was k.illed. And now I am a hard hearted tom boy. We should be asleep XD. and I forgot to take my sleeping MEDS again F.UCK I BROKE THE RULES DX. So how did you know about him (Lucas) I'm confused

^ He told me, in a dream that is. There are no files on his death. He was caught in a crossfire and as he ran for cover a na.zi threw a grenade and it k!lled him. My heartstrings are strong, my entire heart is alive, it used to be dead. but i managed to revive its beat and now it beats stronger than ever.

Poor guy. I'm in an air port so yea and I feel somethin watching meh AGAIN tho I'm used to it now

And now the plane just landed. And I feel something strange now. This is what I many by I can feel things without them touching me.

^ Well it cant be Luce, he's been around me the entire time today. I cant see are hear him, i just feel him there.

DAMIT ITS CONSCIENCE DX NOOOOO halp :T she really sucks. Telling me all the stuff to make meh sad. And MOMO is her worst enemy and he was around all day too AND WHEN YOU MIX THEM TOGETHER you get A FREAKIN HEADACHE DX I might be feeling some demon or monster. They everywhere. THERE IN DA TREES MAN (lol) I think that the little bich in my head just like pushing her limit until I yell at her through thought. We land really late too. Aaand momo keeps trying to get rid of the pain but it won't really help with little squeaks. I get the message but I can't understand him word for word. FRIKIN SQUEAKS MAN I had a rough night sleeping too. Last night I thought I was being stalked. I felt something and it was kinda weird. And all I got was aggression. And the first thing that came to my mind was a monster. But that was just me. So how are you. I'm bored too and I don't wanna play video games. I just wanna chat for some reason

I most likely won't talk to you again tonight so bye getting on a plant for FOUR FREAKING HOURS DX bye

Plus 45 min.

^ funny i was at a party :'D
{ i fu.ck'n hate parties DX }
btw, according to Lucas and Zephire, you're either mentaly ill, [no affence on my part] Have negative entities clinging to you because of your negative thoughts, or just to plain make your life miserable.
If you would like i can send an entity of mine to help you out. As wierd as it seems ive done it before. Just have faith. If you want i can even send Lucas over to you. just give me a location. [not your exact location just a region or something]
The entities i have with me at the moment are of course Lucas, Zephire, and my cat and stag spirits. [my spirit animals]

Fu.ck them. Tho I am probably mentally disturbed I'm in California now we just landed SC.REW PARTIES DX

AND IM NOT THE ONE MAKING MY LIFE TERRIBLE ITS CONSCIENCE. SHE SAYS ALL OF THE BAD THINGS. but I don't plan on having her leave. She and I were debating on why they had a point when they said "mentally ill"

Aaand I have a good reason on why I'm so jacked. I was emotionally hurt real bad in the third and second grade. Ever since I have been sad and lonely.

we get home from the airport and we come inside and itsncold as shet cuz no one was home to keep the house warm F.UCK ITS COLD IN HERE

and btw I will be sleeping for the next hundred years.

... yea I'm mentaly ill

Isnt redrum backwards, m()rder?