so ive had a lot of stres lately, because i dont kno what i want to do for myself. im a guy who wouldnt have minded being a girl, and who wants to act like a girl, but also doesnt mind being a boy. im not confused with my se.xuality, im definately pan, but i dont kno how to be. i dont like completely shoving my love for cute things completely away, but i dont think it would look right if i didnt. id end up lookin like a freak, or like a child. n if i had a se.x change it still wouldnt feel righ