The A Team -Ed Sheeran by ShadowWaffle
I had a friend whose father hung himself when she was little, she saw him do it too.
She did a lot of drugs and had se.x with most of the boys in her school. All of her friends were always there, except when she needed them most.
I asked her once why she did the things she did. She told me this:
"Every morning, I wake up and I can't breathe. My chest feels empty and I can never hear my heart beating.
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21 Dec, 2013, 10:19 pm
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"All those boys, they said they loved me. All those drugs, they made me forget. And doing this..." She rolled up her sleeves, revealing her cuts. "...made me feel alive again.
"All my life I've felt a void in my soul, and I could never find anything to fill it. I hate myself more than anyone else does. No one can ever love me...not even myself...especially myself"
I loved her though, I still do, even though we don't talk anymore. She was the first person I knew who cut herself. I'll never forget what she said to me...
21 Dec, 2013, 10:56 pm
D':
22 Dec, 2013, 12:38 am
that........ thats .......im speachless
22 Dec, 2013, 2:35 am
Oh my gosh... That is devastating... D':
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-Victoria
22 Dec, 2013, 2:40 am
Funny thing is, she's one of the sweetest girls I've ever met! She always helps her mom out with everything, especially her two younger brothers. She complains about them being annoying as he.ll, but she told me that they meant the world to her! I miss her a lot and I wish we still talked :/