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"The Dream Journals: Entry 11/15"

I woke up in a jolt in bed. Or..' What looked like my bed. I just remembered I had fallen asleep just a few seconds ago, or did I? This place looked exactly like my room, though something seemed a bit off. I glanced at my didgital clock which flashed red letters I couldn't make out. Yup, I'm dre.aming. I got up silently, glancing at the other bed to see if Malis was there. My cat Snowbell was there instead, sleeping on the pillow. Quickly, I picked her up which startled her. "HEY! Watch the fur!" she hissed. "You can talk?" I asked her. "Duh" she responded, looking at me as if I we're an idiot. "Now put me down" she instructed, in which I obeyed. "And follow me..". My gray cat began walking downstairs, there was a light above her as she walked. It startled me in a way. When I took my first step, i fell down the stairwell and miraculously survived. 'Well, it is a dream' I thought to myself, rubbing a sore spot on my head. My cat walked to the base.ment/cellar, or how I call it, "El sotano". Down there, i used to be afraid of a creature with black tentacles that would grab my leg and trip me for fun. Now I was older, but the place still gave me the creeps. I walked down the spiral stairwell which seemed longer than usual. Once I had reached the bottom, my cat led me to the door where we keep all my family's 'memories'. Once I walked through, the door closed behind me, leaving me in complete darkness. The only thing i saw was my cat's Glow-in-the-dark collar, and the shining of the ornaments we kept in the room for Christmas and the tree. "Uh, why am I here?" I asked Snowbell. "To get you ready for Christmas. It's about joy, not despair in which your pure heart holds" she replied. There we go again with the pure heart thing, MY HEART IS NOT PURE! "That's what you think" she said. "E-er.." I stuttered. Not only could my cat talk, she can now read minds? "Yes" she responded, answering my question. I sighed, and began to look around.

This is beautiful *0*
Did you dream that? (the story)

At the end of the hallway, i saw a mistletoe.
A shadowy firgure stood beneath it, the silhouette matched the figure of a tall male. I blushed, and began to turn to leave. "He's not going to kiss you" my cat said, a giggle in her voice. "He's just there to remind you of..." she trailed off. I knew the response, 'To remind me I am loved'. "Yes, even it it is just some 'random boy'. Honestly, Malis was goung to make it your aunt next to Christmas tree, but I changed it to make the meaninh clear" she finished. I stood silently, just admiring the silhouette that appeared to be doing a nervous shuffle. He crossed his arms, played with his hair, checked his watch, phone, played with his sleeve, lots of stuff. He looked like he was waiting for someone. I felt bad, just standing there, seeing how the supposed girl silhouette never showed up. After a few hours of waiting, he sighed, and left, leaving what looked like a present on the floor. He walked away solemnly without a word. A girl silhouette finally ran into the scene, and saw the gift. She teared up, and knelt down beside the gift. She glanced at her watch and sighed, then opened the present. She took out a dimly glowing heart. She held the fragile thing like a treasure, not wanting to drop it or let it go. There was a peice that glowed blue however, wich made it glow a tiny bit purple. I saw her take out something from her coat, a blue heart, but it had no glow. A small pink piece glowed in the heart, making it look a little better. She placed the blue heart into the box, and with soft, delicate, carefully chisen words she says.. "I offer all I am to you. You took a piece of my heart, and replaced it with a piece of yours. I never gave you all my time, and I regret it. I wish I could show you how much I care about you..". She re-wrapped the present, and silently got up, leaving the box where it is. A gleaming tear, shining like Christmas lights fell onto the box. The girl left, leaving the box alone.

Under the now withering mistletoe. I started crying upon the scene, it was quite sad from my point of view. The story seemed to play itself in my head. The boy, which acted like her light/opposite, was patiently waiting in a place they had agreed on to meet her. She was delayed, having to go to school and her family holding her back. She had to attend a funeral, and got to the hospital to check on a relative. The boy waited for her however, hoping he would atleast see her. Finally, he though she had lied, that she would never come. He felt bad, but he still loved her, so he left his present there for her. By the time she came he was gone. She felt bad for being late, knowing how her day had delayed her. She wanted to see him so badly, since he was basically the highlight of all her days. She wish she could explain, buy he wasn't there to listen. Once she noticed his heart in the gift, guilt hit her like a brick wall. He still cared enough to leave a present for her. And the fact it was his heart, this made her cry. She left her heart in the box hoping he would come back to get it the next day, and left. This reminded me of a quote I once read, "I wish I could have a guy that if he stole a peice of my heart, he would replace it with a peice of his", or something along those lines. I woke up in the 'real world', dry tears staining my cheeks. I didn't know how tomrespond to this dream, so I decided to leave the reponse blank.

-End of Entry-

Stu will be back soon...

And when he is...You and Stu and Cam and Em can enjoy love...While I continue down this lonely road..haha..Can't wait...

I wish something...Anything...interesting would happen to me...

Um, I've been talking to Stu all this time on our website :3
This is just part of a dream..

How can someone be sad yet full?

I guess i'm just feeling a bit lonely

Mmm :L Do you ever get sad and then start to think about all your regrets? Its not too fun

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Oh no im contagious NOO AGHH

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Sorry.

I say sorry to you a lot.. :/

you didnt do anything.
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In my mind I did though. Hey were finally getting to that talk. Yaay

go on fl, now.

I'll be there..

this...is beutiful
:D

Wow I LOVE this! you put lots of effort into this journey[story] and drawing! oh and i replied back on Danille FreeWill pic c:

I NEED TO TALK TO YOU TOMORROW

Ale...?

Gah...I had something to ask her

Yup

Sorry I didnt expect a quick reply .-.

Annd I cant complain :] Because there may be hope for me yet :D

^I did too at first

FOOOPPPPPPPPPPP
IIIIIILOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEESSTTTTUUUUUSSOOOOOOFFRRRRRREEEEAAAAKKKKIIIINNNNNNMMMMUUUUUUCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Geeeetttt onnnnnnn frrriieeennddd llliiissstttt ppllleeeaaassseeeeeeeesesesdeeefdwasdfhuikjf3w

Ale please!!

Ale can you please get Jaimee on C!3D more often...?

ewe Nooooo

But yeah Jaimee and I go back...(FLASHBACK) ahh memories.. ewe

I wish I have a dream like that c:

1:Awesome pic

2th:ill take good requests only

Hehehe .w.