So i just got out of a really bad relationship, where tne otjer person was abusive. i broke up with her, because i was just too sad all the time, and she wouldnt even try to fix it... this person thinks i left her beause i wanted to play video games... that hit me like a truck. i seriously loved her and letting her go was one of the hardest things ive ever done. i've finnally moved on, but it still gets to me sometimes, like now. i just want someone who can love me social disorder and all