Im sick of getting pushed around And not getting much attention. Im tired of not going to public school and not making friends. Im Sick of getting yelled at And i hate being 9.

if you were in my body.. you woudln't last a second... Im sick of not Having sleepovers. I hate my real name. (No my real name is not carlos.) I hate my mom. She is so nice but just soooo overprotective. thats how i got my xbox live banned.

And that is the reason i don't go to school. as well. And i don't even step an INCH outside without an adult. Which is also my moms fight. i hate my 5 year old brother. he always hogs my xbox, hogs my TV, HE ruins everything. i hate my brother, i hate my life.

You know, i wish i was one of you. out there, in the fields, chasing eatchother with friends, Going to school Making new friends, Man, it must be such a Fudging ball for you.

I wish i was one of your siblings. Instead of me Living in this hell place. But no..

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It will get better.
Alright I know everyone is saying this and it sounds pretty cheesey, but it's true. It eventually gets better for everyone.
Let me tell you some things.
I have had depression for about a year now, and at first I thought life just had no meaning, and I felt bleh and bluh and doing nothing. But then it got worse, and, well, I considered ki.ll.ing myself and I even cut. But I had friends who made me feel better and reached out to me. Oh but of course, not real life friends. No way. I have a hard time making friends and the ones I have in real life are terrible with those things.
I had other ways, aka, the Internet. I read that your name isn't Carlos so I'm not sure what else to call you, so, Carlos, everything will get better. It has for me so far, I've found some things I'm interested in and now I have aspirations for the future again.
I want you to talk to me and confide in me, and of course if you don't want to it's fine. But I want to help you and at least promise me, if you ever think about hurting or ki.ll.ing yourself, please, please tell me.
Your mom may be very overprotective because she loves you, that's the way my mom is. My younger sister is pretty annoying and sometimes I wish she'd disappear but all siblings are like that it seems, and that's how it's supposed to be. Maybe ask your mom to find ways for you to make friends, I'm sure she'll do something to help. Just give everything time and it'll be resolved. You can pull through and I believe in you.

dude that made me feel a whole lot better. Thanks for your support! :D

but ive already Asked my mom plenty of times and she keeps saying the same thing: Not Right Now. soo i have no way but to wait problably 3 fudgin years..

Very chocolatey, Luke.
But I'm glad to help at least! I'm happy when others are happy. :D

So, now you need to reach out to others and make online friends instead. It's (unfortunately...?) your only option right now and you'll make more friends that way than in real life, I learned from experience.
So basically try and do even the smallest things to help yourself when your mom can't!

i never know what to say in situations like this =/ so all i really can say is that i hope things get better for you guys

hey haveing hard times me too and it will get better just hang in there you will make friends just be yourself hang in there bro

[Brofist]

@Everyone
Thank You So Much for your support And i also hope that you will Get better as well. Thanks again! :D *Brofist*

^I never know either!
But I really hope you feel better. =)

Thanks. :)

no, i wish i was you. LOL sometimes freinds can be ****** jerks. and i wish i was you right now, because there's this girl i LOVE and she doesnt even know i exist. im awake until midnight every night thinking about her. I cry because i LOVE her SO MUCH! and she doesnt even know i exist. i had to check out of school the other day because i was thinking of her so much i started crying i blamed it on my really big headache. (didnt even have one) and i never cry. man i wish i was nine like you

Aww TMH, I know what that feels like. I can't say much since I haven't resolved it yet but it's been happening for years now. Just know you aren't alone and like everyone is saying, it will get better over time!
Have you told her how you felt yet?

i cant.... im too shy and even if i wasnt i still couldnt

So basically . . . you're fed up of having a similar life to most others your age . . .

Lots of people deal with things in lots of different ways, you know.

^ very true. some are worse than others though =/

@CarlosTheHedgehog I feel the same way about my life.
I hate it.
Check my gallery too though