:( Well I'm glad your alive. I'm alive too.

I'm stupid iQ... Just stupid. -H

Please don't kill yourself... And I didn't try killing myself last time because of any of my internet friends. It's not your fault. Please live for me...

Your not stupid.

I'm finished with being a failure to everyone. I just can't anymore.

I wanna be dead right now. How come I didn't die?

You are meant to be alive. That's why you are still alive. You will die when you do. God will make you live if you play an essential part in life. Please don't kill yourself...

That's just it. I don't have a purpose. Except to be a complete douchebag to everyone around me. :(

If you kill yourself, you will fail me.

You aren't a douchebag. A was in therapy in a hospital in surveillance for a month. I learned a bit... I can help you.

I aimed for my heart with the knife, but didn't get there. I passed out when it entered the skin.

Thank you so much iQ. I'm not worth it, but please help me.

Where is the heart? Most ppl don't actually know. The heart is also behind the ribs and lungs, it's almost impossible to get to without a special knife.

Your welcome. Look at Ramses latest painting, i8 was so worried.

i8's most recent painting was about you too...

I know. That's what I meant. Just under the skin.

THAT JUST PROVES IM A FAILURE IQ!! I LET DOWN MY FRIENDS, THAT ARE LIKE MY ONLY FAMILY! I AM SO DUMB!

I am not on 3ds, I'm on an iPad, my moms. I have my wireless communications disabled on my 3ds temporarily.

TT^TT

That's not what I meant... We all care about you...

I still am suicidal... I have all of my knives on my bed...

You shouldn't. I'm a dumbshit.

I'm lucky to be alive.... And I am kinda glad I am so I can help you....

You are not a dumbshit. Stop thinking so negative. I learned to try and be positive in therapy, try to be positive...

The answer to why I wasn't here... I was passed out for about 2 days now. I missed Thanksgiving.

You were passed out?

Do you know how much blood you lost?

Ok. I'm positive that I'm a dumbshit.

I DIDNT MEANT IT LIKE THAT.... If that what you think, then ask other ppl! We all care about you! You are one of my best friends...

I don't know how much. My mom wouldn't say. And I don't remember. I was under anesthesia while they patched up my skin.

Thank you iQ...

How big of an area was it? And what did you use?

Again, I'm not sure. I just use knives lying around the house.

I used 2 though. At the same area.

You have knives lying around the house?.. Wtf.
If you were to stab your heart, you'd need a specially made knive, or an antique deheader. Lol.

Two at the same time?

Does your mom care?

No. She cares more about her crap.

Lies. Why would she put you in the hospital if she didn't care?

She does nothing to help me. She knows I'm depressed. She does nothing.

Do you tell her about anything?

No. But she knows. She posted a sticky note in my room saying, "I know what's going on"

I wanna sleep. Anesthetics effect is still there. Bai. :(

You need to tell her stuff. It's the only way for it to get better

The more you tell, the more she can help you. And sleep well. Don't hurt yourself.

U will go to hell if u kill youseft

Whats wrong with hel