almost dropped me on the cold, hard, linoleum floor. I don't know why, or how, but he did (almost). That would have been fatal, or seriously harmful, at least. Then he tried to play it off as a joke. When I came home from the hospital, my grandparents were home. They were the ones who tried to convince my mother to have an abortion. When they saw me, they hated me... they tried to poison my formula when my mother wasn't looking... they tries "accidentally" dropping me down the porch steps, which at the time were cynderblock. The whole "porch" was just cynderblocks stacked on eachother. They tried hard to get rid of me. It's amazing that I'm living with them today... but they do try to deny those things to this very day. It's amazing they love me, and vice-versa. Will I ever be able to completely forgive them? Yes, I actually have a long time ago. Yeah. They tried to k!ll me as a baby, and I forgive them. Heh. Really shows how much I can overlook people's mistakes. Today, even though they never talk about it, they act like they still are trying to apologize to me for it. That's how I have what I have. Especially my 3ds and the internet. I'm lucky. We could barely get by before. My grandmother is working overtime a lot to pay the bills. Hah. Shows how sorry they are. I'm lucky, I truly am. My family is really poor and we live in a trailer-house. We only have a few glasses to drink from, only things absoulutely necessary. Plastic plates, OLD and dull silverware, everything else is heat resistant plastic. That kinda stuff. But I'll get into more depth on this later.

oh.my.god....question....what's aboration? or whatever you said? (forgot <XP)

Yesh, wut is it? <xc

Abotion Means When Ur Mother Has Surgery To Take Ur Skeleton Out Before Ur Even Grown In Her Stomach. Its Just A Way Of Saying Ur KiIling Ur Baby Before Its Born.. @Fuzzyzor & (Ugh Forgot!)

Oh..... e^e

u dont remember being born -.-

yesh, that is pretty impressive that you remember being born.
and how would you know that your grandparents tried to kill you? you couldn't possibly remember that far back, when your brain has hardly developed. if "they do try to deny those things to this very day," maybe they didn't even do it, and someone told you wrong?

I can see. You don't understand. I developed at an astonishingly fast rate. Plus I was born several months late. And I was being told that by my mother whom I KNOW would never lie to me. You just don't understand the living hell known as my life. Scaring memories of the fights and corruption and v!olence of a broken home don't just leave. I admit, that was a poor choice of words. I remember it from a videotape I saw. Sorry for trying to make it as short as possible...