Man, I have a lot on my mind tonight....

Like what?

Well, I am part author and I have been drawing for three years but I was never good. Now that I am older, I wanted to try and get back into it. For a few months now, no luck in me getting myself my own style.... My new story Kronologation I want to bring to life with artwork. So well.... There you have it.

^ May I give a tip?

Hmmm... just if you can picture it in your mind, try to "see" or imagine every detail of that image on paper, although I know its hard to sometimes think every detail, try to get it all out onto paper.

Ello children. 9u9

Yes everybody can give a tip. And hiro, I do imagine the detail. It just so hard to hit at the mark or close to it. If you saw the pictures in my non-online gallery, you would see a lot of well a ton of attempts.

Just doodle lots of stuff on a piece of scrap paper. Derive your favourite elements from it and add some flairs.

Yeah... drawings hard... I'm not too good at drawing. *n*

Usagi, that's eay for you to say I just looked at your gallery and compared to mine, yours is better so you technically do have a style. Ya know I see tutorials as just showing the basics. Most stuff u hav to figure out yourself.

I just feel rotten a bit. My story needs some drawings. I mean my heart cries out for a good story. When I imagine the characters, I feel like I want to show them out to other people.

And believe me. The story I am working on right now (Kronologation) is something where people will cry, laugh, and just smile.

Usaki, btw you are one of many girls Ik who have the same problem in life.(If you refer to your chat.) Anyway, I try to draw early so I can practice a bit.

Ik how you feel. Being alone.... That is why I write stories.... I open myself up through creativity. :)

durp don't mind me :p

(Mouth drawing is hard... 9n9)

*sigh* I can understand how you feel though except for the abused part.... Heh, the characters I make from my own heart is just something that makes me happy. I don't even know why.

There is a part in my story where one of Jon's friends was on the Demon Diversion Division. She died after she fulfilled her heart's desire. Jon was upset that he lost one of his dearest friends that it almost drove him mad.... This part is a sad part.

(Peeper, what 3Ds games do you have?)

(Pepper*)

Btw she died by just disappearing. This story takes place in a place where light and darkness exist. It kinda is like the Afterlife. When she died, her heart cried out her last words to Jon.
Charlot: Try to be happy for me Jon. There are so many hearts that are linked to yours. Dont let me cry. Be happy for me and all the others.
After that, she placed her heart in his. The black in one eye and the white in the other.... They grew with despair....

Her desire was to protect the person she loved the most. When she first came, she nobody she cared about. When Jon came to that world, he kept his heart shut from others. Charlot felt compassion for him. After school, she would take her acoustic guitar and sing her heart to him. She was the only one who unlocked him one by one. He was thinking to himself why does she care? You cant die in that world until your desire is fulfilled. In a battle against the demon forces they scratched her instead of Jon. Shielding him. When her heart took shelter in Jon's, he could still hear the voice of one who reached out to him.

XD Pepper isn't my real name! It was my rp charaters'. My real name is John. I've got MK7, ACNL, both resident evils, and pokemon X

After she helped him, everybody else became his friend to. Jon Clockwork is me as my OC. He has been in all my stories. His voyage through the darkness to save the one he loved....In Dimension Kronos to free his friends.... His voyage through galaxies.... All this and more.... So many hearts linked to his....

When she died, he couldnt stop holding her body tight. She wasnt dead but she was glowing as she was disappearing. He kept trying to lie to himself telling himself this was a dream.... It wasnt a drream... It was reality.... He shut himself away again after that.... He then lost his mind to the loneliness and despair in his heart. He was neither demon nor angel. He was the most feared being in that world.... Until Shira reached out to him. She failed many times because Jon thought he would lose another dear to him. Nothing in this world lasts forever.... He kept hitting her with his sword until she grabbed him....
Shira: Jon, please stop this madness! I wont let you go!
Jon: I dont want to either! I don- I cant lose another just stay away!

Shira: Do you think this is what Charlot wanted?!
Jon: Shut up! How could you know?!
Shira: She trusted you to move on!
Jon: Shut up! *fires pistol at stomach*
Shira: *falls down* This can't be how she wanted it.... I wanted to reach you when she couldn't.... I guess I can't do that....
Jon: I-I-I.... I'm sorry...... *picks up*
Shira: I...will be fine... see you in a while... *closes eyes*
People in this world dont die. She is just unconscious till she heals. Jon, didn't realize what he did until he saw that he skewered her in pain....
After she awoke, he opened his heart to her. She forgave him for what he did. She was just glad to reach him.... His heart was only open to her though. He had a bad rep with a lot of people.

My english teacher makes us write a summary in 1-2 sentences.

This is part of one of the sad parts of Kronologation. Kronologation is a very emotional story. I intended it to be that way. My stories are how I open myself up. It always will be. I hope one day my drawings will do the same.

:o