The only thing that seems to keep me sane is playing games... I have to have some electronic on, or I feel like I'm drowning in sadness... Art doesn't cut it anymore, I wish it did... My family hates seeing me constantly absorbed by something, but... it keeps me from snapping. Trust me, staring at screens doesn't help my pain... it hurts so bad, but my emotions are so overwhelming
#vent #videogames
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18 Nov, 2013, 4:39 am
This doesn't matter... but Sony MDR-NC8 headphones are really good... worth the fortune they cost
18 Nov, 2013, 4:46 am
I hope the doctors help you on Wednsday. : (
18 Nov, 2013, 4:50 am
Same here... Most of the time, video games are the only thing that keep lonliness out of my thoughts. Every minute spent away from technology, I let my mind drift into darkness and cause intense heartache... ;-;
18 Nov, 2013, 4:50 am
*hugs* it's gonna be alright rachel(can i call you that?) i know it will so j-just hang on tight *hugs* were here for you < : '')
18 Nov, 2013, 5:54 am
Yeah, my parents don't understand either. They take my DS away at night sometimes, (they've caught me sneaking it at night) and they don't realize they're taking something else away, the thing that keeps me together. Art still helps me--that and music. It gives me something to pour my emotions into. So, luckily I can still use my MP3 player if they take my DS, but they don't understand how these things affect me so much. -.- Or that the things they say can hurt me...
18 Nov, 2013, 5:55 am
I know sis, I do the same. my dads disgusted by me for it but whatever. Just, do whatever you need to keep yourself sane. I love you sis *hugs*
18 Nov, 2013, 6:37 am
I am the same.
Do what you must and good luck, Dream. * puts hand on shoulder *
18 Nov, 2013, 8:36 am
Sometimes wish I was there with you, Just to Cuddle with you... ''Everything will be Okay. I'm here for you...''
18 Nov, 2013, 11:30 am
It's gonna be ok <333
Maybe.... you should take a walk on a nice day? Maybe that would also keep you happy? :) I don't see anything sad about that! Or, oooh, make your favorite dessert!! :D Maybe you don't have to be stuck with just electronics? *hugs* c:
18 Nov, 2013, 1:43 pm
There, you now have a gold star.
18 Nov, 2013, 2:58 pm
:'] Play dem games guuurl! ^-^
18 Nov, 2013, 3:58 pm
*hugs all of ye* I love you guys
18 Nov, 2013, 9:48 pm
I understand what you mean, Dream. Use what you can to stay positive. ; J
19 Nov, 2013, 1:02 am
Gosh, I hate being so useless! If only I could make it a /little/ better... but no... you just gotta stand tall, Rachel! *hugs*