I understand! I went through the same thing. Whenever I was with people at school, my home, at anything really, I felt like I was different and could not be accepted by anyone. I would prefer to stay inside and then everything would be fine. One day however, I woke up and told myself to throw myself out there and see what would happen. Even if you don't think I understand, remember you are not alone. There is someone out there who is going through the same thing as you are. Hope you feel better soon, and try going out and doing something you enjoy a friend, if you can't bring a friend, bring a family member just to have fun with them. ovo