what is going on...? <:/

What's going on? Rhi, I'm here for you.

It's hard to love life when you're rejected by the bulk of your peers, you're not as smart as you once were, you find "friends" is a word you seldom use, and your parents have difficulty accepting you.

You know what? Scr'ew it all. I hate this life. I bet the afterlife is much nicer, should there be one.

Or even let me slip into a coma where I can be set free into my imagination. That'd be simply amazing. I'm loved and treated as an equal there. But sadly that's not a place I can rescide long.

I always have to be awoken from my dreams. Always always always.

For what?

For hell on earth, that's what. Actually, I'd take fiery caverns with screams of the da.mned any day over what is commonly referred to as school.

Yup. School. They teach me pointless things that my dull mind struggles to retain, only to lower my grades. Just life's way of saying "You're not going to get the future you want you utterly pathetic bit'ch."

When something I do in school matters, is it noticed? Nah. Why would it be?

Friends. Mother. f-cking friends. Remind me please, what the hell even are those?

People that gather around for unknown reasons? I'm not too sure my weak mind can remember the definition of that word.

All I know is that they were there at one point and now they're gone for varying reasons.

People who once made me smile and laugh now fill my heart with sadness and I'm constantly crying. Why'd everything have to go so right just for it to go so wrong? Life's middle finger right there--I promise you that much.

You know, Rhi. That happens to me too. I never had true friends until recently. They had all lied. They were fake. Some even pretended they never knew me. But I persevered. My parents don't quite understand me. My 'so called friends' never did. I wished my life could work out. I wished my 'friends' were true friends. But those wishes never came true. And I'm happy about that. I've grown without the fake friend I once knew. You may feel like all is lost for you, you may feel like nothing matters anymore. Life matters. Every breath counts. You can keep going. Keep living. There are people out there who WILL accept you, understand you. I'm one of those people. You have friends on this Earth. We're your friends, your supporters, we help you up when you feel down. However, there are people out there who won't accept you. Despise you. But it doesn't matter. You can stand up, keep your head up high. They're fake. They have problems, just as you do. We all have problems. But we get through them, right? You can do this. Stand up, and re-adjust your celery, brush off your jacket. Keep going. Got that?

Exactly, Rhi. And the title of this, 'Now You May Worry'? I've always been worrying about you. Your safety, peace of mind. I care about you. We ALL care about you. We can help. I've been worried sick, thinking you may hurt yourself. We don't want you to die. Live. Keep going. Can't you see? You're being blind to all this love and support. I can't bear to see you like this. We really, sincerely, CARE ABOUT YOU.

nyeh...I'll be back...or something...that's a promise...

My mind will not rest until I see you happy.

Oh, Passion..... While rl may be a b****, you must persevere, as we all do. Just remember, I'm always willing to listen, to lend a hand of support. I know I can't make it all better, but you wait. The storm is worst just before the sun shines. I know, I was miserable for 3 months, and others I know for even longer, but it got better. They are happy now. It will always get better.

I'm making a vore comic. Can I use your OC as the eater? The victim will be Plugino.

BTW, I hope you feel better.

I'm sorry... I wish I knew what to say... it all seems so false, and it doesn't help... I'm sorry... -_-