I want a Malis. owo Yeah yeah ik ik "I'll find mine someday" but I WANT ONE :D He's like an imaginary friend but ehh, more real or something?

Me- Try an astral entity.
Unbroken- Yup.

Me : pray your creature isn't as perverted as Malis *madly blushing*
Malis: I told you I'm sorry already!! I thought you finished showering >^<

Woah woah woah, Im not as astral entitylly inclined as you guys.

Stu you have one too?
Do you Cam?

Me: I guess no ones on.
Malis: forgive me new beginning omo
Me: hmph.

But reallyhow do i find mine and approximatly how long will it take to find...?

Me-Mine is unbroken.
Unbroken- Friend and protector. Of sorts.

Me: for Malis.. I knew him for as long as I can remember. I only started mentioning him after Matthew somehow figured out about him..
Malis: actually new beginning, you first made me when your mother left.
Me: I did?
Malis: yes, you had a heated discussion on wether you wanted a black cat or a white cat once in her room when you were in her closet.
Me: ...
Malis: then you made a drawing of a cat half black, half white, with wings, and two tails. Then you wanted a white cat, so you covered up the black. Then, your imagination went to work, and I was born, along with your dream self.
Me: So basically he's my imaginary freind is all I'm getting at owo
Malis: yes, yes I am. As is Elliana and the music box.
Me: *shudders* ...

huh...I wonder why I dont..

Me: true true.
Malis: this girl went too far with emotion..
Me: what do you mean...?
Malis: ...

Unbroken- Hehe, but now I know for fact, Malis is a bit more than imagination.
Me- ...

Thats true, i've never been traumatised.

If thats what it takes I take back wanting one

Ale: just random but..
Malis: *ahem* random love quote:
Find that guy that will pick up every peice of your shattered heart and put it back together; keeping one peice for himself, and replacing it with a peice of his.
Ale: nyaaaa owo, I love depression and love quotes..
Also, since I got of topic, whatcha mean Unbroken?
Malis: I may ask the same.

Hm, I wonder I might just dissapear for another month :)

Ale: why..?
Malis: must you make her suffer so?

Ale: oh look, no ones on again. They leave without notice omo
Malis: I'm still he-
Ale: I'm all alone omo,
Malis: IM STILL HER-
Ale: ALL ALONE QAQ

Eh, Malis, I doubt she'd suffer :)

Malis: ...
Ale: of course I'd suffer!!
Your a friend!!
Seriously though..
Just doing that ruins a friendship..
Your a great friend,
And if your leaving because of my
..
Then".
*sigh*
...
Have fun..
I honestly don't know what to say...
Malis: omo

Ale: ooh shit..
Malis:......

I guess I was just feeling down...I could never leave again even if I tried

Ale: good.
Also Cam..
About your dream uh..
Malis: she thinks it's either
A) you'll see him in another dream.
B) When you die you'll see him.
C) crazy random dream.

Avi,most of us have stuff like School.
Remember we have different times as you.
For example, right now for me it's 3:38
Stu I think is in whashington...so probably an hour ahead or same.
Cam is in Texas so.. One or two hours ahead.
Yours is probably four or five..

Ale: *sigh* today was such a stressing day..
Malis: *ahem* today you still have to finish you power point presentation on Javier Hernandez, complete your vocabulary, take your notes on history, finish one through eight in religion, start on your Spanish essay and study guide. Tommorow I bet your English teacher will assign another vocabulary assignment so I suggest you work on that. Next your presentation for Board, and speech for the holiday club. Lastly you need to work on telling St-
Ale: I KNOW I KNOW I know the last part.. geez highschool, why you so hard?
Malis: atleast you finished half of what I said, and it's only periods 1-4 tommorow. PE, English, Spanish, and algebra.
Ale: you'll tutor me in Algebra yes Malis...
Malis: of course.
Ale: I think I'm good then..
Malis: why are you typing this all down?
Ale: I forgot my Agenda, and I type without thinking -w-

Ale: ahah, random fact about myself, I tend to spew out info without thinking randomly. Or too much info that doesn't pertain to the ideal subject of a conversation owo,
Malis: I bet $50 they knew that already

Ale: hm.. Where can I speak to you three without Grinny-Chan listening..
Malis: hehe.. I sense a fox...
Ale: what does the fox say!?

Unbroken- Dont want us evesdropping, hm?
Me- Hehe, That may be impossible -w-

Me: true, but I can try.
Malis: don't underestimate new beginning now 'grinny-chan"
Me: hehe, yup.

Me- I wont.
Unbroken- Dont underestimate "grinny chan".
Me-..... uh....
Unbroken- Shall I say?
Me- No! OmO

Me: eheh.. I won't *shoots death glares at both Malis and Unbroken* he's my Grinn-Chan, and I did not give you permission to use my pet name for him e_e
Malis: oh please New beginning, don't be so possessive and obsessive now. And focus on your algebra, you put six instead of seven
Me: e_e,
Malis: I will punish you in your dream! now pay attention. Geez, how teachers withstand tutoring sessions with this girl?
Me: eheh ^-^'''

Unbroken- Eheh -w-"
Me-...

Why would you even want him to not listen...? o.0

Dog goes woof
Cat goes meow
bird goes tweet
and mouse goes squeak

Cow goes moo
Frog goes croak
and the elephant goes toot

Ducks say quack
and fish go blub
and the seal goes ow ow ow ow ow

But there is one sound..
that no one knows...

What does the fox say!?

Me: it's cuz I'm planning something.. Uh.. "Special" for Grinny-Chan, simply because..
Malis: a surprise gift you could say, three to be exact.
Me: and I need to figure out what to give him..
Malis: without him knowing of course
Me: so it can be a surprise ...
Malis: eheh, man you could just feel the love.
Me: infatuation omo,
Malis: mneeh, it's sorta in between now I guess.

Me- Eheh... -w-'' Okay. I wont evesdrop.
Unbroken- He wants you to be here.
Me- ...

Me: I've been wondering if I should sent a picture of myself as a gift. That's all I'm going to say.
Malis: and in return you send a picture of yourself Stuart.
Me: eheh..but I'll send first, so you won't believe I'm some cycotic lunatic trying to get you..
Malis: *sigh* your stupid new beginning
Me: I know omo

Me: RING DING DING DING DINGA DINGA DING ARING A DINGA DING A DING
That's what the fox says.
Also I wish I was with him too, I wouldn't want him here though..
That would be just..
Malis: yeah... No.

Derp.

Me: Hm.. I look different with short hair..
Malis: eheh, yup.
Me: also my head feels lighter >w<
Malis: well, now that it's to your lower back that knees..
Me: true.

Me: actially, it makes noises that sound like screams.

Me: see what?

Me: oh um.. Did I forget to tell you guys I have tumblr? ^w^
Malis: apparently

Me: well..Jaimee made me one...
Malis: god bless her. You need to catch up new beginning. I mean seriously, I don't think anyone uses tumblr much anymore.
Me: apparently..

But if you all communicate with tumblr now i'll be left all alone....

Omg Cam...thats horrible! D':

Ale: aw..*hugs Cam comfortingly* hey, it's just a dream.
Malis: hey, she's not gonna use it much Jake.
Ale: *pats Cam's head* just take deep breathes and don't think about it. If you do, atleast once...
Malis: I would heave her advice, since it basically happened to her before as well. Only it was her mother.. Wich was déjàvu since her mother left soon after..
Ale: anyways Cam, it's okay. If you plan on staying up tonight for a reason, I'd be happy to stay up with you.
Malis: out of habit, she's starting a new no sleeping streak again.

Ale: Sh.. It's fine. Just a dream.. Nothing bad is gonna happen to us! Unless minor cutting counts..
Malis: and don't try to tell her not to do it, she clawed me when I did that in her dream *shivers*
Ale: exactly.

Yeah, were not leaving :D And it probably only happened again because you thought so much about it! So yeah, what Ale said, try not to think about it :) Dreams are very difrerent from reality.

but im surprised i was involved :o

Ale: I assure you we will be fine...

Yes we will be fine :)

Ale': besides, if any one of us were to be taken, there's an extremely slight chance. The only way we will be gone is by death meaning suicide. The only ones that have thought about it is only me I think..and probably stu.
Malis: I doubt they will be thinking much about it now XD
Ale: yeaaah... -//-

Ale: geez Avi.. Your better at consolation than I am..
Malis: heh.

I'm the only one here who's single...lol

THINK BEFORE YOU REPLY PLEASE.

Ale: poor Jackey omo
Malis: there's still Jaimee.
Ale: oh yeaaah...
Malis: CALL HER CALL HER CALL HER
Ale: but she's in Germany right now..
Malis: wha-
Ale: family vacay
Malis: oh..

Ale: I mean Jakey XD

Ale: aww, lovey doveys owo
Malis: uh...

Ale: hey...
Malis: haha..

Ale: and it's Ms. I ain't married :P
Malis: never will be probably.

Ale: I'm just not sure of myself.. I mean, I think I'm trying hard to impress him, and make him happy. That literally screams infatuated.
Malis: *chuckles* your so stupid NB..
Ale: >m< I know...

Ale: I constantly think about him as well... Its like I'm obsessed omo
Malis: that's partly a good and bad thing...

Wait...what does Jaimee have to do with...anything?

Ale: *sigh*
So you think about her every day every hour?
Song your favorite song n the shower and always dedicate it to her?
Do little C x E things all over your notebook?
Malis: ale calm down, I can't believe your typing this when-
Ale:
Do you always want to talk to her and be next to her?
Always want to hug her and say I love you over a million times?
Worry over the limit when she's not on?
Impress her in every way possible just to make her smile?
Always think of songs to sing for Her?
Wright a song about her?
Make poems about you two?
Want to literally book it and give up everything just to be by her side?
Want to make sure she knows you love her?
Risk getting caught just to speak with her?
Make up any random shiz just to make her smile?
Have the want to tell her how much she means to you?
Tell for how long you loved her, even if you may have lied about something just to make her happy?
Wake up early in the morning and stay up at night thinking about her or to just chat with her?
Worry about what she'll think of your physical appearance?
Worry if she thinks your some maniac?
Some lunatic?
Worry if she thinks that you'll ever lie to her?
Cry when you think she will someday probably dump you?
Cry at the moments she cries?
Always push everything out of the way when they feel alone, or depressed, or whatever negative emotion just to comfort her?
Want to tell her how much you love her without her thinking your a bit too obsessed?
Malis: Ale stop..
Ale:
Cry at dramatic moments and make a drama about how much you love her?
Have the wanting to tell her how special she is to you and actually mean it?
Say how much of a friend she is to you?
Want to repay her for all the moments she's spent with you?
Take it to far in wanting to tell her how much you love her?
Malis: I think you said that twice..
Ale:
tend to think your insane because probably this is all an extremely real dream, and that in real life she doesn't love you?
I'm obsessed. This is a result of infatuation. Just taking it too far..
Malis: u-uh... new beginning... Don't cry...
Ale: I worry about everything, meaning am I okay? Am I pretty enough for him? Smart enough? Good enough? Deserving enough? Am I enough..?
Malis: *sighs* ...

Malis: I bet fifty I'm dealing with this tonight..

Ale: ah geez.. That's it.. I ruined it..
Malis: *sigh*
Ale: anyone know how to stop stomach acid from burning your throat after a cough? It's be extremely helpful at the moment QAX *holding throat and gagging*
Malis: seriously though, it would help. It has burning this entire time.

Ale: it hurts when I talk or breathe out >A<
Malis: um, try a tum tum.
Ale: oh whatever.. I don't care..

Malis: hm, seems your talking to just me again..
Ale: I don't care..
Malis: stop cutting yourself already
Ale: the pain is wonderful idiotic cat.
Malis: yeesh, what has gotten into you today?
Ale: I'm stressed, extremely stressed.
Malis: PE?
Ale: all freaking day I was running, it's not fun.
Malis: suuuure

Ale: ..
Malis: NMH, wonder what that stands for?
Ale: what?
Malis: after yo lightly cut, it looks like you have those letters on your arm..
Ale: oh wow, as if it means something special..

Ale: AH SHIT NOW IT SAYS MALIS
Malis: no..it says NMHIS
Ale: omo
Malis: your such a drama queen..
Ale: exactly why I hate myself.. Whyyyyyy....
Malis: you stupid obsessed girl *flies on my head and lies down*
Ale: omo

Never mind...

Oh Ale... :'(

Ale: and Jaimee? Idk, I randomly just talked about her..and wasn't she your valentine once or something?
Malis: oh look!! Now your bleeding, wonderful! >:U
Ale: I got band-aids..

Ale: I guess the last few comments show how much I care about Stu right...? I tried.. To...show how much I cared..
Malis: "despite him lying, despite-" blah blah we get it.

Well, No. I was not Jaimee's valentine.

Technically speaking

Ale: I think I screwed up...jeezus.. Also I thought you were.. Huh..

Ale: I did ! I made a drama out of it again!
Malis: mneeh..shut up already..

Ale: .......

...Um...I thought she-..

Ale: . . .

She moved right? I miss her...

Pleasent dreams Cam. And I mean it literally

Ale: .....
Malis: she randomly can come on on the Dusk account.

Im also going to bed...
Jaimee should mzke a C!3D account...
I want to talk to her...

Ale: what have I done..

Unbroken- Dear, love and infatuation are different...

Well, anyways, I had a awesome dream ^-^

Cam, did you have a good night?

If you wanna hear my dream let me know, but its sorta long and complicated :3

Ale: I-I'm sure it's just ..
...
Malis: heh, seems my way of teaching is spreading.
Ale: ....

Ale: *sigh* I'll be on at one.. I'm in my period six class currently...
Malis: in wich you should pay attention...
Ale: sooo bye for now..

o_o"...I...don't know what to say

Actually Emily, I don't have a 'teacher' ethier

Ale: *tightens the scarf on her neck* I'm going to stay the way I am...
Malis: ale, are you weraring make-up...?
Ale: nope.
Malis: you fell again huh owo
Ale: down the stairs for the umpteenth time.
Malis: stupid girl...

Ale: I'm gonna post this just because. It's the results of a test I took on Naviance, it's really cool owo

Understanding you, Alejandra
People like you are rare. You are a unique and creative person who tends to march to the beat of your own drummer. Private, quiet, and socially cautious, only friends who know you very well may ever see your more playful and expressive side. In fact, it takes awhile for you to feel comfortable with new people so you may often be described as somewhat reserved. But inside, you are a person of great feeling and care deeply for the people and causes that are dear to your heart. Your personal values are most important to you so you always try to make choices that you feel good about. You are rarely willing to compromise on anything that is really important to you. You can sometimes become overwhelmed by the intensity of your emotions, and your relationships need to be free of conflict or tension for you to remain in them.

You are also a highly imaginative person and may enjoy expressing yourself through the arts. But since you are also somewhat of a perfectionist, you may have trouble hearing constructive criticism without taking it personally. You are quick to understand the deeper meaning of things, and often have a fresh or original take on events and people. Since you prefer by nature to act spontaneously, you resist too many rules or too much structure. And you may also have trouble staying organized or making decisions. At heart, you are a non-conformist and must find the path that is really right for you, even if it means striking out alone.

Ale: did I do something bad again..? omo

Hi.

Hi..

Invest in a good emulator. Its free.

...

Anyone there?

"..

Someone start conversation

Is everyone on tumblr :(

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I wish I wasn't over dramatic and had a better self esteem.....
...
...
.....
.......

I wish I wasn't so socially awkward and shy

Aaand...i'm alone..again...
..
...

Get well soon my friend : J

Ugh...this world is dying...I can't imagine what i'll have to deal with as an adult...

People sicken me. Good thing my hope isn't in humanity.

I wish we all lived in the same neighborhood

*sigh*..........

I was writing in my dream journal sorry for leaving

.....

...So

...

So, how are your friends doing? I can't remember all their names...But yeah how're they doing?

...

...?

...

...................

You were in my dream Ale.

...

Whats with all the silence lately?

Please dont say "....."

Ale: ...
Malis: she's depressed, can't you tell?

Well yeah I can see THAT. I meeeaann wwhhyyyy

Ale: ........
Malis: how should I know? Her mind works weirdly to pints even I can't understand.

Malis: but then again, I think it may be obvious why if you pay attention.

.-. K.

Me-Hello again. *tackles Ale*
Unbroken- *stifles a laugh*

Huh... where is she..?

Mkay. I just... worry sometimes.

Malis: hm,sorry for Ale's absence, she was just crying for a bit. Personal thing.
Ale: .......

Malis: and of course, she comes when no one is on..
Ale: *sigh* ...

Im back. Stupid thing...

Ale: ....
Malis: forgive her.. She just has an anxiety problem....
Ale: *eyes water* ....
Malis: so she might be a bit uh... "Off" so, please be patient with new begging.. As Emily said, she's very delicate when it comes to emotion and stuff..and life hasn't played her easy in the slightest..

Yeah, I know. I havnt been having the best of days either... May I know what is going on?

Malis: the typical, the stress over grades, the bullying, the neglectance, lack of communication with one she can call "friend" in school, and the recent loss of a loved one.. And other things that are too personal to say..
Ale: *cries silently* .....
Malis: I've tried to shut her up for hours.

I wish I could do something... I want to be there for her...

Mails: eh, she'll pull through like always..
Ale: ...

Unbroken- And you better help her pull through, Malis. Its part of your responsibility.
Me- It would be easier if I was with her...

Malis: there is nothing I can do out here, I can't touch her. I have to wait until she falls asleep, I'll give her a nice dream...
Ale: .....
Malis: that is if she decides to fall asleep.. also, painful to know how there's a state separating you both...
Ale: I-I a-already m-miss h-him..
Malis: your uncle is in better place...
Ale: b-but..
Malis: geez NB.. Your tougher than this..
Ale: .......

Gtg...

Ale: .......
Malis: goodbye Stuart. Have a nice night.

*hugs Ale*...

Ale: thanks.. Both of you...it's just right when he held my h-hand..
Malis: right before he spoke he passed..
Ale: I got death glares from his wife and my cousin..I-I was terrified...I h-hate it when people are mad at me..I know what they thought.. Because it has h-happened before...

Ale: .....
Malis: basically her cousins and aunt think she's the cause of why he died early, idiots.. And she's starting to beleive the same.
Ale: Malis has been annoying me as well.. He kept giving me the cold shoulder when I needed his help in algebra..
Malis: hey, you look like a train ran you over, and someone quieted a lemon in your eyes.. Not to mention your scratchy voice.. Who would want to listen to that..?

Malis: uh, squirted, not quieted..

Malis: hm, I suppose your right. You stated correctly on what I am, I only know half of what you all feel I suppose. The only half I do know is experience from New Begining. Pardon me for my ignorance.

Malis: and who said I had "higher intelligence" hm? I am basically as smart as New Beginning. I'd explain further, if you'd like.

I'm really sorry for not being here! :'''[ I think Avi's right I should leave i'm no help :''[

Its a good thing you have friends like Cam and a bf like Stu...

Really sorry to hear about your uncle...but remember you'll see him again someday! :''] I bet he's looking at you saying "its ok Ale!" He's with you in spirit!!

Ale: thank you Jake...
Malis: *sigh* nevermind.. Forget it, I truly am no help..
Ale: ...

Ale: though I just hate how he gave out right when I held his hand...

Don't worry you didn't cause it...

You causing someone to die is preposturous. You have a good heart and spirit...
Unbroken- He would know.

You here?... probably not...

Ale: th-thank you b-but..
Malis: once again excuse her absence, she breaks down easily now..
Ale: and I fell asleep crying for a bit..so..sorry....
Malis: *sigh* now you won't be able to sleep -_- dandy.

Its okay. I've just been on youtube. Brentalfloss uploaded a video. I know you would like it. Luigi's Mansion with lyrics. Eheh, It will make you smile.

Ale: o-okay..um.. Do you guys find me annoying..?
Malis: *facepaws himself*

Ale: also, i saw it already.. And I did smile.. A tiny bit.....

Well, good. Smiling is good for the spirit.

Ale: u-um.. Thank you.. And Stu..? Do you think I'm annoying..?
Malis: I think you are -_-
Ale: omo

No, I dont.
Unbroken- At times, I do.

Ale: what's wrong Cam..?
Malis: yayee, someone who thinks the same as I.

Ale: I predict it has something to do with Emily..

Ale: oh, we posted at the same ....meh.nevermind then...
But I predict that it has to do with..hm...
Malis: two guys like her, she likes one, and it not you isn't it?
Ale:....

Malis: obviously..
Ale: aww... Poor you.. *hugs Cam* don't worry..
Malis: mneeh, when is she going to be on!?
Ale: audino..

Omg Cam i'm so sorry... :'[

Unbroken- dramadramadramadramadrama. That's all.
Me- Sheesh, so harsh.

Are you sure you're alright...?

Ale: but emotion is such a wonderful thing!! *resisting something*
Malis: in her thoughts : don't talk about love, period. And yes, Drama, it's what makes a life interesting.

It can also be what makes life hard.

Well...then I guess...I hope this doesn't hit you too hard...these things can...I should know

But, yeah this isn't about me...

Unbroken- Drama makes life miserable.
Me- Sealing emotions results in an eruption...

Ale: as Stu said, if you knew then you wouldn't do it..
Malis: and intersesting. Eheh.

I'm with ya Cam...well, at least to some extent.

Ale: ...
Malis: yeesh, you made her cry, nice one.
Ale: it's not his fault in the slightest b-but.. I-I'm trying my best here to help... I-I'm sorry...

Ale: then I'll respect your decision....
Malis: telling her to not cry is like telling her to not blink. Really hard once she starts.
Ale: I'll. be f-fine..

Myeh. Now I have nothing to say.

Me- Cam... hm, fine. Snap at me and break yourself. I'm saying that IVE MESSED UP MY VERY SOUL AND MENTAL BEING TRYING TO KEEP MY EMOTIONS AT BAY AND I'M SIMPLY TRYING TO HELP YOU MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE!!! I'M NO BLOODY FOOL!!!
Unbroken- Forgive him. Emotion is a toutchy subject ever since his spirit shattered. Of course, youll react harshly.

Ale: it's not just that I'm a girl, I'm just sensitive.. My past has effected me greatly, in ways I which it hasn't...
Malis: making her the over dramatic girl you know today

Ale: ..............
Malis: we just won't say anything anymore.

You little...
Unbroken- Hehe, he's fuming.

:l

Ale: .......
Malis: ...

...

Ale: cam, please speak to me!! I hate it when we have a silence, and I don't want anyone to be tying any bad ends with anyone!! Neither do I want silence, if you have a reason then I'm all ears! If it's on your situation, then speak to us about it, tell me how I can make you feel better.. p-please.. I know how to deal with it, I bet you do too, but I feel-
Malis: in her opinion-
Ale: -that your method of telling no one is just going to build up emotion wich isn't good.. it isn't healthy-
Malis: again, in her opinion.
Ale: -so please smile, laugh, or whatever, I put myself in taking the job to always trying to cheer our little group of friends up, so ima take my job seriously, even if it means slapping myself with a pie tin!!
Malis: heh, oh new beginning..
Ale: yeah!!!! SoDoS Alonso the fact I had a frappè this morning!

Ale: I SHOULD BE CONCERNED YOUR MY FRIEND S>:US
Malis: hah..she had two frappes btw...
Ale: YEEEEAAAAAHHHH I'm so depressed goddammit :DDDD *runs out flailing arms with $20 bucks to mcdonalds again*

Ale: *tears up deep in thought*......
Malis: *covers my eyes and leads me away* don't start getting thoughts my dear.

Ale: I've just realized how close it is until I leave for Mexico again...
Malis: oh great..

Well crud :l

....
Unbroken- Oh...

Ale: Oh wait... Nononono D:
Malis: eh, she'll be gone for two weeks instead of a month. Sadly there's no internet in Mexico :1
Ale: my trip is delayed due to finals... Nyeeee >^< I'm going to fail!!

Unbroken- Oh. Okay.
Me- Try and you wont fail. Be back in an hour or two.

Malis: I'm going to suffer those two weeks..
Ale: okay, see you..

Unbroken- Haha, yes you are.
Me- Eheh, back.

Malis:I wonder If stu will suffer in her absence.... ... Nah..
Ale: I'm not important anyways .
Malis: If you weren't important why would he like you?
Ale: ..
Malis: eheh, so much fun to tease you New Begining..
Ale: *fuming* shut up!!

Me-...
Unbroken- He'll miss you.
Me- Immensely...

Ale: aww..Grinny-chan....
Malis: so much to tease about... I should prepare a list for blackmail soon.
Ale: *fuming again* MALIS!! >:U

We'll all miss you a ton Ale...and you know that.

Ale: hehe..thanks Jake.
Malis: she still has the notes on her ns from when she was gone last year XD
Ale: for memory's of course ^w^

Unbroken- So should I.
Me- No, you shouldnt.

Ale: good for you Avi X3
Malis: New beggining, what dirty songs are you listening to now?
Ale: it's just Flesh by Simon Curtis and don't trust me by 3OH!3 ...
Malis: you really do need inspiration for roleplays XD

Ale: come on Cam... Also..I CAUGHT YVELTAL WITH A GREAT BALL WITHOUT EVEN BATTLING IT :D

I do too! ^w^

That was awfully rude...

Oh...

Ale: guys.... omo..

^My thoughts exactly -n-

oops thats @Ale

Ale: GUYS STOP THIS NOW PLEASE!! Even though I'm not intertwined in your problem here I don't want our band of friends to break over an emotion!!
Listen Cam, if you loved her so much, support her atleast!!
She's happy, and weighing her down with guilt is not making her happy!
It's making her hate you! And isn't that what you want least!?
And Emily, seriously, he's your friend.
I understand what you said earlier, but making him not talk to you is mean.
Sure, call me a bitch, like you told cam ou don't care, I won't either.
Guys, we've been through a lot, with our ups and downs and I guess love feuds, but we gotta stick through this.
I love my friends, and you guys breaking up and fighting is just tearing me to bits!!
Im seriously close to cutting myself on the neck..
Guys, please PLEASE don't fight..
I'm crying just to think our group will break..
You guys are amazing, I couldn't stand the tension of anger, guilt, sadness, whatever that's taking place!!
You guys should know I'm sensitive,
Imagine the pain I go through watching this.
It's unbearable..
I don't want to lose you both,
And I won't speak at all to both you until this gets resolved.
So this is my goodbye, hopefully you both can atleast be friends..
I beg of you both..
Please...

I agree with Ale...
Unbroken- Of course you do, lover boy.
Me- >///< shutup....

...Agreed..

Malis: now we wait to see if Emily will agree....
Ale: ...

Malis: hm.. NB sounded like she was forcing them to make up if you read a de times..
...
Um, starting a conversation..
If you guys could have one wish, what would it be...?
Ale: ....

Me- To be with the ones I hold close whenever I wish...
Unbroken- He means all of you.

Ale: um...yeah..Grinny-Chan said my wish..
Malis: I'd wish for freedom. Nuffield said, don't ask for explanation.

Unbroken- Id wish for a family... Dont ask.
Me- ...

Malis: I'll respect that.
Ale: NYAA *tackles Grin* I made you first gift! I want to send it to you, since I'm such a lazy but to draw it on colors! owo so is via e-mail fine?

Me- Sure.
Unbroken- Great, now I want to cry...

I'd wish all you guys wishes come true.

Ale: I put my best artist skillz in it owo hope you don't mind if it's Shouka and Saphir..
Malis: I beg he won't, nice one Jake, and what Salroan? Or unbroken..? I get confused If both are your name..

Ale: there, I sent it..

Ale: ........................

:'[

Unbroken- Wait-- When did I tell you my name?!
Me-...

Me- Oh, and I love the drawing.

Malis: *chuckles* you both have bad memory.
Ale: heh, I'm glad you like it ^w^

Unbroken- Well, do you expect us to remember everything?
Me- *hug*

Malis: eheh, pardon me. Stuart here mentioned your name awhile ago.
Ale: heh...*blush*

Salroan- *glares at Stu*
Stu- Eheh...

Malis: we would've known sooner or later anyways :1
Ale: .....

Salroan- I should strangle you right now...
Stu- Ehehe, that won be necessary.

Ale: I saw the letter cam.. Just let her cool down..AND MALIS STOP BREATHING ON MY NECK ITS CREEPY AND ANNOYING >^<'''
Malis: *laughing his ass off* it's so much fun to mess with you though!!

Malis: but seriously that isn't me breathing.
Ale: . . . . . . .

Malis: I'm sure it's a cat outside the window..
Ale: I'm scared omo,

Stu- Calm, dear.
Salroan- *fuming*

Ale: its gone.. *shivers*
Malis: it's just a name, or is there more?

Salroan- I never tell my name to anyone unless I trust them >m<
Stu- Eheh -w-''

Malis: everything seems so revolved around trust..
Ale: that's why I never plan on breaking my Grinny-Chan's trust >w< *hugs again*

Ale: uh.. Cam..?

Ale: why are you crouching like that?
Malis: your lips look their poison Ale... Wipe some of the make-up off will ya?
Ale: nu, I like a dark look.
Malis: eh, atleast you look a little nice.... ...... Oh.....now I see why it seems like I'm attracted to you ... Let's get this straightened, I see her as a sister or daughter..
Ale: eheh ^-^''

Malis: GAH!! Stop double coating it!!
Ale: I'm not..
Malis: -_- I'm watching you...
Ale: when are you not?
Malis: -_-.....

Unbroken- The answer to that question, Ale, Is when youre nude.
Me- *hugs back* >w<

Ale: *blushes horribly* ...
Malis: of course, I must respect her space -_-
Ale: well, there was tha-
Malis: don't mutter a word child -_-
Ale: ...

Stu- I know what happened.
Salroan- Eheh.

Malis: it was still an accident -_-
Ale: *cowers into a corner* >^< Nya..
Malis: I should make black mail lists for all of you e_e...

Stu- Eh... *sits by ale*...
Salroan- He wants you here badly.

Ale: and I want him here too..well, I want to be there.. Atleast to go hug him..
Malis: sadly saying it over and over will make her feel guilty, and also give her a constant reminder of the states that separate them...

Stu- ... *hug*...

Ale: ..*hugs back, gently rubbing a hand across Stu's back comortingly* ...
Malis: I wonder how long this thing will last.. Despite them just role playing :1 eh..

Malis: they, are just role playing :1 though you can picture it in your head.. Mneeh.. But seriously, I wonder how long it'll last..

Me: Look who decided to show up :D

Them: You were gone?

Me: ..Noo heheh..

Malis about blackmail i'd like to see what you could come up with for me eUe

You got nuthin on me boy

Malice: Who said I didn't? Don't you underestimate me child. You know not of what you up against. Like Ale, I have a good memory. I can remember well, anything you say here and now shall probably forever be remembered. So I advise you take caution in your words and actions, before they are manipulated to go against you.

Malis: Ah New Beginning, you put Malice instead of Malis..
Ale: ey, my hand nearly cracked in two today, cut me some slack..
Malis: aaaand now she's crying... mneeh.. And in the middle of lunch e_e
Ale: I told you I'm sensitive.. I took that a bit as an offense..

But back to my real question, what is it you can use against me?

Malis: Why must you know? To be honest, nothing. But the more I will know you.. Ohoh...

Salroan- And you know hardly of me e' w 'e
Me- I'm cold.

Meh, you know, curiousity.

@Cam: Its fun to throw candy at anyone xD
Lol but gl (if you're interested in her idk)

Ale: awww.. How cute.. Now were almost all happy!! *hugs Stu* squee! >w< finally! Oh, and once again, I wish I was there to physically hug you so you weren't cold.. Um..so get a blanket, I don't want you sick...
Malis: well he said it was a mutual interest.. and Salroan, I will come to know you in due time. Finally, New Begining, stop acting like that, it sicken me .eme

Salroan- Oh, Stu's thoughts would sicken you.
Me- *hugs back >w<

Malis: ah.. If women were able to read the minds of men, well, men would get slapped at every second.
Ale: Malis, you stole that off sonething I read..
Malis: shut up and go back to cuddling
Ale: ..

Unbroken- If you could read his thoughts, you would be intrigued, curious, and extremely horny. Dont ask why.
Me- ...

Malis: read her thoughts, he'd break up with her instantly probably. :1
Ale: *saddens* ...

Me- Hehe, hardly. Even if it was the most greusome thought.
Salroan- Indeed. He has strong faith...

Ale: thank you Stu..
Malis: Emily, your still our friend. Heck, I even consider you a friend.

Nuu Em don't goo.. /(ono)/ <( Noo)

Malis: oh new beggining.. Can't you go one day without crying?
Ale: YOU WONT UNDERSTAND WHAT HAPPENED SINCE YOU WERENT THERE!! When no one is on, I depend on Malis..
Malis: what happened then?
Ale: *curls into a ball crying, inable to speak through sobs*
..
Malis: I-I think I know now.. Geez beggining, your too delicate..
Ale: I have a problem with my nerves and way of thinking ... Everyone knows that by now..
Malis: *sighs* but you never tell anyone how this problem came to be..
Ale: I'm over dramatic-
Malis: because of this problem.
Ale: I cry because-
Malis: you are extremely sensitive, your nerves cut to a single whim, if this breaks, you break, and your life is over.
Ale: is why I need to be careful-
Malis: with things like emotion and physical activity. Stressing yourself above your limit can cause you to shut down a few minutes..
Ale: and that time lapse-
Malis: has been getting longer, your longest fifteen minutes..
Ale: *sigh* there I said more info...
Malis: atleast you have the heart to type this down..
Ale: my friends should know what's going on.. my nerve almost broke today..
Malis: not a physical nerve however, I think you mean your sanity.
Ale: correct...basically why I am Doctor Insanity..

Malis: how stupid of me, I've just realized why you type this stuff. You search for a type of consolation, and the fact you want your freinds to know a lot about you. But saying so much info can make people dislike you..
Ale: I know.. I tend to type without thinking...
Malis: *sigh* you should take a break.
Ale: ....
Malis: I wish I knew you a lot better New Begining, you definitely are a complex person..
Ale: ....
Malis: Please speak..
Ale: ..
Malis: *sigh* Truly...Truly complex...

Malis: eh, but it is a good way to vent feelings instead of hoarding them up inside...
Ale: ....
Malis: I tried..

Ale: yay...Our tension b-broke a bit... Man it's cold...
Malis: watcha get for not bringin a sweater.
Ale: it's like I'm covered in dry ice..
Malis: meh. And what you said before, and going back to what I was saying, consolation is a basic human need. No need to feel bad if your venting it.
Ale: eh..

Dear lord ale! What gotten into you D: You promised me you wouldn't cry over what I said!! >:( but I forgive you, please don't cry, you make me cry too if you do :( and Malis is right, you do need consolation.

Please stay safe, and no cutting yourself!! I've had enough with the scars on your wrist! You never know when you can cut an important vein!
And your nervous problem, I'm your bffaf, I know what's going on. Next time call me, we'll talk.
Lastly before I go, why didn't you tell me you had a BOYFRIEND!? I need to know these things girl. You haven't called me or anything for the past few weeks and I getting worried. ;(((( I'll probably log in again later tonight to have a serious talk with you, since you don't seem to answer my emails or calls anymore.

-<3 Jaimee R.

P.S. I'm visiting next week, Germany was fun XD

Oh Ale...Ale Ale Ale...You know these things aren't my strength but...Please don't cry...I can't stand it. Whatever's going on will get better! I promise it will! You just have to be patient. Maybe you should find a way to calm yourself down when you get...emotional. But really I hope and know things will get better...

P.S....Hi Jaimee. If you're still there.

@Yartch
Hulo , do I know u?
@Ale
RESPOND GURL

and finally
@Smile... (Even if your not online)
Hello again! Ima have a serious talk w/ both Ale and you, so b prepared :D

Jake.

@Yartch
OH HI DER :D
I haven't talked to u in a while. How ya doin?

Fine...fine..life goes on :) And you?

@Yartch
PERFECT!! I got these weird treats over there in Germany. Sadly I didn't understand everyone, my dad was speaking for us XD He's just so epic. I may get on colors live more, since I'm bored and my friends are gone and busy in school. My mom thought it was a good idea to be homeschooled, so here I am!! :))) Ale promised me to make me a character, so I'm going to roleplays soonz!! :)
I forgot how to though, so I have to read one of the old roleplays Ale did in her gallery. :( I wonder where she is :((((( she seriously needs to talk to me. I WILL NOT BE UNINFORMED!!Hey, you know her, tell me what's been going on with her lately!! :DD

First off how're you and your bf?:)

And Ale's been struggling...School...Family...She's had suicidal thoughts and has started cutting too..but y'know her, she'll push her way through and come out alive :) She says she's sensitive (which I believe her) but i'm her own way she's actually pretty tough. And i'm proud. :)

And you'll be on Colors! ? Thats great! I missed you! ^-^

in* her own way

@yartch
Yeah, Ale has a problem with her nervous system :(( everything she experiences is heightened in a way. Like say this. You and her are in the same situation. Say you get bullied verbally once. Bad names and stuff. Okay, you'll probably feel a little bad, but to her, the feeling is like, 10x more effective. She's just delicate, and if you make her cry, she can't stop for a few hours :(((( I've seen her cut before, so it isn't new. She somehow deals with the stuff.. Her life's been pretty hard, and hasn't been very easy going with her v^v I heard she's extremely stressed, and when I last saw her, it's like a train ran her over. Her voice has been getting pretty scratchy too.. I , haven't heard her sing lately. She's changing. She's into suicidal songs and creepy stuff. The last drawing she showed me was a hanging tree D: I'm really scared for her :((( But, ever since a week ago, she's been getting a Happier. But mysterious too. ;( I wish shed sing, her nice voice is going to waist.. I mean, she sings GOOD. I wish I could sing like her. She used to be in choir, but she quit recently.. Her scratchy voice ain't helping either...

I wrote a lot o.o

Yes she's definatly changed since...before. And I bet you can thank Stu for the happiness. She really lov-likes him :)

Still living in MI?

@Yartch
No offense, but I don't like Stu AS much. Sure, he makes her happy. But like every guy I've ever known, he might just dump her. Like a friend I'm not gonna tolerate that. That's why I tried to drive her out of relationships. >:( I can already predict Her crying her sorry little ass in a corner, and I'll be like "I told you so" . Sure, call my a witch, but I tried. That's why I want to talk to him personally. Cuz he partly knows her from what I heard. - c -
What she's got is a tattered heart, broken and stepped on and junk. :( If he dumps her, wich I KNOW someday will come, she's gonna snap.

I dont want to say too much on this as it might offend anyone ono soo....But I cant help notice that first line...MMMNNYYEH. Ok ok. I wish I could talk to u alone.

@Yartch
I may be wrong though. But still, he can be just like any other asshole of a guy. I don't know how she trusts him. So no offense to him, but he doesn't have my stand of approval anymore v^v I feel one day he's just gonna break her heart. ;( it's the least I want.. ;(((

Well I think he really likes her...Idk what happened when I left on my month long tantrum..

GRRRR she should be on by now >:O

@Yartch
Oh, and I'm moving to Nevada -3-
Aanndddd I don't know, I have a bad gut feeling about him. :/

Eh, lets just leave it at that

Come on more Jaimee...please.

@Yartch
I should break em up before something bad happens..v^v and I have to go my plane takes off soon :((( bye bye

You're seriously moving TODAY? I mean SERIOUSLY? this LATE?

Nonono! You can't leave now! I wasn't finished...talking...to.....you..

:(

Stu- *Boop* Now online.
Salroan- *facepalm* Dolt...
Stu- Anyways, sensativity is now something we have in common, only I contain my emotions deep...
Salroan- Which is why I stick with him...
Stu- I also have strong empathy...

Ale: Jaimee... Why do you want to take away a person that makes me truly happy..? Seriously, you should know how much him being with me is making me f-feel... I'm... Happy.....
Malis: See the toll Stu has on her? Your plan isn't as wise.
Ale: I mean...I know your my friend and at all.. but you seriously don't control my life... I want to be with him, no matter what anyone says...
Malis: instead of rejecting it you should be supporting it.

Stu- I would never hurt her!! Wow, that sounded cliche...
Salroan- I'm glad you noticed.
Stu- But, seriously.... Ale is different... She's so special... Unique. I could never forgive myself if I caused her heart harm...

@Franken Stein
HIII I remember you :))))))

@Ale
Girl, I don't think it's okay though. ur young, and he is too. At any time he can just step all over your heart and leave you :(( I should know the guy I liked said the exact same thing!! Then two days later he dumped me. v^v you remember him right? Christian? :(( guys will be guys, and if soon, (I'm betting a week) if ur crying, I'll be saying I told u so. ;(

@Smile...
Trust me, u will move on when u do that sorry little stunt. Trust me, I should know. Be as cliche as u want, I've heard it all, a sit lasts like a few days. If u prove ur worth it though, then Maybe...just MAYBE I'll approve v^v but who knows, maybe u are okay..

@Yartch
I'm sooooo sooooorrryyyyy X((( my flight took awhile. But I'm fine

Look, Jaimee. I like you and all, but you really shouldn't be trying to get them apart. First of all, it won't work and I can tell they will be together for a long time. You should be happy Ale is happy. I know your trying to protect her or whatever but be supportive. This will last a lot longer than you think. And if i'm wrong, tell me I told you so, not her.

P.S. Did you enjoy all the snow on Monday? :D

Ale: oh Jaimee... I know you want to protect me and all but you aren't in control of my life. No matter what you say or ray to do, even without your "approval" I am not going to allow you to break us up. I'm do not even want to come close to thinking of breaking Grinny-Chan's heart... I wouldn't be able to live with the guilt..
Malis: I suggest, if you really are her friend, that you'd support her. He makes her HAPPY. Isn't that what you should be aiming for?
Ale: just please... Please give Stu a ch-chance.....
Malis: no, Ale suck it up, don't cry in Physics
Ale: *sigh* one more week til I get my week vacation.... I hope I don't spend it crying...
Malis: you won't.

Cam? Your homeschooled? I am too :D Homeschool ftw :D

Btw...Why dont you have your 3ds anymore? :o I never knew

@Ale
....

@Yartch & Frankenstein

I'm gonna be homeschooled :D

Thats cool Jaimee :)

Ale: homeschooling.. I'd despise it because , well, I prefer being in her known as school than my home. Or better, I'd prefer to live forever in my fantasy land. The only thing is, I can't remain in a peaceful state long enough .. I keep exchanging from dreams to dreams.
Malis: I guilty in some ways.
Ale: oh, did I mention I saw Elliana and the two cats on the music box again? They seriously hurt me..
Malis: well, mostly the cats than the girl. I tried to stop them but you know how it is for me there New Begining.
Ale: I know.. the last thing I saw was horrendous..
Malis: corpse's, but no blood. Bones tattered and cracked, everywhere, lining the walls and road.
Ale: at the end a piano, knowing what I had to do..
Malis: me and here, side by side, walked to the piano. On the small stand otop the keys, a sheet with music notes.
Ale: I began to play a-and..
Malis: they were the notes to the music box's song. Creepy ain't it?
Ale: I forgot to mention this.. But since I'm using colors to keep track of my dreams..
Malis: oh, one more event happened before the piano incident.. It was with Elliana. NB simply talked to her and stuff...
Ale: i noticed she knows a lot about the Enlightenment.. And I don't think her name is really Elliana anymore, I think it's Elaine..
Malis:according to google, it's a French name. Hm.. the enlightenment did take place in France as well..
Ale: wich probably explains. I hope I'm dead wrong and it's my imagination again..
Malis: it's a bit of an.. Organized dream in my opinion..
Ale: it can't mean much however...

Eh, If it happened to me i'd label it as just another dream but WHO KNOWS.
P.S. You still into the Hunger Games?

P.S.S. Why am I using P.S. all of the sudden?

Ale: gee, I have such a tendency to write a lot..
Malis: indeed you do.

Ale: ya..I'm still into hunger games.. I can't wait for catching fire, it comes out November 22 here.
Malis: hehe, she's katnissxgale and who's her peeeettaaa?
Ale: ....
Malis: okay, laugh attempt fail -_-

Yep. :p I just wanna see:
Star Trek: Into Darkness
Gravity
The Lone Ranger

Malis: WOAH WOAH Auto correct!!!
Ale: IM KATNISS X PEETA!!!!!!
Malis: Geez how did auto correct spell it like that!?
Ale: WTF AUTO CORRECT
Malis: .... Indeed.

Heheh... "Autocorrect"

Stu- *Hugs Ale* .w.
Salroan- ... geez. Jaimee is a real pessamist. Just because of one shitty experiance, all guys are now the same, it seems.
Stu- I try to be posative. I have vitamin D defficiancy, so that's extremely difficult.
Salroan- Yet he still manages to pull it off...

Hm.a..she should be on by now...
@Smile...
And poor you, your must be very delicate D: and what's a ..? Oh.. HEY!! I find that quite offensive >:(

GRRRR..
@frankeinstein
I seriously don't know how these two got together, bit it swear.. can't I be extremely concerned for a friend? She freaking saved my life!! She isn't the only one that has attempted suicide.. it's, basically how we met <:D

Ale: eh.. Jaimee will be J-Jaimee..
Malis: no matter how childish she acts.
Ale: I I-it's so f-fucking c-c-cold..
Malis: her ride is late..
Ale: I can't b-b-believe I'm still at sch-school..
Malis: EXACTLY WHY I TOLD YOU TI GRAB YOUR SWEATER
Ale: I thought my ride was gonna be here at one!! >m<

Stu- :D
Salroan- Hey, dont give him the credit for calling you negative. That was all me, dear.

Ale: I wish he was next to me so I can snuggle him..
Malis: aaaand infatuation , or love, has taken over her mind. R.I.P. Ale.
Ale: that didn't make sense..
Malis: it did for me in its own way.

Jaimee...I know your being protective and all, but I think you, and all of us, should stop arguing about Ale and Stu's relationship. If you won't I suggest you leave. Yes, i'd miss you, but this will only cause problems for you. And Ale. Sure, you can stay if you'll talk about something else, but you hating on them will only cause problems in the long run. Remember what happened to me? So, for your own good...

Ale: uhh..what..?
Malis: ..?

Ale: not to sound rude.. But, can you explain what you said there..?

Stu- No, by all means, stay owo
Salroan- ....

Me Ale?

Looks like im alone on that :)

owwo

Ok Jaimee stay and debate it.
Just trying to keep Ale and Stu happy :) But if they're happy with it, eh go on and on for all I care :)

Ale: I-I'm sorry I l-left for a bit..
Malis: a.. Personal issue was brought up..
Ale: and I can't stop crying.. No one seems to trust me over here, and people think everything I do good is bad..
Malis: I can see her reasons..but please excuse her, she'll be on in an hour or so for she can atleast calm down...
Ale: I swear If it weren't for you guys I'd take my life here and now... I can't take the emotional stress weighing down on me... I can't take it.. I can't take it at all... I can't..i can't.....
Malis: yeah.. An hour will be sufficient.

Salroan- Okay, Malis. Patch her up nicely, please.
Me- omo

Ale: okay..I feel better now..
Malis: your still sobbing though...
Ale: I'm fine though..

Stu- What happened omo
Salroan-...

Ale: it's a family thing Stu...
Malis: and school..
Ale: it's nothing..but you should know by now how the little things take a grand toll on me..
Malis: and to just be more specific,
Her uncle
Grades
Her throbbing knee
Grandfather
Mother
Inability to see her father much...
And the fact she's cold, even with a million blankets. I personally don't know why though..
Ale: it p-probably has to mean something..but..people out there have it worse than me.i shouldn't make a fuss...

Stu- I cannot wait until we can meet in life... I cave plenty of heat to give you.
Salroan- You two are planning on meeting right?

Ale: hell yes!! That shouldn't even be a question!! Uh.. Eheh..
Malis: ah.. Young love..

Salroan- Thought so...
Me- Is that bad?
Salroan- Not really. Just keep in mind that you may not meet for quite some time...
Me- That's no issue. I'm patiant. To an extent owo

Ale: hm.. Maybe for my fifteenth birthday I can ask to travel to Washington...
Malis: that's a thought..

Stu- Pasco Washington owo 9304 W.RichardsonRd. Pasco,WA. owwo
Salroan- Why did you just give out our address?
Stu- Idunno owo

Ale: let's hope I can remember in a year...
Malis: if you are ever to come to L.A...
Ale: well... You can't come to my house so..for obvious reasons.. Uh... Hm... This'll be tough..
Malis: you guys can meet outside Cal State LA University.
Ale: heh, true. I am about 15 minutes away.. Meaning I can walk there...
Malis: and enjoy a nice Starbucks at the plaza they opened there -w-

Salroan- Stu, we need to visit LA.
Stu- Perhaps in the future. -w- *yawn*... Goodnight, I'm off to bed... sleep well and-
Salroan- He'll talk you you tmorrof, etc.etc daadudaadaduh!
Me- Bye ewe

Ale: goodnight, love you..
Malis: ...
Ale: what?
Malis: that's...new...
Ale: what's wrong with it?
Malis: nothing...

Salroan- You're seriously doing this?
Stu- Yup owo
Salroan- What about audio?
Stu- I'll get to that when I get to it. owo

Doing what?

Ale: wh-what..? What are you going to do..?
Malis: hm..

Salroan- He is going to record-
Stu- LET"S PLAYS!!! >w<

What game(s)?? :D

Stu- Classic titles for Snes, N64, Sega genesis, etc .w.

Thats awesome owo I'd watch them!

GOLDEN EYE 007! If you can, DO THAT ONE

If you have skype and minecraft, you could be in one.

Ale: I'm getting minecraft on the iPad soon ..
Malis: really..? You got the eevee song ..?
Ale: it's adorable..

I have both :D But I'd prefer minecraft if possible :D

Holy cow this painting just turned to static and i cant see the original thing unless i turn on 3D and close my left eye. WEIRD

Ale: haha...
Malis: you even got Flesh..
Ale: i have my own preferences in music.. I'm mix owo
Malis: heh, okay NB..

:1

Ale: black dress, with the tights underneath
I've got breath of a last cigarette on my teeth
And she's an actress
But she ain't got no need
She's got money from her parents in a trust fund back east
T-t-tongues,
Always pressed to your cheeks
While my tongue is on the inside of some other girl's teeth
You tell your boyfriend,
If he says he's got beef,
That I'm a vegetarian and I ain't f-
Malis: OKAY, that's enough. owo

Alright then.
Salroan- No. Remixes are fine.

Ale: I like lavender town remixes.. And Nightcore, heh.. Any songs you recommend Grinny-chan?

Um...
Salroan- Virtually every remix by DjTheSdotcom
Stu- Cave story; The Angels of Hell
Salroan- Cave Story; The Unbroken
Stu- Sonic3 Final Boss Remix (pretty much any one on youtube)
Salroan- And a few others here and there.

Ale: ooh..
Malis: I think there was a song..
Ale: yeah, I can't quite put my finger on it.. It's uh.. GAH! It's like video game characters and people, like batman and joker and stuff all going to an all out fight and it asks who will win.. Like the final battle of something..

Stu- The ultimate battle of Ultimate Destiny?
Salroan- Yup.

Ale: it's like, "this is the ultimate show down, of ultimate -" yeah, that's all I know...
Malis: poor you.

Ale: der we go.
Malis: ..
Ale: heh, I didn't see you post that for some reason -w-

Stu- Eheh -w-

Ale: I really like that song..
Malis: it would be nice if you'd sing again..
Ale: I would, but it hurts to.
Malis: lies ._.
Ale: I'm dead serious.
Malis: ...
Ale: you heard my scratchy voice, I tried.
Malis: *sigh* true...

Salroan- What's wrong with your voice? It used to be amazing...

Ale: how do you know....? Besides.. I don't know why but I just don't sing much anymore.. Its.. Nya..
Malis: *gone for some reason*

Malis: *back now* I leave you alone for a few hours and you break down to a crying mess.
Ale: I'm actually not crying for once.. I'm just cold..
Malis: trust me, I'm looking as to why you are cold.
Ale: okay..
Malis: ...

Stu- Invest in a good heated blanket 'm'
Salroan- I just know because I know.

Ale: Grinny-chan, my family is extremely money strict. As if they would buy me a heat blanket. My father would but he's sorta poor..
Malis: so, bury yourself in twenty blankets.
Ale: still cold however...
Malis: hm, I guess I'm in charge of figuring out a solution to your voice and cold problem.. So.. *leaves my room*
Ale: nyaaa omo

Voices change with age *shrug*

Malis: you don't quite understand..her voice should dele cope into something more mature and free flowing.. Instead it's going in reverse, more high pitched and scratchy.. In a few days.
Ale: It's getting better though...
Malis: probably from your constant crying.
Ale: sh-shut up..
Malis: or it could be the cold inflicted upon you, that's why I'm trying to find out why you are like this..
Ale: any results?
Malis: sadly no...*leaves my room again*

Salroan- Huh...
Stu- *hug* .m.

Ale: heh.. *hugs back* I swear I'm getting better though..

Did you ever consider you were sick?

if* you were sick

Stu- Good.
Salroan- ...

Ale: mneeh.. I don't think that's it..I'd be sneezing and coughing..
Malis: *once again back in my lovely room* I just simply think it's because of her nerves.
Ale: ...

Stu- ...

Ale: Mneh..even though it's rp.. *kisses stu* for those lil rp kisses you gave me in the other drawings.. *sweetly smiling*
Malis: ...

Stu- *blush* ehe
Salroan- *gone*

Ale: ^//^
Malis: *sigh* ....

Stu- What is it, malis?

Malis: you truly are unique Stuart..
Ale: ?
Malis: take it as a compliment..

I chased Jaimee away. Lol.

Stu- Alright. Thanks .w.

Malis: if I could, I'd pat your head.
Ale: uh..

Stu- What's with the sudden compliments? .w.

Malis: if your going to be with new Begining then I might as well be nice.
Ale: this..uh..hm..

TIME TRAVEL IS A CONFUSING PARADOX

Stu- Uh... Okay.

9u6

You could be the greatest
You could be the best
You could be the king kong
ba.nging on your chest
You could beat the world
You could beat the war
You can talk to God
Go bangin on his door
You can throw your hands up
You can beat the clock
You can move mountains
You can break rocks
You can be a master
Dont wait for luck
Dedicate yourself and you can find yourself.

Standin in the hall of fame...

Ale: uh..hm..
Malis: *gone again*

:1

Ale: wh-what..?
Malis: hm, seems I've made this awkward. Joy.

Music sure is great huh? I'd hate to be deaf :C

Thanks but no thanks. Not into gore

Ale: you guys will probably hate me after this, and you guys will probably hate this song, but I don't care, cuz it's stuck in my head :D
This is not the way into my heart, into my head
Into my brain, into none of the above
This is just my way of unleashing the feelings deep inside of me
This spark of black that I seem to love

We can get a little crazy just for fun, just for fun
Don't even try to hold it back
Just let go
Tie me up and take me over till you're done
Till I'm done
You've got me fiendin' and I'm ready to blow

Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh
Get undressed, ta-taste the flesh
Bite into me harder, sink your teeth into my flesh
Pass the test, ta-taste the flesh

Hold me up against the wall
Give it till I beg, give me some more
Make me bleed, I like it raw
Like it raw, raw, raw
Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh

Hold my hands above my head
And push my face into the bed
Cause I'm a screamer baby, make me a mute
You put your hand upon my neck and feel the pulse beat, beat, beat, beat
It's like a trigger, get me ready to shoot

Wanna wrestle with me baby
Here's a sneak, little peek
You can dominate the game cause I'm tough
I don't play around that often
When I do, I'm a freak
So you'd better believe I like it rough

Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh
Get undressed, ta-taste the flesh
Bite into me harder, sink your teeth into my flesh
Pass the test, ta-taste the flesh

Hold me up against the wall
Give it till I beg, give me some more
Make me bleed, I like it raw
Like it raw, raw, raw
Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh

Hold me down and make me scream
Lay me on the floor
Me on the floor-or-or-or, me on the floor-or
Turn me on and take me out (Turn me on, take me out)
Make me beg for more

Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh
Get undressed, ta-taste the flesh
Bite into me harder, sink your teeth into my flesh
Pass the test, ta-taste the flesh

Hold me up against the wall
Give it till I beg, give me some more
Make me bleed, I like it raw
Like it raw, raw, raw
Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh

Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh
Get undressed, ta-taste the flesh
Bite into me harder, sink your teeth into my flesh
Pass the test, ta-taste the flesh

Hold me up against the wall
Give it till I beg, give me some more
Make me bleed, I like it raw
Like it raw, raw, raw
Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh

Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh
Get undressed, ta-taste the flesh
Bite into me harder, sink your teeth into my flesh
Pass the test, ta-taste the flesh

Hold me up against the wall
Give it till I beg, give me some more
Make me bleed, I like it raw
Like it raw, raw, raw
Push up to my body, sink your teeth into my flesh

Malis: that's a song so deep it just make you aroused..
Ale: I just truly like the beat of this song to tell you the truth.. Especially the one by nightcore.
Malis: of course you would like that song... And if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go clear my head of dirty thoughts.
Ale: hehe... Oh yeah, guys.. I CAN SING AGAIN oFTo
Malis: and the first song she sings..
Ale: don't trust me by 3OH!3 I think.
Malis: *fades away*

Ale: also guys.. Please don't think of me as a sex loving bastard.. I just like the song, please PLEASE Don't judge me DX I told a club member who then said "what, planning on loosing your virginity at 15 or what?"
Malis: poor thing couldn't stop crying after that .. And guess who comforted her..

Your kidding right Ale? Tell me your kidding about thinking we'd judge you. You kidding right?

...right?

If not you should know better

Honestly, I like the tune of Berzerk by M&M. .w.

Ale: eheh..
Malis: ...
Ale: I like Gloomy Sunday, a jazz song. It's depressing, and I love it. It's also known as the Hungarian suicide song .w. It was composed in 1933 by a Hungarian writer/pianist named Rezso Seress. In the past after the song's release, people had started committing suicide. A teenager girl wearing nothing but a nightgown stood outside in the harsh winter of Hungary, who later died from being frozen over, in the palm of her hand the lyrics to gloomy Sunday. Same thing happened to a girl who drowned herself. During a concert, a woman jumped off a high balcony. A shopkeeper shot himself. He left a death note, in it quotations from the lyrics of Gloomy Sunday. In another part a woman overdosed with the song on a record player playing it over and over. The composer himself committed suicide from jumping out a window. About 7,000 people committed suicide listening to this song, in Hungary, England (in wich the song was later banned due to it being too "upsetting" for the audience, only allowing instrumentals to be played over the radio) and even the U.S. (According to research). It has been also known as the song that literally kills, or "one heck of a literal killer song".
So there, I have a brief history on the song, and it's tale of death. But still, some people beleive it's just urban legend.. The latest version of the song can be found on iTunes, it's by Billie Holdiay. She sings it quite well...
Malis: you've blown my mind..
Ale: how?
Malis: you did RESEARCH....
Ale: Malis.. -_-
Malis: I'm proud..

*Holiday

Ale: I seem so off these past few days..
Malis: eh, atleast your getting better.
Ale: but still.. I think I chased everyone away ^-^'
Malis: ...

Dumb people. YOLO GUYS YOLO

Say what
What
WHHAAAAAAATTTTTT

WAS IT MAGIKAL

Well yeaah how else could you dance with her??
BUT WAS IT AMAZING

Eheh -w-''

:D Congratulations

Ale: stu...I want yo send you something but i dun no..
Malis: she was taking the love name compatibility tests
Ale: I put Ale x Stuart..
Malis: guess what percent showed up guys. GUESS

Ale: but it's just a website...
Malis: the other ones you tried were good percentages toooo
Ale: Sh-shut up ..

Malis: but seriously, guess the highest percent that came up.
Ale: Malis...
Malis: you wanna show him? So I help you
http://www.free-personal-horoscope.com/fun/predictions/love-name-compatibility.htm
For the names you can just type Ale x Stuart, Ale x Stu XD all of them are atleast above %50
Ale: why are you happy about this...?
Malis I don't really know!!

Ale: aw, you guys ignored me..
Malis: or theyre on the Ds and are lazy to check browser..

Salroan- Eheehehehehehehe, Ale and Stu, sittin in a tree.
Stu- Stop it -_-
Salroan- K.I.S.S.I.N.G.
Stu- Stahhp

Malis: I simply asked to guess the percentage.
Ale: the highest was one hundred percent...
Malis: eh, but it's still just a random name combatibility thing.

Malis: your gonna have to somehow obtain save enough money to visit whashington someday..
Ale: yeah... I really want to go..

Anyone here a Christian? :)

Ale: so-so.. In way..
Malis: no.
Ale: anyone know what they want for Christmas?
Malis: ....

@Cam: :D YAY! I had a feeling you were ^-^

@Ale: ...? so-so...?

Ale: GAHHH MY CHIIN fuck you hockey!!
Malis: stick to the chin?
Ale: and cheek, it hurrrtssss. I hate PE...
Malis: hm, so back to your question Ale, I'd want... Hm.. Either freedom, or... Hm... Or to be a normal cat, not...this.. Seriously, two tails?
Ale: I was five or six.. I think we all know what I want for Christmas. Oh and yes Jake, so-so. I'm having trouble beleiving in god now, even in a catholic/Christian highschool. Most of us depend on a bible written thousands of years ago, and the authors were comman man. They wrote based on their OWN personal experience, but supposedly were "inspired" by God. But, this is my opinion, so let's not go into anarchy of wich religion I beleive in and why. Let's just say I'm half Athiest.
Malis: so no judging vwv

Ok I gotcha. I'm not gonna try to change you or anything.

And for Christmas? Nothing. I have no idea what I want for Christmas. Because I don't need anything. Meh, why not throw in LoZ:LBW

Ale: I'd want a plane ticket to Washington. It's all I ask for... It's what I wish for badly..
Malus: and we all know the reason why :1
Ale: obviously.. I can't stand it over here..
Malis: I'd hug you but that isn't physically possible.
Ale: yeah...

Yep, The Bible can be confusing, but yeah get where you guys are at c: I'm here if anyone has questions or whatever. I'll do my best :D (I doubt you guys will ask me questions lol)

My parents cant afford expensive gifts so...no WiiU or anything sooo...hm, what do i wanttt...

Ale: I also, if I had a wish, I wish
I could go back in time and listen to the first performance of gloomy Sunday... That song has such meaning.. It's so..deep..
"Angels have no thought
Of ever returning you.
Would they be angry
If I thought of joining you?"
Malis: i wish she'd sing something more happy.. Her voice in my opinion is going to waste on such a gloomy song..
Ale: ...

Salroan- The bible has some good passages and prophesies. Unfortunately, they've been altered by Catholic priests (English) To fit society so many times, the real passages have been lost.
Stu- A new 3dsxl and a Wii U. And Ale...

Thats an interesting thought.

You guys play any instruments?

Stu- Trombone and piano.

I play piano by ear.

Trumpet and Piano c:

owo

Ale: I play by ear too.. How you pulled off Cave Story was amazing...
Malis: aw, you found your mistletoe Ale.
Ale: Nya.. This thing doesn't have use at all.. I got for Christmas as a tease from a friend..
Malis: and how MUCH you wish to share it and hang it over a certain male's head XD
Ale: you pointed it out!
Malis: to make you suffer.
Ale: I hate you!!
Malis: heh..

SOMEONE START MORE CONVERSATION GRAHH IM BORED AND TIRED FROM BASKETBALL PRACTICE GRRAAAHHHH

^-^Gah i'm happy music does this to me it OVERWHELMS MAH SOUL AND IM HAPPY 4EVER NOW ^-^ YAY

WOW THAT WAS FAST

'W' I vant to zuk ur bluuuuud

IM SO

CRAZY

Malis: what animal do you seem attracted to? Are they attracted to you as well?
Ale: I have a way with ...felines..
Malis: oh look, I'm a cat, I'm a feline.
Ale: and the fact cats follow me around my neighborhood is NORMAL. Yes, cats are attracted to me for some reason. I seem to always find a way to please a cat..
Malis: ..
Ale: for example, my cats have a weakness to either their heads or just behind the tail along their back bone..thing.. And. Malis's weakness is a good wub on the chin.
Malis: *looking away coughing awkwardly, wich kinda looks weird in my room owo* yeah..
Ale: in Mexico, I'm a cat magnet, considering my family there has over thirty give cats and counting.
Malis: it was horrendous when you laid on the ground and they swarmed you..
Ale: hehe..yeah.... So back to my question, answer it owo
Malis: don't forget your zoo trip..
Ale: The snow leopard kept following meh across the glass oAo
Malis: it kept looking at you.. It disturbed me... The fact it did a growl when you left sickened me.. Won't cats understand that your mine?
Ale: uh, what?
Malis: meaning I'm your main cat, your my human, do not try to go into the hole lovey dovey stuff.

Lol not really monkeys xD But hmm idk if any animals like me owo *shrug*

Ale: I tried a lion. The only thing I got was a purr.
Malis: Why is this inhuman? I mean why you of all people, you can talk to an imaginary cat, get responses from random cats.i mean seriously, WHAT THE HELL
Ale: I don't know, I guess seclusion made me spend more time with my old cat bubbles... I loved him so much.. I named him after a power puff girl XD
Malis: ah yes, amusing..

Stu- My mom is grounding me until christmas...

I love you ale... Christmas will be around before you know it... Bye...

Ale: Until Christmas!? ...S-Stu..I love you too..
Malis: shit, commence the crying ...
Ale: I have to study Finals anyways.. And my trip to Mexico is coming up..b-but. ..
Malis: Christmas is coming soon, don't worry Ale..
Ale: it's unjust..

Ale: b-but.. I'm extremely worried.. What if something happens during this time lapse? Then I'll never know.. If something terrible happens and I-I...
Malis: this'll be a long month...
Ale: ll t-try and stay strong..
Malis: don't cry in class..
Ale: I can't..

Aw Ale, Christmas isn't that far away, and i'm pretty sure nothing terrible is gonna happen...We'll keep you company in the meantime :)

Ale: I-I'm just worried!! I can't help but feel in the time lapse he is gone that he's..
Malis: he won't forget about you, nor will he cheat on you..
Ale: he can find a new girl to like.. I-I just worry.. H-he's not the type to do that..b-but..
Malis: to many buts and what it's, shut up.

See? You know he won't cheat or anything. You just said so!

Malis: I said so.
Ale: just when he said that...geez.. This is going to be a long month..
Malis: in a way it's a month..
Ale: and I just noticed.. Two more days til...
Malis: oh look you've been together for more than a week.
Ale: ...
Malis: almost a month.
Ale: I can't get sad over this..it isn't his fault he can't come on line.
Malis: well, we don't know the reason as to why he is grounded.
Ale: ...

Malis: her main source of happiness.. Gone..
Ale: I've noticed..
Malis: dun dun dun...

@Ale
U will b fine, atleast he isn't gone 4evr. And I think I THINK I saw Malis in one of the picture u sent me :DDDDDD

Malis: WHAT!? YOU SAW ME!?!?!
Ale: what picture Jaimee..?
Malis: SHIT SHIT SHIT *frantically flying around my room*
Ale: huh...

@Ale
Lol, jkjk XD and can we rp? I wanna try an rp!!

Malis: geez! You scared the living hell out of me..
Ale: sure, if you'd like. Who are you going to use?

( I sent a pic ale, I drew her, I'll name Kia )
Kia: *looks up at the sky* it's getting cloudy. I hope it doesn't rain..

(Aw, such a cute vaporeon X3 I'll use eevee me and Alexander.. The brown eevee in the blue coat)
Alexander: your annoying..
Ale: omo
Alexander: *looks out and sees the light purple vaporeon* ...
Ale: what?

(*Awkwardly watching from the distance*)

Ale: *goes and cries in a corner*
Alexander: uh...

Ale:
I have so many feelings but they aren't enough words to describe them...
So I keep saying the same things over and over again like
"I love you"
"I miss you"
"I'm sad"
I'm scared that I'll keep repeating them and they will lose their meaning
Then I won't be able to say anything at all...
Alexander: such a nice quote.
Ale: I relate to it so much..

Alexander: well, *pats Ale's head* good luck.
Ale: yeah. Thanks...
Alexander: I'm trying to be positive.

Ale: *sigh*.your right Em.. I just wish I could be there for him ya know? I mean, if he feels sad then I won't be there to comfort him. But when he comes back.. I'll give him all the love and comfort he missed.. And more of course.. I just wish this month will fly by..
Alexander: *high fives Malis like a sub*
Malis: keeping me out of this rp? No way, besides, you obviously need me.

Malis: true.
Ale: it's a natural response... >^<

Malis: *ruffles Ale's hair* silly! your so cute.
Ale: eh..?
Malis: hehe, just imagine this as a fatherly gesture.
Ale: o-okay.. omo..

Ale: *sniffles and cries*
Malis: 34 more days darling.

Talk about a plot twist.

Ale: yeah..except stu dun hate me..
Malis: quite the opposite really. Hehe...
Ale: -////-

Ale: ........
Malis: weeeeell... It's all history.

-_-

Well thats it I dont need to check back here anymore. -w- Cya every few days...or whatever

Ale: I'm kinda doin the same.. Hardly any rp's are going on..
Malis: and the fact our distracted by youtube.
Ale: yeah..

Ale: aaaand que the déjàvu...
Malis: you have déjàvu to much..
Ale: I know, I wish they could predict the monthly..
Malis: haha..only you'd think that..

Ale: FINALLY IM ON VACATION!!!!!!!!!!!
Malis: MY EARS! *teying to block out the screaming*

Ale: *crals up in a corner and slowly cries sobbing and shaking in the most violent ways*
Malis: ohoh..that wasn't a pretty sight..
Ale: I've come close to killing her.. KILLING HER!!
Malis: it wasn't your fault.
Ale: IT WAS!!
Malis: your great-grandmother is fine...
Ale: I ALMOST KILLED HER!! HOW IS THIS FINE!?!?!?!!
Malis: because you just got up and got a snack, it isn't your fault she wheeled herself to her room.
Ale: there...was...so much...blood..

Ale: my great-grandmother was on her wheelchair.. a-and i..
Malis: she wqs in charge of watching her, but she wqs reqding a book for a future report.
Ale: she scooted herself to the frint of her room where theres a step.. the wheelchair went down with her, and her head slqmmed onto the floor..th-th-there was l-large amount of bl-...
Malis: of blood at her side. She yelled for help, and once they got her up, half her face wqs dripping of blood. Her nose wqs broken, being her falling face-forawrd...ans a large swollen area on her upper lip.
Ale: i felt so bad.. i-it was to much..
Malis: her being weak and all... well.. her stomach couldnt hold it.. thats how bad the image was..
Ale: *curls up in the corner* its been getting so cold... its unbearble..
Malis: ....,

Ale: I'm.. bad luck....
Malis: ....
Ale: I wish i could escape this place...

Ale: .....
Malis: well...

Stu- *kiss* I'm sorry you feel that way...
Unbroken- Stu, if youre caught, youre dead...

Ale: S-Stu!!
Malis: what a risk taker..

Aw Ale...don't worry you got nothing to worry about it wasn't your fault!

and no you aren't bad luck! :U

Stu- Just because I can't get online and comment doesnt mean I'm not watching you.
Salroan- Yeah... It's called swindeling away a wii remote.
Stu- Indeed

Malis: stalk much? XD
Ale: I know you do Malis.
Malis: ... You ruined my joke..

So...

Salroan-...

☺

␎

Stu- Ale, check your g-mail, please...
Salroan- Wow, you never give up...
Stu- I think it will allow you permissions to my site .w.

Ale: nope, it didn't work..
Malis: it just took her to the main page.

Stu- goddammit...

Ale: it's nice to know how hard your trying..also I saw the cave story recommend thing you added, it was quite nice ^w^
Malis: ..

Stu- eheh...

Ale: your thanksgiving gift will come soon, so look forward to it.
Malis: I'm sure you'll like it. She's pouring her heart into it.
Ale: I just want to try to make you as happy as possible ^w^
Malis: *sigh* oh new begining..

Malis: I personally think you try to hard.
Ale: well..opportunities like this come once in a lifetime..

HNNG bored

Stuuuuuuuu whats your siiiiiiiiiiteeeee have on it

Ale: his site recommends games on the PC or console I think, varying from free to costly.
Malis: even if the question wasn't towards her.

That sums it up.

Anyone still check this...?

Soorrttaaaa

Can we check it again? I want to talk to you...

Btw whats your FL message mean?

Probably nothing but...yeah

Um, okay. But just so you know, I'm kinda gonna be distracted.. My 3DS was taken away probably forever so..
Idk what's my FL message .-.

:c why was it taken away??

And your FL message is JAAAAAAAAAKE

Oh, I was trying to talk to you but you ignored me .m.
And taken away because my grandfather just likes acting like a bitch uwu so he takes it away for a penalty of something for some reason I'm not allowed to know wich is bullcrap.

Aww that sux D: I hope he gives it back! And i'm sorry I ignored you .n.

I tried to talk to you for like an hour, two hours tops .m.
And ikr?