o3o

oh, someone stole his 3ds so he isnt able to comment on the 3ds, but he does so on browser.
I haven't talked to him since friday i think and i'm extremely worried as usual
.w.

whats wrong with emoticons?

i jave a bunch of "what if"s in my head and it just scares me to think if something bad happened .m.

t-till ch-christmas!? ,>A<,

Oh...
i thought you meant something else..
its cuz i can talk to on broswer..
but the thought of him not being on for awhile...
*shudders*

if it werent for you avi i probably maybe never have met Grinny-Chan
;m;
;A;
QAQ

I know the feels girl. I know the feels.

And i like emoticons ok ok
sorry tho

If it werent for dat Opal pic...oh gooddddddd
QAQ

Jenn introduced you to me Ale.
Imagine if that never happened.

Holy-

*shudder*

Actually, i asked if i could add anyone,
she said she knows three jakes.
i asked if i can be friends with one of them..
JSEDSHJIHNS

Dusk: I LOVE YOU SO FREAKIN MUCH OPAL DX>*hugs as well*
Ale: I LOVE YOU SIS *dog pile*

HOLY COW I GOT PICKED ONE THIRD CHANCE TO MEET YOU? DUDE I LUCKED OUT SO

SO
SO
MUCH.

yes, yes you did Jake uvu

and THANK GOD FOR THAT JADE PIC

i think i met Cam on the Amora pic all those years ago owo
at first my opinion was to ignore you Cam, but then i had nothing else to do but to rp.
I remember my exact location when i did that!
i was on my computer Chair spinning in circles with my 3ds in hand, my old blue 3ds...

You better believe I did best...uh..year and a half (?) of my life

Isn't cool how things like a painting can put great friends together?

i love art uvu
i have to lie though to keep you guys as freinds...
Pretend we met at a international dance owo
cuz if some people new i met you online...
oh sh!t....
My life will end and i would say goodbye to all forever..

poor Cammy omo

International dance? cool

Hey is it ok if I call you Cam too or is it friend-reserved o3o

good lie huh? XD

Yeah I have to do the same...I try to avoid the subject though

Indeed.

O.O The famed Grin

OMFG GRINNY-CHAN D;
*hugs you*
GEEZ

Are you still there Grinnnn?

*cries*
I MISSED YOU
Even if it was two days..
mnaaahhh....
Infatuation does strange things to my mind omo

*hugs back*
I missed you too.
Oh, and unbroken wants to ask malis something, but cant put it into terms that dont sound strange...

Uh...i'll give you guys privacy....

And ale...
Never change. Be yourself, even if you believe its not a good thing.
Never lose track of your light, for once that goes, your very spirit begins to ebb away... it will fall and shatter if that happens...
...
And, trust me, it is very difficult to glue the peices back together... Malis will not have fun trying to do that.

Hehe yup, and sure,
Try to ask..
He's at my doorway again shooting glares cuz I called him a pussy owo

She was wondering if he is a half-being.

*que the heart flutter from what MB said*
Infatuation...Such a powerful thing.
Anyways, he won't respond to me, he just look down....

Oh... okay.

Ok Ale for the record just let me say I am very very very. VERY sorry. X[

O.....kay Yartch,
And what song Cam? For you probably may play it soon through the hell my mind is playing against :D

And sorry Grinny-chan, he don't respond. I tried kicking him but obviously I can't touch air XD

I wish I could go back in time ._.

Dats nice, and Malis said just now "just a joke, but I am basically half of New beginning"
Then I laughed at what I saw was a pun owo

Ale, what do you think of me as?

A friend?
Annoying?
Or other

be brutaly honest

A friend.
I'd never think of anyone as annoying.
Then it would basically ruin my picture.
Meaning, my soul purpose is harmony in my opinion.
I love seeing smiles and making people happy.
That's why I try to impress, and do random stuff to make people laugh.
If I ever do something wrong,
Like making a person mad at me for something I did,
I would say sorry multiple times.
I try to please, and fill the spot as a friend as best as I can.
I tend to forgive easily as well..
Cuz,
What's a friend if your mad at them?
I feel it's better to be freindly towards one another.
So friend,
My brutally honest answer.

You just made me feel guilt and love. Thank you...I can let my feelings get the best of me sometimes...I also try to make people happy, but idk if i'm good at it. I'm sorry for everything I caused you. UnU Sometimes I delete comments of this length and never let them escape because idk what you would say. In fact, i've deleted stuff from this comment...Leaving for like, a month on that dreaded day was really a terrible idea because our friendship got completly destroyed...sorry..

aaaand she facepalmed.

I saw Grin when he had 4 pics up, I just never commented on him

I probably shouldn't have said that...

I found his Smile wide pic in the new paintings

What Grinny-chan said. Also
I've just noticed.
When Avi's gone,
I'm surrounded by boys :D
Haha...
Jkjk, not a time to joke..
Anyways Jake, your stupid.
No offense, but seriously.
You just gotta trust people more.
You have to open up more.
Listen.
Observe.
You would know what I think of you if you thought about what I thought.
That probably didn't make sense but who gives a fuck?
Honestly though,
I feel guilty as well for what I did to you,
At the time I guess I wasn't prepared.
I think I haven't told you about what that one boy said to me that mentally scarred me..
Seriously.
No matter what people say I will always think I am the girl in the corner drawing her fantasys and singing her sad tunes...
But..
I am who I am, and I won't change.
Jake, you got too understand that I'm not trying it make you feel guilty, so I should be the one sorry.
That's why I try to not think about killing myself so I can one day repay you all for the kindness you all have given me..
All the sympathy..
And care..

...

And I made grin do the ... Thing, I'm sorry!! D:
That probably wasn't appropriate to say DX

I am an idiot ok? You know me. You know how I think and feel. I just want you to have whats best even if it doesn't help me and idk if thats even relevant. Seriously though if i'm causing you any pain I can leave. Just say the word and im gone. I bet you're thinking about saying that you'd never do that but I bet there is at least one point in time where you've wanted me gone. Saying you want to repay me actually was a shocker...I thought you couldn't care less about me anymore, when I think about you. A lot. But yeah you said im stupid and yeah i probably am because I needed to re-read that comment several times. And No, you didn't tell me about the one boy.
Ok. So you dont need to worry about repaying me or anything because you already did.
And dont you dare commit sui.cide. I wouldn't be able to take it.
Yeah and i'm sorry Grin I just cut in like this I need to say sorry to you too. I'm always interrupting....Im sorry.

I just realized since..that day..i've only gotten worse...ugh

I bet this comment makes NO sense and...idk -_-

It was. Sorry, I just... Dont really know what to say to comments like those...

And yeah i gotta listen and yeah I gotta observe and yeah I gotta trust. I know.. :/

Hm..
Well,
Just so you know.
You've helped me before,
Everyone has.
And I need to live to repay.
I'm in great dept to you all.
Grin and the others have stopped me from doing suicide a total of seventeen times.
One of them was from the Elliana incident..
So that doesn't really count...
But ANYWAYS.
Sorry but, I think you took me calling you stupid the wrong way.
So sorry, stupid wasn't appropriate to say..
Let me replace that word with...uh ...ignorant, the predic def.
meaning you just lack in certain info.
Meaning the time lapse you were absent..

LETS JUST FORGET THIS ALL HAPPENED
I don't want to tie any bad ends with anyone,
Just know I'm in debt to you all with something I cannot ever repay uvu

oh...so saying- yeah just forget it. goodnight.

Sorry for tha long absence,,I had to recollect my thoughts..
And the fact Malis almost gave me a heart attack owo
Who knew his through looks like a hollow black hole.

ive just noticed i look like i have fangs. ^^

,o v v o,

heh..cool

O V V O
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;m; scawy

Uh...

Hey, I was in Physics when I typed that sooo...
I really hate physics.
I have a C in her class.
A FREAKING >>C<<
Why?
Because she lost my worksheets that took me so long to complete.
WHY.
oh well...
Anyways, anyone like the song Lose Yourself?
Or Home?
Or Chasing Cars.....?

I actually haven't heard those songs, but Radioactive? yeeeboi