i'm sad. please forgive me for venting but i'm not that ray of sunshine i usually am right now. i don't know what i'm doing and i should be happy to have more followers. i feel like i can't draw anymore. i hate my characters. i'm not good at any thing. i don't let out my feeling enough because i don't want to worry anyone. i just can't help feeling alone and unliked by everyone around me. just because i'm to excited about life sometimes. i'm sorry. i'm crying. . .