A Wild Paranoia Appeared by ObviousLie
I've been having lotsa problems. I'm having these vivid images of my mom mangled, or my pets dead, or me dead. I haven't told anyone about this. I'm afraid of everything now. I can barely even get in the car now. Death can happen anywhere, yet it feels more likely to happen to me. The constant bullying doesn't help, either. Teasing me about how beat-up my shoes are, or how I'm now classified as a "Lesb ian" since I lie about being as exual. (No one can ever know about Owen.) Wow, my life is lame
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17 Oct, 2013, 6:57 pm
And the hormonal tweenagers (yes, tweenagers) getting me in trouble.
Y'know those rubber band thingies that are really popular at the moment? Making those are kind of my stress reliever. They ask me how to make them, and I know if I don't they'll somehow put me down.
hehehehhh
The images are getting worse. I'll try to draw it...
17 Oct, 2013, 9:16 pm
ssshh it's okay bby i'm here for you
17 Oct, 2013, 10:21 pm
...^.^.
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..(......)S
^That's a thank-you kitty.
18 Oct, 2013, 8:02 am
I have had visions like that (And worse ones) for a long time. You just need to fight your own mind and ignore them. Idk what could cause them, maybe depression or stress. Or something dark lerking in your mind. >-> Just try not to worry and ignore them the best you can. I hope they at least go away for you.
18 Oct, 2013, 8:04 am
Hurm...Try listening to happy music or watching something all "warm and fuzzyish" just try to keep your mind happy.
18 Oct, 2013, 6:02 pm
Oh my gosh, that's awful! I'm so sorry, Xen. I hope this gets better, I really do. I don't want mah buds to be scared. :c *hugs*
18 Oct, 2013, 7:50 pm
Oh, God... I hope you'll be okay. <:(