Such a cool Pokemon. ouo

Epic for shure , dayuum ! :D
And oh i'm really sorry for you, i hope there will be some positive news above all the bad things :l

Wait- Glaucomia?! (I forgot what that is, but I think my dad has it. ) Oh man, I hope your ok. ;n;

Glaucoma is when your eyes have high pressure, it's supposed to be EXTREMELY painful. It slowly makes you blind, and the only way to soothe the pain is marajuana... :( I guess it's good I'm in Colorado?

At least... that's what people w/ glaucoma. They say other pain remedies don't work

Oh man. ;-; I'm so sorry. Hopefully its not developing... D: That sounds painfull.

Aww Dream how can you be so awesome?! I love your art and your.. person..ality? XD Uhmmm... you know what I mean ;D

D: Aww, that sucks. I hope that you get better soon and the pain will stop. ^-^

Darn. I hope you get better, Dream. (; /

Awesome painting, BTW. 8 )

I love this. I can't wait for the game to come out.

Wow!! I love pyroar ^0^ im gonna have one and name him Crowley :3 he looks well...ferocious x3

and I hope you appointment goes well <:/

How'd it go?

Nicely done! I pre-ordered X ^-^

What rp? I was thinking of making an rp with Lune? So a creepier halloween character would work :3

@Raven
Alright ^^ I could use Celest, my griffin :3

@Soul
It went ok :/ He check out my eyes, and said my glasses gave me 20/20 vision, and my blood flow to eyes is good :) He didn't check my pressure though... He said there's nothing more he can contribute to getting rid of my migraines, but he wants to check up on me in April, and pray. He really wants to see my migraines go away...

Dream stop having horrible health diseases D: You're scaring me... I would tell you "don't do drugs", but now...
@Ravenflight: May I join? I have a character... :3

im glad the blood flow and such is good. and see? even people who don't know you all that much wish you well ^^ it'll happen soon sis, I know it

I hope so sis... It sucks having this problem :/

Beautiful! And I'm doing a countdown on my desc XD

^That comment was suppsed to go before my previous one ^^"

so ive heard :/
I wont ever give up on hope that you will get better just as I wont give up on hope that we are gonna live together.

*sigh* four years till graduation.

BAM! *tableflips* done with European humanism....... onto math -o-

Me too :) I can't wait to live with you! European humanism? :P Bleh. Same with math XD

same! though I have been thinking I mean, we cant just drop everything and move in together of coarse moving that far is going to change everything, especially financially wize, I mean my parents have it set for me to live in Canada and such, I've got college savings already (my money off coarse) but, I could go to college there. idk im just rambling I guess. I think bout this a lot, maybe to much :U.

andgod same my math teacher is dumb as fuck, he doesn't have a degree and I spend half the class correcting his multiplication, if I cnt rely on him to do that, I know im going to fail math wen we learn new things -o-

I know what you mean :/ Maybe you should go to college there, you get a 'native's' discount sort of thing if you do. I'm planning to save up gas money, and pay you back for the gas you used when you get here. :3 I'll hopefully have an apartment, and we can live there. I'll by you a bed an stuff, so don't worry about that :)

Whoa, you guys wanna come to Canada? It's awesome here, I promise ;D

XD I'd rather stay in the US, even though we have a sh*tty president. Soul is planning to come to the US, and live with me in CO :3

...oh :'D //disappointed
...well maybe not then ;A;

...actually, I might be coming to the US for college/university, so... maybe? //hopeful :D

I nead moneys. Bad. X3 I gotta get this game!

That would be awesome sis!OwQ We could meet!

@Bendy
Yeah... I have to pay for /all/ of my own stuff... I luckily had some for Y, due to my aunt commissioning me to draw for her ^^

yah US for me, I wants to live in Colorado^-^ ad yes apartment would be perfect, and aw, don't worry, ill have money saved, my plan right now is to save up for a car while continuing saving for college because I didn't start this shit at 10 years old for nothing xD, once I've got that, ill start to save up for the trip and living with you ^-^ im not sure when ill do college that still a while away, but I'll definitely search for a job right when I get there (though I may spend a few days just to enjoy everything, if all's the same to you)

and yes I'll start researching colleges and stuff in a couple years, I don't think ill get a natives discount, im not native. of coarse college isn't something I need to do...my half ister only wet for a year..
and oh you don't need to worry about paying me back Rachel ^-^ seeing you and living with you is all enough to make life perfect.

That would be awesome sis :D Are you well enough to go to the AP tonight?
Also, dem whiskas :U

and ugh I need to pay for myself too, I cant actually afford a new jacket/sneakers right now so I wear some pretty tattered clothes :/
and sorry I left, my dad got home..

@Midnight
Sure, I can do tonight :3

@Soul
Of course! I want you to hang out for a few days to get acclamated with your new surroundings :) I'll try to save money so we can do something fun X3 It sucks buying your own stuff, it's hard when you don't have a job :/

Okay ^^
And omg I'm reading your conversation and it sounds like you two are gonna have so much fun QuQ

WHISKAS! :V
I want to meet you someday too, Akemi :3 Maybe we can all do sh'tuffs together XD

Lol okay ^^ I'm saving up for a proper laptop that I will try to preserve for at least until I reach university (if I get accepted), and after that, I'm saving up for my life plan X3

aha alright, I hope it doesn't sound like im lazy, I promise im not and if I ever do you can tell me and ill be better ^-^
I'll have to look into photography courses as well, that's been my dream.
and yah :/ I'm lucky enough to have two extremely flexible jobs, though one is extremely low pay :/ but if I work at the nursery most weekends for full time hours which has remarkable pay, and all through the summer, I think it'll work well ^-^ The only problems are time management and my parents, taking my money :/

and aha definitely at least visit akemi!

I definitely will Wolf Soul ^-^ But hopefully I'll do a little more than just a quick visit, depending on how much money I'll have in my pockets...

Sounds great Akemi! I need to save up, so I can do things in my life. :P Your anything but lazy Caileen! Gawd, I need to meet you guys so bad! I really want to see you two, I can't wait

Hey... how are you guys doing, pain wise? I know you guys are sick too :(

aw thanks. and yes geez we do!!! This is pretty much the main thing I think about, you know.

and...its been pretty bad lately, my hearts been failing a lot, nausea is awful, I just about threw up on my teacher today, just glad I could hold I and get to the bathrooms -o- not to mention im out of steroids. and these are not the kind of junkie drugs, they are prescribed inhalant steroids to help with my lungs and other insides.

how about you Rachel? Worse, better or the same?

My pain spread and dimmed. It's all over my lungs and spine, but it's not /as/ painful as it was before... whether that's a better or worse thing, I'm not sure. How about you?
And yes, we all need to meet X3 And not just in the dreamworld... ;D
Well I'm gonna go meditate before bed now, it's pretty late here... See you tomorrow, sis! :3

@Wolf Soul: Heart failure too? Gee, 'must be something going on...

I'm sorry guys :( At least yours Akemi, is a tiny bit better...Still really sucks though. Do they even give you nausea pills Caileen? They should... I know you wouldn't use steroids like that XD I've had to use some steroids too. :/ They are nasty.
My migraine has been spi'king a lot more lately, and the fact I can have a stroke at any time is very scary, like you guys having heart attacks :( I've passed out a few times this week... I've been feeling very sick, like I'm in a non-stop flu state on top of the migraines

How was your appointment? :3 Those doctors had better help you on Nov. 20! >: ( Umm, if you're feeling up to it, do you think you could try to bring me to the ap tonight? I just feel like tonight will work. Maybe it's silly, but..... Nothing ventured, nothing gained! : D
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G'night akemi, im sorry to hear you have that too. :(

and no, no one seems to realize how serious my nausea is, that I cant turn really fast without the room spinning and focusing in school is so hard -_- and yah, I have to take three inhalants, one is extremely strong though they don't seem to work too much. and actually, currently im not using anything, no steroids or inhalants, its. hell. you want to know why? I ran out of the strong stuff, and my sister took my other two. apparently she needed them but her asthma is so mild. she can do sports and shit! mine is STILL undiagnosed -o-
and seriously? gawd that's awful. and yah, the thought of you having a stroke is really scary even to me. and ouch sickness is crap, ive luckily only got a cold, though that always spikes my asthma worse. But what kindsof medication do they have you on now? Still a shit ton?

@Bendy
Sure :P

@Soul
Wtf!? /:0 She looks like me? XD Wat? I'm pi**ed they aren't giving you what you need! By the gods, why can't they freaking at LEAST give you compezine!? Idiots... Ugh. At least in America, they give you what you need (usually) and more. :T I'm on a ton of pills still, even though they don't work! My body is addicted to a few now, so I can't just stop, I have to ween. Ugh. I HATE the way pills make you feel sometimes

Oh, Caileen. Are you getting a new pkmn game?

meep mah comment disappeared XD and oddly yes, though she acts the exact opposite as you o-0
and yah -o- I wish they did. I need at least my inhalants back. and oh the fun of being buried in a billion pills o-o ah ya I know what you mean, I while back(like a year) I had to be on quite few pills and extremely powerful inhalants, I was supposed to ween off. but I just kind of stopped. NEVER. do that o-o and yes oh he fun of pills and there effects.

an I think so, if I can spare the cash

im so jelou, my friend (Elaive) on here already has pokemon x!!!!!!!!! she was playing it today

Yeah pills... FUN. I'm on one called Amytriptiline, if I take more than 60 mg, I will die. O-Q It's so scary to have to take... Same with my DHE, and bc. My DHE can destroy my heart if I take to much in one week, and my bc can give me tumors and all sorts of sh*t

@Dream. Could you bring me to the AP too. I am going to try to concentrate, on i don't know what thoygh. If you can't just tell me, ok.

No way! o0o Lucky Elaive! XD She's a crazy good artist. ^^ I can't wait for Saturday... I hope you will be able to splurge, I want to battle you X3

I've already brought you Snow... you probably don't remember... but getting there will be easier now. Keep trying! You got it.

holy shit O-Q that's intense. you take you pills right Rachel, or ill give them to you right xD seriously, that is really scary.

and yah she's so lucky! and yah same, though my pokemon are week ^^" the only person I can battle with is pheenixsta cause her pokemon have same levels as me

@Dream. Ok, did not know that. I don't rememder anything like that. Sorry to bother you. And thank you for doing that.

I know. Every night I'm like, Phew... I better be alive tomorrow. (I never overdose, but it's still scary as f*ck) My liver is ok so far, my blood work confirms that... it's just working really hard.
If you'd like, I can trade you a few pokemon ^^ I have a lvl 70 Feebas holding a prism scale, waiting to be traded to someone I trust. It'll evolve when I trade it ;3 I have a few specially bred starters too, with nice moves and stats. Ever need one, just ask! You can have the feebas if you want ^-^

Of course Snow! :) I really want you to go to the AP ^^

Thank you. : )

^ lol my best pokemon is a lvl 50 Lucario. X3 Also, should I meditate and try to get to the ap or just go to sleep and you take me there. : / I've always been a bit confused about that.

Yah that's pretty frightening :/ im just freaking glad everything is still working well (liver and such)
and oh no I would not ask that of you ^-^ I have a great team, just working at leveling up. what levels are you at anyways 100?
and I have a special bed cubone with perish song ^-^ haha they always seem more special when they have different egg moves

lol bred not bed dammit keyboard

I'm excited!!!!! xD Im mega-excited 8^

All of my team is lvl 100 ^^' It took lots of Elite 4 battles and an XP share. Haha... Your cubone sounds amazing! ^0^ Perish song is hard to breed into pokemon. I got a bulbasaur with mega drain and solar beam already in it's moveset. :D I love it! XD They always feel more special if you caught them at the begining of your adventure, or after you breed the cute/powerful baby and train it.

Simply sleep, and I'll take you Bendy :3

Ok. Thanks! I honestly don't think I would've been able to meditate, anyways. When I'm tired it messes with my concentration. : p I'm gonna go to bed now. Good night, and (hopefully) see you in the ap! : D

ah alright aha my highest I level 87 so im kinda close with that one they all kind of range in the 8's except two who I just got and im now training up. and wow? that must be an epic charizard! and definitely haha I got mine all in different ways, traded, bred, caught :3 though none migrated

ps. wtf is he common denominator of 7 and 300????

whats your main team anyways :3

Did you know when I got platnium, I was an umbreon/espeon trainer? I would breed eevees, train them into espeon/umbreons, and then offer them on the GTS for a good deal, like for another eevee to train. I practically gave them away, and it was so fun! OwQ I loved doing that. Lots of people now have eeveelutions with the OT being 'Rachel' XD

haha wow XD that's actually pretty funny x3 Rachel's Eevees. that should be a thing aha

My main team is
Hope the DW Lucario,
N's Zoroark,
A Keldeo,
Minislende the Electross (He has INSANE Sp. Atk),
Yuki the Ninetales (Moni gave her to me! :D)
and an Arceops

OMG! We should make a creepypasta based on it XD

Math homework sucks, and so does your teacher

DW is that dream world? and awesome team, sounds powerful ^-^
oh ill be back in like 20 minutes, finished my homework finally so I can have a shower finally :U

OMG that would be such an epic creepypasta. just yes XD

alright back, sorry I would've forgotten to otherwise ^^"

Check the new paintings section... hehe >:3

Alright, I'm back! I'm positive I made it to the AP last night, and I have a striking image of a blue and turquoise winged cat. Her name was Sapientia. I looked it up (haha) and it means 'wisdom' in latin. I'm not /exactly/ sure what she looks like, but she came to me... could she be my first dream creature?
Also, my heart is awful today, I can barely walk. I feel like I'm gonna faint anytime now...

Awesome -w-

She sounds like she's your dream creature! Great job! :D I'm sorry... I wish your heart would be better :(

I should draw her... If I remember correctly, I ventured a little on my own, didn't I? Because I remember coming to a waterfall... and I don't think anyone was with me. I had my dreamcatcher, though, and it was glowing turquoise-blue, my aura color... and then I heard a small voice... and there she was. I /think/ that's how it went... ^^"
Anyway, yeah, my heart isn't all that good... but we went at the pharmacy to see if anything would help and they gave me these pills... they look weird and taste like plastic, ugh. >.<