W-what?..

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W-why do you feel alone..? ;n;

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Bah....forget it...i think i may take the day off today...grah..

such idiots...this is the reason why ive always wanted to jump into a free-way and lets a car hit me or something..

Wh-a? :''[

oh, Yartch, you wanted to talk to me?

Oh yeah!! Here? or where?

I'm just trying my best to help...

Hm... well, here on colors, i am a "beautiful" whatever you said there. In "real life" i truly am lonely. Here, i have freinds. Out there i have just a few. But heck, maybe you can say... i'm lonely in a love sort of term.. and please take note this has nothing to do with your relationship Emily, it's actually something quite different...

Oh Ale...I don't have many friends outside this device either, but i'm glad I have any at all...You shouldn't need a bunch of friends to be happy, You only truly need God. But...love lonely I can understand...i-eh mm

I don't beleive in god as much as i used to back then... some people consider me half-athiest. But as usual, i dont care.... And calling myself bad stuff actually helps me. I love the pain, and its who i am, was , and still will be. I dont care as long as myself, i made a promise to never change, to be the random weird girl that seems to love make people smile and laugh because thats the thing that gives me my drive to do more. Without it im nothing...just a speck of dust to be blown away in the wind.. being lovesick is just..hard.. if i wasnt shy... aand if i had courage..i'd....

you'd..what?

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Its sad...that you lost faith in God...because with Him he'd help you through whatever has got you down...And...idk if I can really help you with the lovesickness...idk if you want to love or be loved...

Drawn to:
Chorus of Still Into You

Treasure

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*sigh* Well idrk what else I can do for you. But maybe you could say something?

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Ok Ale. Can you just tell me everything thats wrong? I mean everything.

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Oh..I didn't realize it could be painful to write...my bad..

Well...I dont really know what else to say than i'll be praying for you. If fact, i'll do it right now.

what you put there confused me..

Drawn to:
Chorus of Still into You.

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that didnt make much sense...

...The chorus of the song
"Still Into You"
by Paramore.

Sorry I guess it was a bit confusing

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Uh..

id tell the person i like my feelings... but i think im just infatuated..not in love...
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Oh, so you want to make sure you love this person first?

im just infatuated..

Well, maybe...but whats so bad about that? :)

Hey wo knows, maybe this guy likes you too! :) I mean, why wouldn't he

he said something along the lines
"i seem to be attracted to you..."

see? You both like each other ^-^ I'm not seeing the problem!

he seems...
and i..
well...
i just cant tell him..

Yeah I get that. Im shy too, but I just try to over power it so to say, and, as Nike says, Just do it (xD) Idk if thats something you can do, but its just what I do :)

you don't get it...
i feel INFATUATED!
Infatuation means im not gonna act like myself.
I think of him 24/7.
i worry about him when he not on.
I can't stop thinking about him.
Heck, sometimes i feel hes the white cat with red eyes in my dreams as well!
I feel i dont act myself around him.
Thats what i dont want.
I'm infatuated!
NOT. IN. LOVE.

Oh...I didnt realize he was online...and sorry..i'm just not very good at giving this type of advice >.<

(I think I know who he is)

Uhhm..

am i that obvious...?
Who then?
The Fairy that ate a flower?
Malis?
Ida?
Agony?
who hm?
who?

well....f'uck.
Now you know.
Oh well.
i don't care if someone knows..
i did tell Cameron though...
I think "Grin" is smart enough to know ...i don't know..
Emily may know too..
...
...
f'uck...
WHY AM I INFATUATED WITH HIM
DDXXXXX
i just finished drawing me and him as an eevee chara kissing..
but..
UGH
okay,
i need someone to know this,
MALIS MAY LIKE ME DX
i cant control him however..
we were talking in my dream about my situation...
fuuuu'cckkkkk
he leaned against me and licked my cheek blushing slightly...
he said "Ah new beggining..
you emotions are overwhelming you.
Don't let it get the best of you and change you.
Remember what he said,
"never change"
i dont want you to change either.
You, are new beggining..
you may bring a new beggining to him too you know..
maybe now in love terms,
but to show him atleast you care.
You did to me..
you brought my new beggining and caused me to see the error in my ways..
new beggining....
never change...."
Then he flew away..
and i appeared ontop a horse i saw only once in my dream when i was ten.
It was a black and white stallion..
I named it shadow...
i created him because of a pony game i adored...
*sigh*
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maybe not*

Well...I- dont know what to say...

Why didn't you want me to know...?

I wish I had interesting dreams...

your the only one whos listening!
thats why!
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man...
i love Stu..
or am infatuated with him..
im getting so worried...
he hasnt responded for 2 days now...
i miss him already..

Yeah I know what your feeling thats why I listen...And I guess you should just be patient and wait it out...

ive been waiting for quite some time.
At one point he liked me as well but liked two other girls..
now im not sure if he just likes me and another girl..
or that hes going to use me as a fling..
i liked him and Cam at the same time for quite awhile...
well..
since i met Stu i started liking him..
that little mysterious edge he has...it just..
the way he speaks..
its like hes perfect, and not at the same time..
ugh...
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Hehe ^-^

im just infatuated..
im just infatuated...

Why do you keep trying to convince yourself that?

I must be "Infatuated" with some too

someone*

because its what i am..
im infatuated..
and now..
TELL ME WHO YOU LIKE :D
sorry, but i deserve to know!
XD
(mood swings :D)

eheh well theres two people
Someone I met on Animal Crossing...but she's been gone for over a month... :[

And I think you know the other but I need to get over it

ANYWAY way back when did you say you play Minecraft?

NAMES PLEASE be specific! :D

Jennifer... >w<

and...

you still like Jenn...?
no offense..
but shes a b!tch..
anyways who else?

Oh..no its a different Jen...and uh...y-yoouuu...but I need to get over it I think... :T meh-h

Yeah Jenn (2 n's) deleted me

wooooooowww
you still like me?
dang.
well'p
oh well.
I'm not the same as before though.
I've really changed.
So yeah.
You should try and get over it.

I thought it was pretty obvious o-o'' and I KNOWWW...

Now you know -_-

JAKE GET POKEMON X AND Y
dat is all.
Bye-bye
*poofles*

Why?

Ok I would get it but its complicated and im broke :T