@wretched basically why:

when i was younger
(around 1-2)
i was taken away from my parents and put into foster care

i would've been orphaned or placed into a different family
*AWAY FROM MY BROTHERS* while in foster care they were in a different facility and i barely met them

luckily my parents won the case
(im not entirely sure nor remember why we were taken away)

i was around 3-4 at the time we came back,

my brothers and both parents remember this event and my parents fought long to get us

back from the foster care and CPS

this is a cause of my attachment problems aswell :disappointed:

@Star-Dust09

@P4st3lTheAlgabralien damn :frowning:

@Star-Dust09 thats why i hate the foster care and cps system :skull:

@P4st3lTheAlgabralien :frowning:

@Star-Dust09 thats why a part of my oc's lore is based on battles

basically pastel is me but conveyed in different ways

@P4st3lTheAlgabralien oh!
damn :frowning:
im literally speechless :worried:

@P4st3lTheAlgabralien pastel is you,,
you're becoming pastel
shoul d i draw mpreg impersonator pastel i really wanna tbh like :worried:

@Star-Dust09 LMAO basically most of my ocs hve features of me based on them

also the acessories on some

@Star-Dust09 HELP sure

mb that last part ws really random :frowning: @P4st3lTheAlgabralien

@Star-Dust09 also the scars on pastel are metaphors for people taking pieces of me (my trust, faith, care and love) and leaving things that cant be fixed :fist: :fist: :fire:

@P4st3lTheAlgabralien um!!
:no_mouth:

@Star-Dust09 LMAO i dont really go into detail about stuff like that so not many people know about the metaphors behind her scars ect

@P4st3lTheAlgabralien uh
lovely!!!/neg :worried:

@Star-Dust09 HELP sorry :disappointed:

@P4st3lTheAlgabralien i dont know what to say :worried:!!
im literally speechless vro :fire: :fist:

@Star-Dust09 yeah basically i impliment alot of my features into my ocs conveying emotions / trauma ect