sometimes i remember i'm the maddi that gets mixed up with all the other maddis and then people realize i'm maddi and they sorta just go "oh woops" and i hate having a name i'm like the "who was that again" maddi or the "ew omfg get him away from me" maddi
i should change my name both irl and online forever so i don't get mixed up and why do i exist again i'm gross for speaking words why can't i be on good terms with myself holy crap i'm worthless
#rant #liferevelation