Beautiful and I am so sorry...

Beautiful ^^ I love the background too
Im so sorry I really hope you feel better soon or the pain somehow ceases... *hug*

Dream...that's so unfair. You're such a bright young lady...I sure hope the migranes go away soon :c

Why... that's awful. I really hope those migraines leave soon...that's just... why you? You're one of the nicest girls ever and you sure don't deserve this rotten treatment... *hugs*

I am so sorry about that. I hope that everything turns out better for you.

very beautiful and sorrowful piece.

and so, theyre just going to drop you out? -o- im sorry Rach, you deserve so much better. I wish i could help you somehow.

You don't deserve this. I swear, it actually fills me with rage, hearing about how bad your headaches are, because I just wanna DO something about it! I mean, there has to be something that the doctors haven't thought of...

Say, what if this could be linked to the ap? I'm sure I'm not the first person to think of this, but if science has no answer, and they've been going on for an unnaturally long time...

I don't think it is the AP... but I've developed a new pain ontop of everything else, I've started to go numb on one side

Oh. Well, I saw your chat with wolf soul about Shadiirs, (did I spell that right?) and I read another article on the internet earlier, so I just thought that maybe.....

O.K, this will probbably sound stupid, but I kinda feel like I gotta say this: Didn't you help somebody with a Shadiir before? I thought I might have seen something about that on one of your pic's comments. Something about how you got rid of it, or something like that. And how the headaches started then. Well, what if instead of being banished, or destroyed, (I'm not clear on the details) what if it went to you instead, then hid? I know, probabbly stupid. I just wonder, though.....
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Also, kinda random, but could you tell me if anything unordinary happens this Saturday, 5:43 P.M., Eastern time? :3

It's not in me... I'd know, it's a heavy presence. And... lol sure? XD

Hey sis, I'm gonna make another go for the AP tonight. Hopefully I'll remember more of it this time! ^-^ If you'd like to join me, it'd be twice the fun! (Also, I think it's probably a lot to go there with a beastmaster like you, considering I just have a broken-down dreamcatcher with just one feather left...

Wait- Neyons dead?! ,.n.,
What happened?! D: (Sorry I was inactive for a bit >3>")
And how do I increase my chances of getting to the AP? Staring at my hand to look for my Aura is one thing, and Meditating another, but anything else?

(Wow. Not only did I forget to close those parenthesi[?] but I totally forgot a whole word XD I meant "it's a lot /safer/", lol.)

Re// awwww thanks :3
yesh that seems to hit the spot in my personality XD
Ya I've seen you around and heard about you but my lazy a$$ wont get going to cheak you out
and I'm extremely honored for you following me :D

and I hope you feel better :T

Could you maybe try to take me too? If that's not too much.....

@Dream. I read in a book that there is a capital city in the AP. That it is called Sahasra-dal-Kanwal. I don't know if that is true or not. I am trying for the AP again tonight. I have yet to see my Aura. Can someone get to the AP without seeing their Aura?

@Midnight and Bendy
I can take you Bendy, I'll meet up w/ you sis :3

@Snow
I haven't been there myself... but yes, it is the center of the AP

@Moo
I have heard about you too... I was lazy and didn't look you up until now ^-^' lol

@Dakittymeows
That's really all you can do... sorry :(

And yeah... Neyon's dead... :( I miss him, he was a peice of me that's now gone

I am again sorry about Neyon. And thank you for verifying that for me. Plus i hope that you feel better soon.

Good luck Mike... I love you too. *hug* I hope things go alright tonight :(

Enchanting. I'm sorry for the pain your going through. I wish I could help. But I can only wish you the best of health, for what its worth.

Everytime I look at this, it just makes me feel depressed... anyway... I think I made it to the AP again. And I was wondering... were there, at any point during the dream, small purple flying creatures? When I went to bed it was a kind of marking thing... but maybe my brain made that up while trying too hard to remember...

There were... They were adorable XD

I don't think I made it. This is all I dreamed about: I was going to school for the first time (I'm homeschooled) , and I walked through a clas.sroom (clas.sroom is censored? WTF? XD ) in the middle of a class with my mom. who was with me to sign me up. Nobody looked up, or even seemed to notice me. They were all very focused on their studies. I went through a doorway on the other side of the room, which came out into a short hallway. I entered another room that was right across the hall, and there was a kid in buisness-like clothes who was the same age as me that signed me up. (yes, I am aware school is NOTHING like this, that is just how the dream went. X3 ) He asked me my name, adress, ect, which I gave without question. I finished signing up, then I left the room. I walked into the hall again, then took a right and saw my gf waving to me. (note: throughout the dream, the only kids other than me were those in the clas.sroom, the kid who signed me up, and my gf. My mom had dissapeared. I walked down the hall, took her hand, and walked around the corner of the hall. When I saw her, apprehension and anxeity that I hadn't realized I had before just melted away, and I felt like I was at home. As soon as we went around the corner, I don't remember anything, but I know we kept walking, and that I somehow got into my first class. Yeah. #BendyRevealed. X3

re// :3 would have anwsered earlier but I was at school

Lol XD ya that happens :3 ... um... randomeness but wanna be friends? idk OvO I like friends ^FT^ Hmmmm and I'ma follow you I love your art (even if I usually only follow friends >w< )

There were!? :O OmgsothisthingwascompletelyrealjustwowjustohmaigoshIjustbasicallywenttoanotherdimension!! Okay well maybe not. >_> I shouldn't get too excited, might mess up my spiritual awareness >.< In... out... meditation time! Also, was there a forest? At any point during the dream?

I hope the doctors help you and make you feel better.....

I hope things get better for you... you dear are just so strong, I thing that if any of us were in your position, we probably wouldn't have come as far as you are now. Just hold on right, your headaches have got to be linked somehow. I don't know if you're in condition to meet up with me again tonight, but if I make it this third time, I'll be waiting for you c: Get well soon, all my best wishes to you, sister! ^-^

Hope that you are alittle bit better right now. Hope that you can keep us informed.

You're back! What happened? (If you don't want to say, that's fine. :3 )

came to ask how the er went. seems ill have to get in line,

The Er went alright... the doctors said the same things they always do... "Oh, it's just a new symptom. You'll be fine" This time, I was numb on the right side of my body, the nurse stuck a needle in and I didn't even feel it... It sucked.

Oh... that's horrible... didn't they /do/ anything?? >.<
I feel really bad, dragging you into helping me visiting the AP when you're going through /this/... *hugs*

oh...is it maybe cause of any new medication you are on?

It seems like the doctors aren't even trying! D :<

Hey, do you have a mobile device? (ipod, android, ect.)

I do remember most of it, but I was dizzy and lightheaded... Feeling numb sucked

I don't have an Ios device... just a crappy phone lol

Oh. Never mind then. : /

^Oh... oh my gosh... no... no! No! That can't be true! Rachel... *hugs* You'll be fine... I'll be praying hard, sis. I will... c':

o_o well fu ck

Don't worry... it's thankfully not that. They /swore/ it wasn't a stroke... But, next time I go numb, we have to go in immediatly

So basically, you just have a case of weirdis-migranis numbia? That doesn't make any sense... are we still going to the AP tonight? I don't want to drag you into this if you're not feeling well...

I don't think I'm going to the AP tonight... I'm so tired and irritable... I'm sorry sis

That's okay c: I wasn't sure if I wanted to go tonight anyway, to be honest, I woke up a little light-headed this morning and I need some nice, dreamless sleep ^-^ I hope you feel better soon... c:

^-^ awesome!