Never good enough . . . by wildlight
im never good enough for you, just a speed bump on the way,
you run me over, thinking im a rock, but you pass me by drowning in a pool of my own blood
Im nothing but a low number, never the best at what you want, just at what you dont care about,
you prize the high numbers, set them in your lomos with deadly wheels,
I know you dont care abou me,
maybe Im better off dead
. . .
unfutuantly i feel like this often, though i tell no one
#cat#cats#vent#blood#school#death#pain#uselessness#roadkil
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28 Sep, 2013, 3:22 am
sorry for the crappy drawing
school makes me feel bad about myself, and now since im a senior, i have the worry of getting exepted into collage . . . with an ACT score of 18, and none of my few skills help me
but dont worry, im not suisidal
28 Sep, 2013, 3:28 am
i think my life is a failuare, i people dont even like my art here, let alone in real life, im not the worst, but i am far from the best, whats the point of living if i cant be succesfull in anything, and dont enjoy what people want me to do,
i just . . .
cant,
[end of vent for now]
28 Sep, 2013, 5:36 am
/o.o''
I know for certain three people besides myself who adore both your drawings and personality. I know it may seem hopeless at times, it does for me, but God always has a purpose for every action and everyone, including yourself. Trust in him and he will answer.
If I could, I'd wrap you in the biggest hug ever right now! I love you and so do the rest of your buddies! Your awesome and one of the most amazing people I've ever met! Fight through school and someday soon you'll be out of there!
Yours truly,
Hannah
(P.s. I like rotting...trains.) ^v^
28 Sep, 2013, 6:52 am
You could always go to a community college and take your ge(general ed) classes there, then transfer to a university(you need to finish your ge classes before you can transfer in)(you won't need to take the ACT or SAT for this). That's what I'm doing right now! :D You don't need to be accepted into the community college, just the university. They might make you take an entrance math and english exam, but that's just to determine which math and english classes you can take(if you do poorly, you start with remedial classes, which are below college level and don't count towards anything except unlocking higher level classes. if you do well, you can start with college-level math and english right away. Most of the people who go into my school do poorly on the exam D: )
28 Sep, 2013, 7:03 am
Also I like your art. And I hope you feel better soon.
28 Sep, 2013, 7:58 pm
All the greatest cat artists on the colors gallery seem to have low self-esteem...
Listen: your art is FANTASTIC. I'd say it's about as good as ravenflight's artwork (I assume you know who ravenflight is). Anyway, please keep drawing for me and all your other followers. It's why we're here.
28 Sep, 2013, 9:16 pm
You'll be alright
28 Sep, 2013, 9:58 pm
hannah, i love you
and, you actually think im as good as ravenflight??? then . . . why do i get less than half the like/followers/the quality of being liked by many/whatever else???
30 Sep, 2013, 6:49 pm
Simple, Khristle. Some of the greatest artists get taken for granted.
30 Sep, 2013, 6:54 pm
BTW, thanks for actually reading my comment. Every day I watch people I don't even know in real life struggle with their hardships. I try to cheer them up some, like I did with you, but due to my family's lack of Wifi I can usually only comment on the website (via ethernet cable in my laptop) rather than on my 3DS, so nobody really ever reads what I say.....
30 Sep, 2013, 11:39 pm
*sigh* unfoutinately it has to be that way
yup, i always read every comment i get, since i dont get many, and even if i did i'd still read them, and yeah, i may get a little depresed at times, but with the right words im easy to chear up XP
02 Oct, 2013, 1:28 am
Noo! Tons of people love you! If you needed it, I would make tons of accounts and follow chu! :P
Please don't feel this way, there is Totally someone out dere waiting for chu! Wait 4 it! :D
02 Oct, 2013, 3:39 pm
Listen to Honeyglow! We love yooouuuuuu!
(yup, typed on my 3DS :/ )
03 Oct, 2013, 3:40 am
yeah, but there's tons of people who hate me too, im one of those kinds of people who ya love me or ya hate me, and no, you dont need to make a bunch of follower accouts for me, i want to earn followers the fair way, 1 accout per person
lilpikachu!! you got on your 3ds!! im so happy!!!
and yeah, i know some people around my age like me, but its the important people who dont like me, people like adolts who are all profeshinal and stuff, people who dont like it if i be me, wear my ears and tail, and who dont let me crochet when i have free time, but honestly, im happyer and more confident with my tail, and it shows off my unique skills and personality, its just *makes visious growling noise* rrrrraaaaaaahhhhhh!!!, i just hate people . . . sorry, bout that growl . . . kinda got of on a tangent there . . .