Welcome to Colors! This is really nice too.

Thank you!! <3 Didn't take me too long if I'm honest! Thank you so much though!!

Thank Youu!! <33333 //spazzes out

sweet i follow you

re:
Me no have phone... :( yeah, ik, and I'm almost 16. XD
Anyway...
A few weeks ago before I kinda got to know Dawn...
I nearly commited suic!de... I had a knife to my throat and everything... ( it was the midle of the night and everyone was asleep )
And... I was so sad I didn't know what was happening... I've never told anyone... I stopped before I did it ( der. obviously ) and right before I mannaged to draw any blood but... It still scares me... I almost did it... It's one of the things holding me back and I needed to tell someone...

It just scares me so much to think I was in that condition... I'm sorry for wasting your time with this...

Winchester! Come on... Please be okay... please be okay... please be okay...

Please show up Winchester.... TT_TT Please...

No.... No.... No! No! No!... Oh god I've failed.... I just barely saved Dawn but... Oh Winchester I'm sorry....

I'm here... Sorry I was crying..

I can't help everyone... But I want to so badly.... Winchester please tell me you're still there...

OH THANK THE GODESSES! * HUGZ *

Winchester... Oh Arceus, you don't know how happy I am to see you...

-shaking- It's just so easy... I could end it right now and noone would know.. It'd be relief.. But I'm scared I'll hurt people.. But I welcome death.. I don't really care how I die.. I just want it to be painless and quick.. So I don't feel hurt..

No no no! If I knew no in different languages I'd be ratteling them off! Winchester please... You're more important than you know... I felt the same way, all you need to do is talk... Please... I'll die if I never see you again... TT_TT

Thats the thing.. I Can't.. I'm not strong enough.. If I was.. I would have done it months ago.. I'm terrified of hurting people.. I'm Sorry... I hate pestering people.. I'm scared they'll tell me to go away cause I'm annoying.. Thats why I never ask for help..

Please Winchester... I nearly lost Dawn yesterday... I'm so scared I'll never see one of you again. I know exactly how you feel but please... I will get down on my knees if I have to, please! Do not do it...

Why do u care So much Garth.. I appreciate it but i'm not worth it.. I'll only hurt u..

If I make a promise.. How can i be sure i wont break it.. I don't make promises i cant keep.. But if you want me to swear.. I will.. I'll just have to pester you.. Do u have anything else other than colors?

You're not pestering me! I'm glad you're not strong enough to end it, so many people would miss you! I would be thrown into depression again! Ik this probably isn't helping but I just don't want to see you hurt... I'm sorry I'm so clingy... I... I'm here to help... This is about you.

... No.... I... I don't... My colors friends are all I have as far as friends... And... I care because... This world needs people like you... Too many good just down to earth good people like you are di.eing... I sound so pathetic but... This is all I have... You guys are all I have... And I love talking to people about things games or music ect and actually understand me...

I'm glad ur clingy Garth... I've never had sum1 care so much.. Thank You.. Wel.. okay.. -gulps- I swear that I WILL NOT let my Demons win and I will fight.. till i can stand again.. <3 xx Thank You..

Shall i make a chat/rp for us? We can talk bout random shi.t..

And... My heart breaks a little more when I feel like I can't help a friend... If it wasn't for you guys... To be compleatly honest... I'd be de.ad right now...

brb dad wants me

Y-yes... Yes please...

okay i'll do it now. Beware, i'm quick drawing so.. <3 xx -huggles- Sh.. Thank You Garson.. So much

* sigh * ... I really am broken... I'm broken and I'll cling to whatever friend I have....

actually.. Could u post one? My sd cards almost full and i'm tryin to save space ^^'

You're welcome Winchester... You're so very welcome...

Uhh, sure. ( It had better let me post it or I'll go berserk! )

If it wasnt for you, @MCRWolfeh, Dawn, @Minia, @Daisylasy3 & Chocolate (Chocaholic here..).. I wouldn't be here..

it should let u.. Have u posted 3 things in 1 day?

No. It let me post it. It might take a sec though.

I'll be waiting.

Garson..

Tiff, You okay? Is something wrong?

Can We talk about something..

//watches from corner of tiffs room

Tiff if something's wrong, just stay calm okay.

Are you okay? Is Daisy hurt?

Its about ur vents.. Daisys here and we've disscussed it.. Is their any chance if u vent.. upload it on private.. We care.. Or if u upload it.. Delete it afterwards because.. Well.. It brings Daisy down more.. Because it brings back horrible thoughts.. We love u to bits..

No.. Shes fine..

Ah... ... ... You know what... I compleatly understand... Daisy, I'm sorry... Actually, as part of me trying to recover I'm resisting vents... I love you guys too. I'll try to stop venting... Didn't mean to frighten her like that. I'm sorry.

She just gets really low.. I mean ur gallery is full of em.. I feel bad but.. But could you just delete all the vents? Please.. It'd help so much.. I mean believe me, we care, but seeing vents makes things worse.. and even tho it helps u, but it hurts others.. We love u bro.. Ur a strong kid tbf..

It's fine... sorry

-hugs-

Okay... Yeah... It might be a while before I do that but I'll do that.

... It might even help me too...
...
...
I know you're just looking out for me and Daisy... I really appreciate it Tiff... *hugs*

Thank You Garson.. Its just I worry about u both and it gets us both down.. -hugs- I'm gonna go okay? She goes home tomoz so..

Alright... We can GC real quick if you want? Or if you wanna be alone I understand.

I'm here -hugs tightly- Come on whats happened x Explain x Stay calm

Frederic is blocked so he can't comment. You should ignore him. Hes guilt tripping you and he doesn't understand

They don't hate you. They just don't understand. I think you should leave for a while, yano sort things out in your life before you return. Please, I want you safe. Frederic is a trigger, rn he is. Maybe not all the time but hes gonna push u over the edge.

I dont hate you, Garson doesnt, Ivy doesnt.. I care.

Firefox just tolf Fred you said, you had a crush on him btw. Its on freds last pic in his gallery..

Greenookie said it was true also.

Yeah. Srsly. Secrets shouldn't be told. gtf out. This is private.

-hugs- I'm sorry.. You deserved to know darling. Don't tell ppl that sort of stuff..

Turn your ds off. Now please. Rest eat, watch a movie. Please Shimmer now

Look, i'm sorry. But hes not helping rn. Colors is toxic.Go get some rest, away from colors for a while.

Holy shizzle, comments from 2014.
Like. Gtfo twenty fourteen

Hellooooooo?

Ino jfc. 2014 + my old style ew

I still can't believe we're in 2016 already.
God, where does the time go.
Also, so much for sleeping. "xD

Did a few new chapters btw!

Where you at? Why can't you comment on your DS?

At college. The wifi doesnt work on the ds and the chat wont load ob my phone as its too long

Were literally doing nothing

Its 1:30 here and I have till 3:30

Uuuughh... Why so looooong...
Are you feeling okay? You're still clean right..?

Yrah. My legs red from scratching. How bads yours and you need to tell your mom about it..

Might reply late. Playing Cluedo

At least you're clean... *hugs*
I'm fine. It's just a little thing. For now anyways...
Please don't make me tell her... She's going to kill me...

You have to Alex. She wont kill you. You slipped up its normal.

I have ro go

bye...

Hello?

Ummmmmm why are y'all's legs red???

Hey??

Oh sorry hey!

Okay!

It should work now!

GlitchedAussie
Shep1234

CHange that password and maybe tell me it? It'll help me keep track of stuff and if theres anyone u want blocking i can block em online properly

kk one sec

I put a pic up of ur aussie oc if you still use her as your fursona.
Also please dont change the name everytime xD It does get annyoing

TADA

YYYYYYEYYY!!!

Now change the password n tell me the new one! and ill keep track of it!

THANK YOU

<3

The passward is quite true. ewe

<3 :3

Awww! Btw would you mind telling me your real name? I wanna hear it honestly

*clears throat* are you ready to throw up in your mouth? well my real name is....Love... *dies* Not sure why my mom name me that and I am serious. It's quite akward at school when people call me by my name. o-o You probably don't believe me just cause all the times I've facked my names this is probably the most bizarre but yes, that is my name.

I actually really like that! I can understand why it would be awkward at school though! I can also unerstand why it might be weird, its really unique though! Theres someone at my college named Angel so i mean unique names for the win

You know my real name obviously, and tbh if you wanted to because i consider you a close friend you can call me Tiff. i just HATE people that i dont know calling me it

YEY. Since your basically my sister, you can call me Love. :3

IF you want to. :P

Are you sure! <3

Its a really pretty name tho

Aww thank you! uwu