So I've been thinking about it. My ***.ual orientation is panse:xual. That means I don't look and judge who I like because of gender. I like people for who they are. And one was I found this out was/is because I have feelings for my best friend. But the thing is, she's a girl so she won't like me back since she's cisgender (straight). *sigh* I really do like her though. Too bad she'll never know...