Well, this is sort of what my face looks like. I didn't use a reference, so it's a bit distorted, and I have freckles, but this is pretty much my hair color (it changes depending on the sun). So... yeah... This is a really emotional picture, and if you want the background story instead of trying to figure out my metaphors, I guess you could ask. (I doubt you care though)

Well, I was new at my school last year, and you know, I had gotten to know people okay (it's a really small school). But this year, when I went back again, there were new kids. I was like "yeah!" and wanted to welcome them and stuff. But it turns out, they didn't need it. They already had friends everywhere. And one girl seemed pretty cool, and I was hoping I could get to know her better. She joined my group of friends... But she became closer to them, and I felt like a fourth wheel(I know it's *rd wheel, I'm just the fourth person) in the group. So, that happened... But also in the end of the day, I have drama. And you know, multiple grades coinside in drama. So she already is like bests friends with everyone. And... -.- I have this half-ish crush thing. (I say that because *. I don't feel madly in love or anything *. He wouldn't care about me anyways. *. He's a bit younger than me.... which, that's weird. I'm a *th grader, but a younger one, and he's an *th grader) So... anyways, he's a really funny guy and makes me and everyone laugh, and I wish I could at least know him as a friend, you know? But... No. The girl (sorry, but I won't mention her name) said she hated him because he teased her and made jokes. But, I sure don't think she hates him! I almost laughed when she started hanging out with him. And yeah... This kind of brought up my loss of hope when it comes to romance once again. I'm not kidding you (This has happened about a dozen times), but when I simply think about some guy as funny, cute, likeable or whatever, literally a week later or so, I see he got a new girlfriend, or hears he has a new crush, or I hear was kissing some girl. It sucks. I've never had a real crush (or a chance for one) a boyfriend, and I've never been kissed. It sucks SO bad.

...So... How's that for summing things up? Lol, that was ridiculously long. I kind of knew that would happen. I don't JUST tell short stories with no detail. Oh heck no! (I even ran out of room XD)

Aww, i'm so very sorry....I really don't want a boyfriend.....At all....Most people arn't even worth it. Most, but not all. I seem to be very lucky. I have had nothing bad really happen to me. I'm home schooled. Only doing as little as an hour of homework a day. My whole family is very nice. I get pretty much anything I want....But then i'm not social, at all. And i'm very shy. But I hope you feel better soon..I really do.

Again, i'm very sorry.

-NW N

(Oh, and reply!) She's five? Wow, I remember when I was five..Having fun all day long. Hmm....I have two sisters, and two brothers. I closest to my younger brother. I call him Bartlett. On something like here anyways. The rest of my siblings are older than me. 0_0

-NW N

MockingBird,

Cool! I am too! And nope! Do whatever you want, it's fine with me!

Thanks guys! This was very nice of you. And yeah I know, all I can do is hope for love eventually... But... That's my problem. I think I've given up on hoping. I just don't know...

Oh, I didn't realize it, but all the numbers are *ed out in my little "story". I'll rephrase them from top to bottom:

Third
One
Two
Three
Ninth
Eighth

There we go! :D

(Reply) Thank you! :D

-NW N

(Reply) Theeeeen do it!

-NW M

(Reply) You were?! I love that song too. ewe I LOVE Red! That's my favorite band! :D

We just all fall down some where, you know? XD I actually have a fear of drowning, so if I go under the water un-intentionally, I FREAK out. X'D

-NW N