If you met me irl, You wouldn't think I would be thinking of sui.cide 24/7. I just feel like there's nobody in the world who would want to listen to me or help me.. Tsk, about nobody listening to me, nobody cares do they.. heheh.. Why do I even bother posting sh.it like this. A foolish low self-esteemed person like me, who doexn't deserve sh.it. Sometimes I wonder.. why even bother..

I'll listen to anyone. noone gives a sh.it about me. I doubt anyone cares about me. But i will listen.

I'm definently like that. BUT... I'LL EAT U ANYWAY!

I'm staring at my dad's bullet gun right now. I'm tempted.. but.. I wonder.. heheh.. heheheh.. get it over with?..

I feel your pain Fantasy .n. but im always getting blamed at for no reason..

Ugh, I'm acting like a maniac. I'm ba.nging my head against the wall. Life's so confusing. I wish I was never here. I wish life never existed. I WISH I NEVER EXISTED.

my mom wants me to be 'happy' instead of so quiet and sad, 'emo.' it bugs me. she says i should smile more. I DONT WANNNAAAAAAAAA!

i want 2 help/but fantasy ur probily a really good person and i would lisin 2 u

i sumtimes feel da same way not any mo do last year i did/but anyway night every1 im tired zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I bet lots of people feel the same way. But I do care for you! Even though we're far away from each other you seem very close. You're cool, sweet, and funny. Very funny! You're a good person to me! And if you knew me irl, you'd think I'm crazy. And if you feel depessed, I'm here for you. I can talk with you. And if I don't understand doesn't mean I won't care. But yes, people make mind games of smiling and being happy, kind of k!lls you inside. But you just don't want your friends sad, or you just want to be secretive about it. You can be secretive about it in public, but you can tell me whats up! You can trust me! I don't like telling others secrets or personal things cause I'll make the other person sad. I just want you to know I'm here for you, gurl. And don't ever leave cause some people really do care about you and love you. Now why would go? Just cut the cake, not yourself...

Hey gurl, for some reason my 3DS won't connect for a while so here I am :P So ah, just telling you I had that feeling too... And I never talk about it in school but suici.de is something I tried but i was a pus.sy because I lack courage .__. I seem more like a happy little sunshine in school too but I always complain and talk shi.t about myself once I get home mostly just lay the problems on Kaikai :c. I hope you understand that people are there for you like us. Sometimes you gotta just up and say it c: Your a very kind, rad, and awesome bro UvU I hope you feel better friend :)

Ugh... look Fantasy, don't go all suicid.al just because people don't understand you. I remember doing that back at my old school. To be honest though, I would just think past what other people think or do. Just be yourself and don't look back. Sometimes I wish I never existed nether... and if people think of me as different or crazy, I just think of them dea.d. But it's probably no good use to you anyway so I just wish you'll stay alive.

i really wish i could be there to help you...
please be ok =(

OOOOO 0_0 well im little mr happy cuz im always this way THINK IM THIS WAY NOT HER cuz i really am XD LOL

hope u feel better : )

I would listen what you say and understand what you feel....
i have the same problem with my bro.......i wish im born ONLY CHILD!!

Feel better Fantasy.....I dont even think your "little miss sunshine" and stuff but people can always feel bad so EVERYONE can have a hard time with family and friends....and sometimes they dont want to talk about it. I dont care your an emo or not,your still a PERSON! Everyone can be diffrent. Sometimes....people are just not nice.....

And your NOT rude!
I think your a really sweet girl in the inside but always have a sad face on the outside......Feel better Fantasy Craft < : )
~Kairi

Ah, child... i can promise you your sanity will stay in tact. That is... if you dont think aboutnit too much. I bet you'll reply along the lines that what is there not to think about, i suggest you try a form of meditation, as i do, it helps relax, and aslo i recommend not doing it in front of your mother. Any help? im always here...always.....

meh, Brave it out my freind. All of us are scared at one point or another. You just have to brave it. All of us have tough lifes..

"Live life to its fullest, cause youll have plenty of time for death afterwards"

mneh, you cant be helped...all i can say is...stay open-minded. tis all

;'( I'm sorry! I'm gonna say something though. To everyone. You all are amazing people. Your parents may not get you, but you shouldn't sui.cide. Stand up for yourself, and make it clear that your parents don't choose for you, YOU DO. If they drown you out, keep trying and let your voice be heard. You always have us to talk to as well. If people think you're all smiley, let them know the real you. It's useless to fake your life. Do your own thing, and ignore the people. They're idiots. Jerks. Awful. But don't let them drive you mad. If you can't think of the happy in life, talk to us. And Fanta, please don't go away. You are amazing, perfect, and talented. Express yourself through art, music or whatever just be yourself.

I know that at least one person loves you

God loves you.

You need someone to talk to on whats your mind. And if you ki.ll yourself... you also hurt your friends.
and followers.
and family.

You get depprssed WAY to often, like what fruitloop said. You need to relax. Talk to a friend. Talk to your family. Eat a snicker. But sui.cide is never the awnser...

If your Christian, talk it with your church. but dont die.

/;^;/

Girl, U got a SERIOUS problem! /:O SUI.CIDE?! THATS N.UTS! All I'm saying is: God sent u to this world for a reason. All U have 2 do is find the reason why. U can't just waist a beutifull gift god has given U. LIFE. Enjoy it. If U ever DO k.ill urself, well..... thats it. Listen, I have the same problem. Nobody at my school really cares if im here or not. I'm also selfish and some stuff that u said. I'm just a random guy, lost in this world. But I learned a lesson one day, It's better to enjoy ur life than to hate it because basically, we only have 1 life! If U ever feel glum, don't let that bad thing ruin ur day and ur life! I know. Because I went through it and i'm still going through it. I know on the inside, ur a great person. U have a great talent that everyone that followers u loves! I can never draw like that! :) So try to enjoy ur life. Reply if u wanna say anything. -Wee

Um..and if you k.ill yourself...do you know where you'd end up?

Heaven

Maybe...... Or not........ /:I -Wee

very good drawing

Psh. God? Never been there for me and probably NEVER will. I'm athiest. I don't believe any religious crap you say. I'm sorry if this affends you, but I don't believe ''God'' created the world. SCIENCE DID. << God did not create science, We are made of star particles. >> There goes Science.

:c :P well I tried to make U feel better. -Wee

do not **** your self you are a good person and deserve to live pluss we suport u so dont hurt your self and keep doing what u love to do best

i tried to help you, but i wasnt sufficient, sorry for trying to help a friend that doesnt seem she wants help...

Well, that was offensive. ._.

He is there for you... but it is your chice to believe it... but eathier way...
sui.cide is not the awnser.

what was offensive the god thing
I mean really if there is a god im not saying there is but who would of made god hmm and doesnt it say jesus was gods only son and are we not all gods children? well then ima girl and is it even possibal for 1 man to create all we see today.

But thats the thing God can do the impossible :)

This seems strangely familiar...
Hm, nontheless...
Life is crap. No denying. Our planet is in shambles, right?
RIGHT!?
Well...
Not really, no.
Those who come to their senses shall see that, despite lifes little gnyeahs, there is much positive to counteract. Think of it as a rollercoaster. At first, things seem easy. Then, when things get wild, sometimes you want off. But, in the end, you'll look back and realise that you had a blast.

...

Ugh, this is useless...
Nontheless, speak with me. I can try to help to the best of my ability.

Look outside we made it that way....
IT'S ******* ****!

Use the science of ice cream!

It makes everyone (except for people allergic to it) happy!
(lol)