oh my god oo im so sorry bout your mum and dad life does suc :/ im sorry bout your wife i cant imagin the pain , i do have a good life some what its just hard cuz every one is mad that my grand parents are here my dads only a temp at polen springs we have 15 bucks in the bank my uncle nate went awol my aunt rach is n uts my gr8 grandma calls fity times a day shes also cracked she calls to ask the stupides things my brrother is 16 and a jerk alot my mum is in pain cuz she had a bad tooth remuved my nannas so anoying and a bich my puppas anoying and thinks hes funny so hes alway saying stupid jokes he a paster or what ever so we cant cut or die our hair cant eat pork cant do holladays exsept thxgivn there goin to missury thank god but there taking my aunt and uncle and cuzns that are the only ones around, i have stupid braces and im therteen so i have a peried to worry about im out of shape stressed out being ignored and im just dieing inside and the only exscape i have is colors but im sneeking around my mum cuz im swaring telling ppl things i shouldnt and if i get cot im scrood :/ and i have zero friends my only friends are my family and god but no kid friends :/ and im just sick of wating cuz iv wated three years to get away from my grand parents ouda there house and now they move into ours and every one is stress and i just felt like they where taking it out on me LIKE ALWAYS and i just have years of bilt up anger and this is me leting it go but if i didnt have parents and i was in faster care like my other cuzns i would want you and your wife to take me in as foster parents since you cant adopt witch no one can cuz of obama [blec] but i am thankful that i do have a family and they do love me ik but some days i wish i wasnt here and if i complain it will just be longer a wate but i had to get this out :/ thankyou for your caring jm ouo it really means alot truely and idk maybe we'll meet some day in this life or the next :) out of space so later ^u^

oh yeah on my mums side i have three blood aunt but ones dead thats leah one crazy thats rachle and the other left went n uts and me and my mum thinks shes gay thats aaron :/ and i have two blood uncles ones awol thats nathen and the other one is going to missury thats micha hes my fav but on my dads side i have one blood aunt and one blood uncle but i dont see them much even more since my uncle has a gf , i guess shes nice but iv never met her . but yeah so i'll have almost zero aunts and uncles around , aaron nate and rachle i consider my X family but if rachle trys si will call her my aunt agian .... things suc :/ that and IM DIEING TO GET A HORSE AND A FOREWEELA were so close to getting a horse though ouo if my dad gets this other job in a year we maybe able to get 2 not 1 2!

things are better this morning my mum was happier but anoyed with nana but dads up and happy watch in the football game so every things good ouo GO PATS OUO