... by Pearl Flygon

Drew this a few days ago when i was kinda happy. i cant draw anything happy right now... im stuck between sadness and madness.... but i cannot hurt myself. it just doesnt feel the same... its not easing my stress like it used to.so im not self harming. but i lost my appetite and tiredness. its so hard to eat or sleep. i can feel my heart in my chest everytime it beats, it hurts. nothing is the same to me. idk how to feel... im so stressed. i cant believe any of this is happening.i tried so hard

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
01 Sep, 2013, 4:43 pm
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Pearl Flygon

01 Sep, 2013, 4:50 pm

being ignored by most of the people i know isn't fun. run away... all of you.... thats what everyone else does... run and hide... im just a freak. ignore me... talk about me behind my back... i dont care.... people stopped hating on me... and all they do is avoid me... -hides in a dark corner- ...im sorry everyone.... im sorry im so terrible...

Pearl Flygon

01 Sep, 2013, 4:59 pm

yeah... i dont like to leave things unresolved, because i dont feel accomplished enough... i need to work out disagreements i have, or else i just get more and more upset. its hard to do that when the people you need to talk to dont want any part of me.

Pearl Flygon

01 Sep, 2013, 8:47 pm

okay. im done ranting for a while.......

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