I can't fight anymore. I give up. I'm out of strength, I can't stand up. I can't see any shimmer of hope, I can't find anything truly happy. I don't think I can keep going.
I collapse...
And the darkness closes in...
Whelp, this is indeed how I feel...once again. -.- What's wrong with me?
I can't explain this...so I just draw it.
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26 Aug, 2013, 11:02 pm
...well... aren't you excited for grace starting up again? will you be there wednesday? :S
27 Aug, 2013, 5:07 am
Aryll1,
Heck yes I am! .3. I can't wait for school and ABS(Area Bible Study, for those whom are reading and can not imagine the meaning X3) and my LIFE to start up again. -.- My summers are so boring.
28 Aug, 2013, 4:19 pm
(Reply) Thank you!! :D
And are you okay?! You feel like this?! You shouldn't feel like that. Can music help you feel better? I know some songs that might would help. 0w0 Like that song I mentioned on my last pic. Yes, move along.
The pain you've been feeling can't compare to the joy that's coming. (< Came from a song that I don't remember.)
-NW N
28 Aug, 2013, 10:44 pm
NightWolf N,
Yeah, I'm fine. And oh, YES! Music helps so much! (I actually am working on picture that explains that now. .3.) The thing is, I don't feel good, even when I should. (Lol, rhyme) And when I draw, most of my pictures explain my recent (strong) emotion. So, it shows the PIT of how I feel. The deepest darkest and most depressing part. And it turns into...something like this.
28 Aug, 2013, 11:29 pm
(Reply to up there^) Ohhh, I see! I LOVE music! It gets to me more than plain words. (Just talking rather than singing.) Music motivates me, makes me feel better, gives me courage, inspires me and was the one thing that inspired me to draw. My imagination would go wild when I heard music. Like i'm making my own music video in my head. (I still do that everyday, pretty much all day.) It does a lot for me. I always show emotion in my pictures too. Sometimes they're just for fun, or i'm letting my emotion out with it. Yep.
(Other reply before I forget) Paws and legs have always been the hardest thing for me too. I'm about to tell you a story, so, sit down, grab some popcorn and give me all ears. Once upon a time When I drew horribly, I was drawing a wolf. I drew the head and the chest, but, when I drew the leg. (The front one.) I noticed something very wrong. It looked fine to me, but the leg, some how stood out from the rest, like, as if it wadn't a part of it. So then, I got determined to fix that. Now I always try really hard to make things right. And because of that, I noticed stuff that look wrong to me on other picture to. Even on the anime Naruto. I'll be like: "It doesn't look like her arms attached to her." Or "His right eyes pupil is bigger than his left one." XD
But anyways, what i'm trying to say is, I practiced really hard. And it still isn't good enough to me, so i'm still practicing. (Been doing it for around two years.)
Sorry for writing so much. 0A0
-NW N
28 Aug, 2013, 11:31 pm
Wasn't* And Pictures* ^ Mistakes! I knew it. -_-
-NW N
29 Aug, 2013, 4:49 am
NightWolf N,
(Reply) I getcha! XD
30 Aug, 2013, 4:37 pm
(Reply) Okie-dokie! XD
-NW N