thats scarey XD

feelings sometimes are.

my deppression was like that yesterday... i seemed allright on here but irl I was lying in bed thinking about how easy it would be to end it... ahhh sorry. It shouldn't be this bad I'm now on 75mg...*sigh* //anyways

This. picture. His eyes are looking into. my.soul...would it be weird if I said I understood this drawing?

Good job : )

Depression hurts. Cymbalta can help.

Namo- out of all people, I'd expect you to understand it the most. I'm on 50mg. Because they're taking their sweet time upping my dosage.
Jene- you're such a sweetie! -huggles- Thank you. I'll be okay though. Believe it or not, my TRUE art is super dark and creepy..
Cloudy- thank you!
lolli- danke hun :3
thimble- uvu you get me. -holds-

cool pic. :-) Sorry U feel bad. :-(

sushi- i'm giggling insanely

I guess my attempt to cheer you up is working...sorta :U

Woah... This reminds me of the maniquins on Pewdiepie's playthrough of The Train...

sammmmmmme here dude I mean WTF! aaaahh! But I guess I'll have to deal w/ 75mg because I was on 50 before for like 2months. ok maybe I'm exaggerating. a little. but you know what I feels right? *hugs the parts of you thimble isn't holding* oooh bbyyyy...you'll be ok... it'll be ok.. I think I'd love you no matter how dark your art gets [is working on a pic of me eating organs...wut?]

Negative- another reason I like you haha. And I've dealt with the r4pe thing. twice. in high school. I've got knives and self defense classes now ._. But... dat Ronald- I cant defend against Ronald.
Sushi- YAR
Epic- I dun watch pewdie. wouldnt know.
Namo- You could turn it into something better! You could be eating MY organs :'3 But no. you get it. -pats her head- my little Namo..
Jene- Same! but 50mg. Annnd it doesnt work well for me. My therap!st keeps cancelling appointments.. sooooo I cant up the dosage yet.

omigush! I'm on Zoloft too! -wow yet another great thing to have in common lol- *beams*

:'( Why you so sad Sami? I used to be depressed but know my depression is completely gone. Hope you get better soon

My family didn't even realize I was deppressed till it was too late and I was like on the verge of, ya know, self-destruction. My TEACHER told my parents I was deppressed -Wow I'm really noticed 'round here aren't I- and then my mom freaked out when I told her I wanted to die.. and she brought me to a counseler who then suggested I see a phsyciatrist.. and the phsyciatrist immedietly made me take Zoloft...ugh now I'm getting deppressed again IT NEVER EEENDS

Oh Sami-chan, what is to do when times are like this? Hmm? o3o

*Zombie dances like no ones watching* xD

I hate theses times, but I know how you feel.. Depression is one bamf (and not the awesome kind such as yourself) it just chews on your very soul, and torments your emotions to the brink of insanity, until it gets bored of you.. Then it leaves, that's the fortunate side of it.

*Major huggles* c:

^Dude I want sammiches and cookies! o:

Agreed. Cookies are good at any time! I find ice cream is good for breakups and depression though... Could be just me but yeah. o:

huh.....depression is a big a-bomb on me. it's rare that I get terrivle depressions cuz i try to be positive, but no, the world it's a big load of s.hit on me! >:v

that's another reason why i'm so awkwardly social. i always think on what to talk about...>/(

thats one painting that sends shivers down my back...XD?

Im sorry to know your bummed out :/ I get depression on and off, it really su.cks. but I love this painting:) hope you feel better soon :)

moot- thank you!
Jene- I was on mood stablizers and focus correction meds as a kid. Later they realized I just had severe depression. I was on Prozac first. Highest dosage- theeeen I tried to off myself and they switched it up to a super low dose of Zoloft. Now we're gradually going higher with it. -pets-
Namo- ZOLOFT FRENZ :'D
Weapon X- because reasons? Iunno. My depression isnt situational. It's a disorder. I have a major chemical imbalence in my brain.. -pats- ish okie.
Namo- sometimes parents want to think and hope for the best. Other times, symptoms are hard to see. My mom was in denial until I told her I was debating on ways to die. She got the picture then. Don't be sad though. You've changed so much and come such a long way. I'm really proud of you!
Naomi- doodle and play gamesss. -thriller dances then huggles- No worries.
Creep- Shhh -pets- It's alright. I'm not mad or insulted. I've discussed it in my paintings on here before. Reaching out to others- because so few people do. Believe me- I've seriously debated and planned the things I'd do to those two if I ever had the chance. Needless to say my sadism in that case gets me off -w- I bet your face isnt ugly anyway. [but i'm baking cookies right nao.]
ZOzo- Hey, I totally get it, sweets! You're not awkward to me though -hugs-
seadogs- good >:D
darkstuff- thank you very much lovely :'D

COOKEH!!! *makes cute cat face* Can I haz cookie pwease? :3

I was on a ton of meds back in the day, before middle school, I was one depressed kid at times. I can imagine its much worse as your older.
I know it rarely helps, and most of the time its about as helpful as staring at a wall but, I cant help but say,
keep trying, and keep that desire burning. To kick this **** and get on with your life.

Thank you Sams. I think I know by now that mine isn't situational either... *huggles* love youz.. I'm kinda proud of myself, but theres this PERSON in my head that yells at me and tells me everything I am is terrible. People say "tell them to shut up" but I can't, ya know? everything. just. sucks. sometimes.

This is creepy.....I LOVE IT! :D

#Sami: Awww... MKSK, I'm sorry... I understand how you feel. Last night was one of those nights where random depression and incredibly sad, remorseful, lament-filled thoughts decided to strike in tandem. So much so, in fact, that I grabbed an acoustic and went out to the other room to get my sister to sing songs with me, just as a distraction... Didn't work. But meh... Anyhorse, (yes that's on porpoise...) (so was bat...)
Yeah. I ruvs yew, and try your best to feel as good as possible considering the given circumstance! -TACKLE HUG-

#MKSK: Oh also I really like this and you're awesome and I lurves you and I need to come up there and hug you and whatnot. :3

Kthxbai

I hope you feel better soon...

I don't think it's bad. I actually live how expressive it is. I miss seeing your art. Especially when it has so much feeling and depth in it like this does. I know we text but that doesn't make me any less happy to see you here. Where we met, which was one of the best days of my life because you became my most trusted friend. I hope you are doing well until you return home. Hope to see more at from you darling. I <3 you

depression is really just evil. it's not usually rational but it makes itself seem so important and can take over your life. it's no fun.
*hugs all the saddies*

I found out red on Colors! Actually looks crisp and clean on my phone instead of blurry like on the 3Ds

Wait no, I lied. It's still blurry. Must have looked better at first because the pics are a little smaller. Should have thought of that.

i finished my picture for you

creepy