Just Delusions by Soul Hope

My wishes are pathetic. Well what I used to wish and kind of still do. There's no way it'll ever happen but I still look to the stars and mid-morning sky awaiting my prince to take me away to his world</3 Sometimes I worry I delude myself too much but without them I would have never taken art or anime seriously. Some time in my life I want to be a game designer animator or graphic novelist but that time is not tonight. Tonight I will be doing fifty math problems for missing two days of school)':

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
18 Aug, 2013, 3:09 am
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Soul Hope

18 Aug, 2013, 3:17 am

Did I not mention I'm crying cause of the math problems? lol(x

Anne Chovy

18 Aug, 2013, 3:20 am

This is an excellent pic, the emotions are really well captured.

Tigerfrost

18 Aug, 2013, 3:32 am

Math... it burns.... T^T and make my brain hurt.

Exevee

18 Aug, 2013, 3:42 am

>.>........ I actually burned my math book when I graduated lol now I go to college at RIT. Third best in the world for gaming. The guy who made the Kinect went there <3

Exevee

18 Aug, 2013, 3:43 am

ps: you look like a female joshua from twewy lol

Soul Hope

18 Aug, 2013, 3:53 am

Thanks. I think. lol(x

XtremeRussiaFangirl

18 Aug, 2013, 4:00 am

Hey! You're almost just like me! :D XD

Lurvbucket

18 Aug, 2013, 4:37 am

are you sad because you want Riku and Soul to take you away? no worries, they are real. just in a different dimension. because all true artist that love their characters breathe life into their art. you may be stuck doing math for the time being but you'll get to be with them. dreams break dimension borders. its possible you'll see them tonight ^u^

Cruddie

18 Aug, 2013, 5:33 am

i know...that feeling..

Mr.Doodles

18 Aug, 2013, 6:18 am

I feel your pain... sort of... I'd grown up on tails of heroes and still wish I were like them :( same lake different boat, but don't for a second believe that the dream is silly, stupid or unrealistic. Your work's amazing, really, just don't get a big ego, yeah?

Soul Hope

18 Aug, 2013, 8:04 am

I would never get a big ego. if you've read most of my descriptions there is usually a few things I point out that are wrong. I'm suprised people haven't virtually punched me in the face yet. lol(x

mcollins

18 Aug, 2013, 8:05 am

Well, we all know what MATH stands for: Mental Abuse To Humans lol XD you shouldn't let it get you down, whenever I feel upset I usually try to remember that every cloud has a silver lining. Music always helps to uplift my spirits too, "sweet disposition" by the temper trap cheers me up without fail and makes my problems seem to just float away, well at least for a brief moment anyway. Nice painting :)

Soul Hope

18 Aug, 2013, 8:14 am

Thank you Mr.C and the song that always lifts my spirits is I Write Sins Not Tragedies by Panic! At The Disco <3

mcollins

18 Aug, 2013, 8:20 am

I love Panic! At the disco. Ready to go has to be my favorite song, that also cheers me up.

Soul Hope

18 Aug, 2013, 8:23 am

I love almost all their songs except for some of the ones on their second album. I only like a few songs on Pretty. Odd.

mcollins

18 Aug, 2013, 8:31 am

Yeah, same. That green gentleman was really good though, and nine in the afternoon. Anyway, i'll stop replying now, you're probably getting annoyed lol :P

Soul Hope

18 Aug, 2013, 12:31 pm

Not in the least, but you probably wont see this now so what's the point? Anyway I just fell asleep lol(x And Green Gentleman and Nine in the Afternoon are my two favorite songs on that album<3

Lurvbucket

18 Aug, 2013, 5:07 pm

you were so thinking the darkness was coming XD get out your keyblade Soul! its time to fight some heartless that look like math problems lol

Deku_Sage

18 Aug, 2013, 8:23 pm

Its okay to dream, even if you think your dreams are unrealistic. Keep dream.ing, because they'll take you somewhere. I don't always mean physically when I say that. Its wonderful to imagine that something great can happen, and your wishes can guide you in life. I still secretly dream that one day, I can become a great hero who can explore the land, and save the people. I know how it sounds, but I still dream of it ^^

Deku_Sage

18 Aug, 2013, 8:26 pm

By the way, I'd like to be a game designer and/or animator too! Its the one thought that keeps me going when I'm on my math homework >:O xDDDD

Exevee

18 Aug, 2013, 8:34 pm

I drew something that MIGHT cheer you up coughsmexyrikucough oooh....think i got a fever -fans self- lol

furgi

18 Aug, 2013, 9:41 pm

wow im so sorry about the math thing i dont think any one rily likes math lol i have a reqest for u its in your comints of summer trains please check it out let me know if you can do it cant wate to see it when your done thanks for your time lol c:

Mr.Doodles

18 Aug, 2013, 9:41 pm

If you jump back to "Don't Mess With Me" you see something different :/ You draw well and you know it -_- you don't need to hide behind a facade of modesty, just be honest :) and I'm not saying this to be mean :/ I'm saying this because I have the same dream. I may never see it's fruition, but you could :/ So, for Pete's sake, let go of your arbitrary "modesty" for the sake of looking better than you are and either be modest for the sake of others, or be supportive :/

Exevee

18 Aug, 2013, 9:47 pm

lol glad you liked it XD

Soul Hope

18 Aug, 2013, 9:51 pm

I understood about half of what you said. I'm not really the sharpest tool in the shed, but I do know who I am. I point out the bad in my art so others don't have to. I know I'm good but I also know I'm not the best so idk if that's what you were looking for out of me but that's who I am so deal(:

Mr.Doodles

19 Aug, 2013, 1:11 am

HAHA! You remind me of me, when I was younger .^. That's probably why I'm so bugged :/

Soul Hope

19 Aug, 2013, 1:33 am

Umm Okay. So yeah. Cool. yeahhh all right.

Mr.Doodles

19 Aug, 2013, 3:26 am

Yeah, A little too much -_- I really can't tell if you're being snarky right now. Just understand that what I see reminds me of a time when I was young and foolish; nothing would hold me down and I'd always beat ya to the punch. I didn't need anybody, nor their approvals. I hurt alot of people, Miss Hope. People I'm never going to see again. And it ticks me off royal to see the same attitude anywhere else. . .

I enjoy your work miss, but we're in the same boat; of all your followers, who am I to speak? and of all the artists of the world, who are you? My heart's on my sleave, it's true. I get a little caried away and perhaps you don't have egotistical tendancies and I just read into things a bit too much :/ if so I'm sorry -_-

Soul Hope

19 Aug, 2013, 3:44 am

Umm I just didn't know what to say. I wasn't meaning to sound snarky. Anyway I'm not understanding how this convo got to egotistical tendancies hurting people. If anything I'm the opposite like I said I know my boundaries. I'm not the best but I'm not the worst. that doesn't sound egotistical to me. And I've never hurt anyone in my life physically or mentally. So let's have this end on a positive note and say "woohoo this is an art gallery let's just draw" Yeah? Okay! *starts singing* A Drawing away I go! A drawing away we go! Drawing, Drawing, Painting, Drawing, Drawing, Painting and END SONG! By now I would expect you to think I'm pretty stupid lol(x and if not idc!:D

XtremeRussiaFangirl

19 Aug, 2013, 4:26 am

I want to be a video game designer... :) I also want one of my obsessions to take me away one day... :( But it can't happen... T>T I can daydream... I can pretend to talk to them... I can make as many fanfics as I want to... but they're not real... T^T they live in my mind, with no way to the real world... they live in my dreams... in my conversations... in my art... but they cannot take me away to my fantasy... they don't exist... but they do... everyday I read about Germany... his history... his culture... one day... one day I will have my Cinderella story... even if my prince is not mein Deutschland... I have hope... he will come... one day...

Soul Hope

19 Aug, 2013, 4:57 am

That's exactly how I feel GermanyFangirl(:

XtremeRussiaFangirl

20 Aug, 2013, 3:06 am

I knew one day I'd find a kindred spirit!!! :D I'm happy now... -u- Germany, my life is complete, you can take me away now. ...Germany?
Germany: I can't, I'm still stuck in your head.
Me: -_-" ...one day I'm going to create a machine that can turn your fantasy into reality... that will be the day...
Germany: good luck...
Me: what? you don't want to be real?
Germany: ...
Me: you're wothless... >_>

Seriously, one day I will do that! And then the world will be complete... just me und mein Deutschland.... T///w///T *fangirls 4ever*

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