@blinkgone
i dont wanna ignore you

@blinkgone
im sorry for being gone these past few weeks. i feel like a bad bf

@j-0ne but im being annoying

ni youre not

its okay

you arent being anoying

@blinkgone
i really am sorry linnea

@blinkgone
im trapping you in a relationship where you are ignored

@j-0ne momiji its okay
youre not ignoring me
youve been busy and thats,okay

@blinkgone
still, even if im busy i still need to make time for you

@j-0ne its okay
dont worry about me please
you have your own life and you shouldnt feel bad for being offline for a week
its okay

@blinkgone
of course im worried you are obviously depressed again. its not ok linnea

@j-0ne thats not your fault

i would be depressed again either way

@blinkgone
mhh...

@j-0ne its okay momiji
dont worry about me
i love you

@blinkgone
i alwas worry about you
i love you too jagi

@j-0ne *kisses* mwah

@blinkgone
mwahhhh

@j-0ne i love getting involved in drama

even if its horrible for my mental health :joy:

@blinkgone
huh?

@j-0ne recent post ok

@blinkgone
damn

@j-0ne im done now though i have a headache now

@blinkgone
take some medicine and eat some food darling

@j-0ne no im fine
i dontwant food im not hungry
and i dontlike medicine

@blinkgone
baby...

@j-0ne ill be okay

@blinkgone
mm

@j-0ne listen before i go by billie eilish is me as a song
um
its sad though

@blinkgone
okk

@j-0ne hhhswhsjhyshsyehsuejn

@blinkgone
idk

@j-0ne sorry

@blinkgone
why are you sorry darling? *kisses your head*

@j-0ne i dnt know
im just probably not making you happy anymore
im not cheerful or happy anymore nd thats the type of girl guys like
im sorry

im not exciting anymore and i feel like im starting to bore you now that im not the same anymore

i used the word anymore way too much in those 2 messages

@blinkgone
baby i love you no matter what, even when you are struggling. you ARE the girl i want and need. and i thought we have been over this, most guys are asšhøles and i try not to be like them. im sorry for not being on

@j-0ne mmmh
oky thank you
its oky

@blinkgone
hi babe

@j-0ne
this is lexi
uhm linnea is not okay right now and cant talk at the moment

oh

@blinkgone
ok well tell her im here when she is ready to talk

@j-0ne
i don't think she will be able to talk anytime soon if she doesn't stop bleeding
mom is taking care of that though, i just needed to let you know she should be fine and talk in a bit

@blinkgone
oh ttell her i love her please and i need h3r

@j-0ne
hey, she should be okay. don't freak out too bad

i will, don't worry

@blinkgone

im nnt woorried

@j-0ne
the bleeding stopped if you want to talk to her now? she's lost blood though so she may not fully clear-headed

@blinkgone
yes 0lese

@j-0ne mm hi jiji

@blinkgone
hi jagi

@j-0ne mwah

@blinkgone
what happened?

@j-0ne um
tried to commit by cutting my wrists bt i didnt do it hard enough

@blinkgone
baby...

@j-0ne im so done momiji
my life is not worth anything anymore
i needed to end it fpr good but i didnt push the damn razor hard enough
now i hve to waitlonger

@blinkgone
linnea idk if we can do this. im not making you happy anymore and im holding you bacj from being happy.

@j-0ne no
im holding myself back
not you
if it werent for you, i would have shot myself in the head years ago
this isnt you ans youre the reason im still here
im just different

than i used tobe

@blinkgone
so am i

@j-0ne im sorry
i shouldnt have told you what happened
i dont want you to leave me and now i just caused you to think about it

@blinkgone
linnea i love you but im not going to be able to fix anything anymore

@j-0ne i dont need anything fixed
i just need you with me
even if its just once every few days

@blinkgone
idk if i can do that either im in and out of the hospital and the psych ward

i love you linnea but i cant promse to be there and you need someone who can

@j-0ne momji just dontleave me please
you dont have to talk to me at all i just cant lose you

please
im sorry

@blinkgone
you arent understanding lin
you DESERVE someone who will be there for you always

@j-0ne i dont mind if you cant help me
nobody helps me anyway, im used to it
its okay

ill be okay

i dont deserve anything but i still got something good

@blinkgone
linnea please

but i really cant let you go

@blinkgone
just think about it. i want you to be truly happy where you are. i hsve a feeling that you arent happy with me.

@j-0ne i am happy with you momiji
i jus5 dont know how to show it

@blinkgone
mm

@j-0ne i really am
im sorry im not showing it at all
ill show my love and happiness more
i promise
even its a little bit
you make m the happiest ive ever been

@j-0ne uh ik you wont see this until later but i got my phoneback
i tried texting you but it wouldnt go through for some reason?? no matter how much times i tried

@blinkgone
i got a new phone but i dont have a number

@j-0ne oh
thats ok

can you get whatsapp?

@blinkgone its ok if nott

@j-0ne i dont think so
my phone now has restrictions so the only socials i have are pinterest and the default messaging app

@blinkgone
ok i can add pintrest

@j-0ne okai

@blinkgone
done. im barely gonna use this anymore but i always have my phone on me so ill always answer you on pin

@j-0ne okai

@blinkgone
did u get my message?

@j-0ne yea

@blinkgone my hed hurts

@j-0ne i know, im sorry
what do you want, space, cuddles, or talking?

i don'tknow

@blinkgone

@j-0ne i dont know howto help if you dnt give me an answer honey

@blinkgonecuddles and talking please

@blinkgone

@j-0ne okay <3 *pulls you into my lap and kisses your cheek* im sorry for making you scared.

@blinkgone
*snuggles close* i was mostly angry

@j-0ne im sorry for making you angry too

@blinkgone
they might send me back to the hospital

@j-0ne oh, why?

@blinkgone
smoke inhalation

i never told you the full story

@j-0ne oh :((
for how long?

@j-0ne do you feel comfortable telling me the full story?

@blinkgone
ill tell you in the,morning babe
im a bit sleepy

@j-0ne oh okay
please sleep well, i love you s much

@blinkgone hi princess

@j-0ne HIII

@blinkgone
how are youu?

@j-0ne im good !!!! arm kind of hurts but its okay <3333 it loks cool

@blinkgone
hey babe im gonna sound really possessive but i have 2 more requests about the haerin situation

didnt i tell you not to do it?

@j-0ne yes?

also its okay i didnt like carve it i just did it a teeny bit so it will heal fine

@blinkgone
i dont want her in your bio, it makes my stomach hurt. and i want to see your private chat you used to have

@j-0ne babyyy
ill show you the chat but we're friends and have eachother in the bio
its okay
i can talk t her abut it ok yes
i wll tag you in chat gimme a sec

@blinkgone
you dnt have other friends. im sorry that i feel this way but i do. i cant stand her and the thought of her talking to you makes me nauseous. im ssorry

@j-0ne oh
thats ok
do you want cuddles?
also sorry the chat thing is taking so long, she wont tag me in it

@blinkgone
dont be sorry its ok. qnd yes please

@j-0ne *pulls you close and kisses your nose* mwah

@blinkgone
*wraps my arms and legs around you* im sorry linnea

@j-0ne nono its okay honey
dont apologize please

@blinkgone
mhh y9u deserve an apology

@j-0ne no baby
it is okay<333 mwahmwahmwahmwahmwah
i want to shower you in kissesss

@blinkgone
im sorry for doubting you
i read the messages and i feel much better

@j-0ne its okay <3 i understand why you felt the way you did, expecially because im friends with the person i left you for. i completely understand why you felt that way. but at the same time, you need to trust me when i say that i would never do that for the second time.

@blinkgone mhh

@j-0ne i love you more than anything. you are, and always will be the only person on my mind.

@blinkgone
and the same for you my dear
i dont care what girls have a crush on me or who thinks im hot shıt, you are the only girl i see.

@j-0ne that made me smile <33

@blinkgone
you made me cry

@j-0ne aww
*kisses the top of your head* so perfect

@blinkgone
*buries my head in your chest* im sorry for going to ames when i panicked. i didnt know who else to talk to.

@j-0ne its okay, dont worry about it<3 ive just really hated her since the beginning, thats why i blew up at her. she is always so desperate for you to leave so she can take you, i havent ever liked her
so thats why i blew up really, shes also just sounds like a 8 year old

wait sorry i didnt mean to yap

@blinkgone
i just cut her off basically
would you like to see?
she kinda made me feel guilty

@j-0ne uh yeah sure if youre comfy with showing me then yeah

@blinkgone
look at my most recent liked post

@j-0ne okay gimme a second

@blinkgone
i liked being her friend until she started making comments abt you

@j-0ne shes an actual retárd what
she was literally guilttripping you into staying bruh what shes,so desperate its funny

oksorry im going too far

@blinkgone
its ok, i would rather you say it then not. i agree

@j-0ne i love you so much momiji matsuri
youre so perfect and i really do hope i get to spend my life with you
mwahmwahmwahmwah

@blinkgone
tell me your last name now.

-

@j-0ne oaah !! its rigby
o dont like my last name it souns weird

@blinkgone
i love you too linnea rigby (soon to be matsuri)
im going to marry you and spend the rest of my life with you. this is a forever kind of love.

@j-0ne HEHE
i smiled so wide that made me so happy

@blinkgone
*pulls you onto my lap* you are mine linnea. i want you all to myself. nobody else can look at you. all mine. i want to put a ring on your finger and i want you to take my last name so everybody knows who loves you the most.

@j-0ne aaah -///-
those arent the only things you could do for people to know,im taken by th3 best man ever,,, my neck also needs some decorating....heh.....

anyways yes momiji im all yours
do you want to know something i do?

@blinkgone
*kisses up and down your neck*
tell me sweetheart

@j-0ne aaah -//-
i wear a ring on my ring finger every day because i love telling myself im married to you
i dont ever take it off

@blinkgone
you are married to me lin. by everthing but paper

@j-0ne oh my god you are getting touched SO aggressively boy stop being so irresistible

@blinkgone
do it. i dare you.

@j-0ne ouugfhhh *puts my hands on your lower abdomen* heh......

@blinkgone
my pretty girl wants to play games huh?

@j-0ne hehehe what are you going to do about it??

@blinkgone *flips you over and pins you to the bed with your hands over your head* ill play games babe

@j-0ne aah !! hmmmmm.... okay i allow it heheh

@blinkgone
*leaves hickies all over your neck and shoulders* tell me what you want linnea.

@j-0ne mm~ i just want you
anything youre willing to give me

@blinkgone
i want to taste you. is that ok?

@j-0ne yes of course baby

@blinkgone
*puts your legs over my shoulder and kneels*

@j-0ne *bites my lip*

@blinkgone
i want to bite that lip

@j-0ne aajah -////- *looks away*

@blinkgone
im so sorry babe i gen passed out
new anxiety meds make me so sleepy

@j-0ne its okay

@blinkgone
babe...

@j-0ne no its okay i swear<3

@blinkgone
no its not linnea

@j-0ne mmmh
you cant control it jiji its fine

@blinkgone
but im still upsetting you.

@j-0ne i will be fine

@blinkgone
mhh
how do i make it up to you?

@j-0ne i dont know

cuddles, talking or space?

@blinkgone

@j-0ne cuddles

@blinkgone
*pulls you onto my lap and nuzzles your neck*

@j-0ne *kisses thd top of your head* im most likely gonna pull an all nighter because i cant slep

@blinkgone
ill stay up as long as i can darling

@j-0ne yay okau
mwah kiss me

@blinkgone
where darling?

@j-0ne anywhereee i just wanna kisssss

@blinkgone
*holds your cheeks and kisses your whole face and neck*

@j-0ne eep!!! -///-

@blinkgone
beautiful girl *kisses you deeply*

@j-0ne *kisses back and runs my fingers through you hair*

@blinkgone
you are the most breathtakingly gorgeous woman i have ever met

@j-0ne and you are the most dreamy and handsome man ive ever seen

@blinkgone
did you know i give really good massages

@j-0ne ooh really ???

@blinkgone
mhm, its my secret talent. i have been told that my massages make you feel lighter

@j-0ne woahh thats so cooll !!

@blinkgone
mhmm ill have to show you when you meet

@j-0ne yesyesyesyes!!!<33

@blinkgone
kiss?

@j-0ne yesyes *kisses*

*holds your hand and kisses back*

@j-0ne youre so perfect ohh my god

@blinkgone
obv not, i forgot to tag u :disappointed:

@j-0ne THAT DOESN MATTERRRR im obsessed with yiu so i check the post like every 2 minutes if im not tagged its okaa

@blinkgone
ughh i love you

@j-0ne i love you more honeyyyy <333333 mwah

@blinkgone
i apologized to haerin

@j-0ne yayyy good boy
it takes a lot of courage to apologize to someone you dislike, im proud of you <33

@blinkgone
heh... gng she called me a good boy.....

@j-0ne hehe yes i did
becausw youre a very good boy !! *pats your head*

@blinkgone
-////- abfgafgsgfxf

@j-0ne hehehehe <3333 mwah

@blinkgone
i need you with me rn

@j-0ne ouggghhh me toooooooooo
i need to be in your arms so bad rihgt now

@blinkgone
my beautiful girl *holds you tight*

@j-0ne eheheheh all yourss<3 nobody else can have me *kisses your chest above your heart*

@blinkgone
bite me please

@j-0ne ouaah !! where??

@blinkgone
anywhere, but make it hurt

@j-0ne why wouls iwant to hurt you?
i like biting you but not hard enough to hurt

@blinkgone
please baby? i want it.

@j-0ne mmh
okay
*bites your shoulder hard*

@blinkgone
mh~ thank you baby

@j-0ne of course *kisses your nose*

@blinkgone
*buries my face in your hair*

@j-0ne hehe youre so cute and perfect and amazing

@blinkgone
babe
im thinking of auditioning to be an idol
what do you think?

@j-0ne AAA that,would be so cool!!!

@blinkgone
ofc i prolly wont get in but would you be ok with that? the whole life style

@j-0ne yezh i would be ok with it i think,, the only think rlly i would dislike is the toxic weird fans and the fact that other ppl would have attraction towards you, but honestly other than that, im ok

@blinkgone
and you would prolly be a secret for the first 3-5 years and i wouldnt be home often

and i would have to get lots of surgeries

@j-0ne i dont mimd being a secret too much its rlly just my jealousy tht would make it difficult
but other than that i would be proud of yoy

@j-0ne why would you need surgery

@blinkgone
bc i dont look like an idol. and all my scars

@j-0ne baby i dont think tou understand that surgery will jst give you more scars
also yes you do tf you mean<//3 youre majestic idk wht yer on about

@blinkgone
they have a procedure to tattoo over the scars, not surgery but still.
they would prolly ask me to get a nosejob lol

@j-0ne mm
idk what to say to that :sob: i like you how you are now but its always your decision

@blinkgone
my body is yours. its your decision

-

@blinkgone
its not my dream but i could try to bring home lots of money

@j-0ne baby its not my body though
sure you may be mine but your body, your choice
i like you how you are now, but i will always support you and love you no matter what changes you make to yourself

@blinkgone
kiss me pls

@j-0ne of coursw<3 *kisses*

@blinkgone
i want to be urs forever

@j-0ne you WILL be mine forever
i am never ever EVER letting tou go

@blinkgone
mhh i want to sleep with you

@j-0ne me toooooooooo
i wish we were closerrr
are you getting tired??

@blinkgone
noo not yet

@j-0ne are you suree?? because i am absolutely okay with you going to sleep

@blinkgone
im ok for now and im trying not to lay my head down

@j-0ne okay thenn
mwahhhh
i think we have been tg for like 5 months now, including september bc we got tg on the 1st

@blinkgone
almost 6?

@j-0ne yes almost 6
hehehehe

@blinkgone
half a year. this is the longest relationship i have ever had

@j-0ne YAYY
im so happy jiji
me and you have gone through a lot, yet here we are. gotten in arguments, jst bad things in general happening to us, but look !! still healthy and in a good relationship

@blinkgone
you are my favorite little weirdo and i love you

@j-0ne THAT MADEME SMILE
hehehehe i love you moreeeee !!

@blinkgone
hehe i like makng you smile

@j-0ne you,always makw me smile!!!!!
ugh im gettign tired but i dont want to slep

@blinkgone
i might fall asleep soon

@j-0ne do you want to go to bed now
bc im getting tired too

@blinkgone
ill go when you do darling

@j-0ne i thknk im going to sleep then

i lve you
god night , sleep well

@blinkgone
i love you too my dear, sleep well.

@blinkgone
hello my amazing kind perfect delicious astonishingly breathtakingly beautifully gorgeous wife

@j-0ne HEHEHE HIIII

@blinkgone
did you sleep well?

@j-0ne yes but i went to bed very late so i, was tired at school and fell asleep in class and got yelled at

I SHOULD HAVW STAYED UP ALL **************

NIGHTT*

@blinkgone
bedtime is midnight tonight hun

-

@j-0ne but i want to stay up talking to you
i dont car if i gt in trouble
i would rather tslk to you and be tired in the morning rather than not

@blinkgone
ill go to bed at midnight too.

@blinkgone
actually no 10 pm for you.

@j-0ne OUGGHHhhHHHH

@blinkgone
please? *whispers in your ear* do it for me sweetheart?~

@j-0ne o/////o aaaahh okaayokayokayokay

@blinkgone
hehe good girl

@j-0ne that made my face warm how do you do this to me

@blinkgone
idk i wanted to try out smth new

@j-0ne youre so fine ngnggghhhh

@blinkgone
says the fine one

@j-0ne YOURE LITERALLY AS HOT AS FIRE YOU CANNOT BE TALKNG

@blinkgone
if i could roll my eyes at you i would

@j-0ne the only eye rolling youre gonna be doing is rolling them back :heart: :heart: :heart: what. who said that

@blinkgone
hehe
hey babe i have a question and im about to get relly serious and vulnerable

@j-0ne yes?

-

@blinkgone
would you break up with me if i had weird kınks? like pretty fûcking weird. i wont ever force them into s3x if you arent comfortable ofc.

@j-0ne no of course not
i dont k1nkshame

@blinkgone
okay but if you dont want to partake you will tell me right?

@j-0ne i promise sweetie

@blinkgone
im sure you have heard of ****, right?

bďśm

@j-0ne yes, i have

-

@blinkgone
so i like the more... extreme version. nothing illegal and everything is consentual though. ppl usually assume really bad things like rpe or 1nc3st.

@j-0ne ohhh

@blinkgone
am i scaring you?

@j-0ne no baby
of course not

@blinkgone
i like ropes and chains and gags and choking and blindfolds and spanking and whips etc

@j-0ne ooh okayy
thats good to know

@blinkgone
sorry

@j-0ne no baby dont apologize
im glad you are comfortable enough with me to share something personal like that with me
i will never judge ANYONE for k!nks, especially you.

@blinkgone
tbh its strange bc i have only ever wanted to make love to you, sweet, soft and passionate

-

@j-0ne you know, we can always switch every few times
like rough and the type of things yu like, then sometimes soft and slow
it doesnr have to be onething all the time

wait thatwas what you were saying right
or am i slow
idk im flustered so i cant read correctly

@linneasworld96
ughh ur so cuteee

@j-0ne WHAT ABPUT THAT WAS CUTEEEEE

@linneasworld96 the fact u were flustered

@j-0ne im always flustered when it comes to you
every second i talk to you, my cheeks get warm and my heart starts racing

@linneasworld96 hehe sweetheart

@j-0ne mwahmwahmwah i love you sosososoo much

@linneasworld96 my darling

@j-0ne hehe yes yours<333

@linneasworld96
mwahmwahhh

@j-0ne mwaaaahhhh!!!<3
kiss meeeeeee

@linneasworld96
*kisses you softly*

@j-0ne *kisses back* yaay
youre so perfect

says you

@linneasworld96

@j-0ne NOOO youre always perfecter

@linneasworld96
mwahhhh

@j-0ne mwahmwahmwahmwah!!!

@linneasworld96
did u eat today?

@j-0ne yeah i had hash browns

@linneasworld96
and what else.

@j-0ne i didnt have anything else

@linneasworld96
eat smth with protein

@j-0ne uggghhhh fine

@linneasworld96
thankyou darling

@j-0ne mwa

@linneasworld
hi babyyyy

@linneasworld96

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@j-0ne AAH HI

NOO GET<BCK ONNN

@j-0ne im going on this about for a while btw, im being harassed on my other one

@chkchkboom
hi babe

@j-0ne HIII

@chkchkboom hi hun

@j-0ne mwahmwahmwah i missed yo

@chkchkboom ppl are harrassing u?

@j-0ne yes but its ok it happens

who and why?

@chkchkboom

@j-0ne i alr reported them
but it was bc i was defending you and andreas bc they were being mean and rhen they started harassing me qns then they started bullying me bc of a vent i made

@chkchkboom
im sorry bab3

@j-0ne its okay sweetie you didnt do a thing<333 plus it doesnt hurt me whatsoever. ive went through a lot worse when it comes to harassment

@chkchkboom wgat were they saying sbt me and andreas?

@j-0ne they were justbeing mean and bringing up your drama from like forever ago and jst harassing andreas abt being parasocial
its okay i reported them

@chkchkboom
mhh im sorry honey

@j-0ne its okay dont apologize please<33 its not your fault
mwah i love you

@chkchkboom i love you babe
happy anniversary btw babyyy

@j-0ne yesyes happy anniversary!!! <33333 heheh

@chkchkboom
6 months
0 days
19hours
50 mins
18 seconds

and i treasured every second

@j-0ne AWWW<3333

@chkchkboom
i have a love tracker app on my phone
its set for rhe exact time you said yes to being mine

@j-0ne awww momiji
that gave me butterflies

@chkchkboom
hehe im so amazing

@j-0ne hehehe yes sosososooo amazing<333 kissiesss !!

yayyyyy!!!!

@chkchkboom mwahmwahmwah

@j-0ne mwahmwahmwah

@chkchkboom i adore you

@j-0ne i adore you moreeee!!!<33333

@chkchkboom
no way

@j-0ne yes waaaayyyy
KISS MEEEE

@chkchkboom
*kisses you lovingly* my darling

@j-0ne all yoursssss *wraps my arms around your waist*

@chkchkboom
i gotta go to bedd

@j-0ne aww,okaayy
i love you sleep wellll

@chkchkboom
i love u toooooo

-

@j-0ne <33

baby

@chkchkboom

@j-0ne yess???

@chkchkboom
i missed you

@j-0ne i missed you toooooo!!!<33

@chkchkboom
whats your happy place?

@j-0ne wdym !!

my happy place is your arms to be completely honest

@chkchkboom
if you could be aaaaanywhere in the world where would you be?

really?

@j-0ne hmm
with you
anndddd probably at the beach too

@chkchkboom
with me on the beach?

@j-0ne yes baby<3 being with you makes m the happiest girl ever

@j-0ne yesyes

im holding my pillow pretending its u

@chkchkboom

@j-0ne HEHEHEHEH <33 so perfect mwahmwahmwah
uggghh i wish i could hold you so bad right now

@chkchkboom
if you were here i would spoon you and rub your tummy and kiss your nek

@j-0ne OUUGGFHHH yes pleeaassee
ughghghfhehegdhhef i wish we were closwr :((

@chkchkboom
me too
imagine if we were neighbors?

@j-0ne THAT WOULD BE SO PEAKNESS BRO PLSS

@chkchkboom
hehe i could sneak through your window every night and hold you until you fall asleep

@j-0ne THAT IS A NEED OHHYMYYSJMYAHA

@chkchkboom
and i could take you on cute picnic dates by the river near my house and go on night walks. we could even go stargazing

@j-0ne OUUGGHJ
dude stop and then we would most likely go to th same school and we would hold hands in the halls and i could sit on your lap during lunch AJAJSJJAJJJAJAH

@chkchkboom
i live down the street and we could walk to school together and share earbuds and listen to lovesongs and hold hands gxutdutsutdjgdhjc

@j-0ne AAAAAADHYHDETGD i need all of iitttt

@chkchkboom
we will have graduated by the time we meet

yeah and tht makes me sad a bit :( because it would be so nice to go to school with you
i mean at the same time tho, we would be adults and we would be able to get our own house and live together

@j-0ne

@chkchkboom
true
we can be with eachother all day and night, no sneaking around

@j-0ne yeah
also.......we would be able to get freaky without our parents asking whats on our necks........heh.....

@chkchkboom
yes ma'am

you dont want me to be an idol do you?

@j-0ne uhh
um uh
you be whatever you want to be

@chkchkboom
be honest with me babe.

@j-0ne mmmhhh
im trying my veey hardest to be supportive about it but its really hard
it is your decision and i cant control you, i justdont know how im goingto b3 okay with it
im sorry
you do whatever you want though momiji

@chkchkboom
i want your blunt honest opinion. if im going to matty you then we need to function as a unit. if you dont tell me what you feel then i can't possibly know.

@j-0ne i dont know i dont really like it but, its not my decision
i dont like the idea of other people having attraction towards or the idea of me being a secret for years
its your choice though

@chkchkboom
then i wont.
sorry babe i fell asleep

@j-0ne are tou sure though? also its okay

@chkchkboom
im sure. its not a dream of mine, just a backup plan

@j-0ne mmhh
im sorry

@chkchkboom why?

@j-0ne im controlling

@chkchkboom
i love when your controlling
it makes me feel safe and i know you love me

@j-0ne really?

@chkchkboom
yes
that reminds me. is it ok if i go out with my friend alex tmrw? we are gonna go smoke by the river and take some pics (alex is a photographer) and wants to take pics of me. and then get ice cream on main street

@j-0ne mmmmhhh
sure. just be safe <33

@chkchkboom
ookie dookiee
ill be home by 5:30

@j-0ne okai<333

@chkchkboom
how was your day darling?

@j-0ne it was good!!!! i got to lead my dance class today!!?

ignore the question mark thatwas an accident

@chkchkboom
ooh!! thats so cool!!! are you excited for Saturday?

@j-0ne YESYESYESSYYESYES

@j-0ne im rreally worried

come back

@chkchkboom im so sorry

@j-0ne its okay
i really missed you

@chkchkboom linnea

@linneasworld96

@linneasworld96 @chkchkboom
i just wanted to say that i love you and check up on you
im sorry for bugging you but my heart broke last night too. however im scared to lose you later on when we are older and you realizedyou missed out on so much. you will regret me and then leave. i want you to understand that im not the only option and there is so much more out there. please trust me linnea. i want you back after this week but i want you to explore your options so you arent so trapped with me.

@j-0ne jiji no. never. i would never EVEr regret you. i dont think you understand how much i need you back and how much ive been crying and hurting since you actually left. i dont want other options. i want you. i have always wanted you. even if we dont talk, i always want you.

i want you after this week so bad momiji
other options dont exist to me. you have always been my first and only option.

i love you
im going to bed

@linneasworld96
are you ok? i have been worried about you

@j-0ne im fine
still hurt but im alive i guess

@linneasworld96
why are you fine with having a bf who is barely there? you deserve better

@j-0ne momiji
i,dont care if youre not on
you made me happy either way. it made me happy to know the fact we were still together and we still loved eachother despite you being away. you are my everything. always will be.

@linneasworld96
what do you need me to do? im here

@j-0ne i, dont know
i want you to kiss me and hold me but i dont know if you will.

i dont think you will

@linneasworld96
*pulls you close* of course i will lin.

@j-0ne *wraps my arms around you immediately* i mmiss you

@linneasworld96
*strokes your hair* its okay baby

@j-0ne im sorry

@linneasworld96 for what?

-

@j-0ne everything
getting so attached, making everything difficult, stuff like that

@linneasworld96
you arent making anything difficult. i need you to understand that im not the only man in the world and im not the only one who will ever love you. i want you to understand that you deserve better.

@j-0ne i dont care about other people momiji. you. you are the only one i love and ever will love. i dont care if youre not online, i need you anyways.

@linneasworld96
you want me bzck?

@j-0ne yes.

of cours3 i do.

@linneasworld96
im yours linnea. i always will be

@j-0ne but am i yours?
and i dont want to feel like im forcing you back into this relationship, i want you to wqnt me back too

@linneasworld96
the whole breal was f9r tou and i mever wantedmto leave i just want yo7 to be Happy

@j-0ne baby but i told you i didnt want that
you make me happy honey, talking to me or not

i love you so much momiji

hold me Please

@linneasworld96

@j-0ne *holds you close and kisses your cheek*

also im sorry i keep missing you, ill be on all day today so i shouldnt miss you when you get on

@linneasworld96
hi lin

@j-0ne hiiii

@linneasworld96
are you ok?

@j-0ne yeah im okay just tired
a teacher yelled at me today and so i cried and my eyes hurt but im okay

@linneasworld96
im sorry :<

@j-0ne its okayy
i love youuauauauuuu

@linneasworld96
i love you too

@j-0ne mwahmwah

@linneasworld96
i gtg baby i love you

@j-0ne okayy i love you moree

@linneasworld96
girlyfriendd

@j-0ne boylyyfrieendddd or whateverrr HIIII<3333333

@linneasworld96 mwah hii

@j-0ne HIIIIII<33

@linneasworld96
how was your day my love?

@j-0ne ehh it was okayy

@linneasworld96
mwahhh

@j-0ne mwahmwahmwah!!!

@linneasworld96
i missed you

@j-0ne ugghhegfjfhdj i missed you so much moreeee

@linneasworld96
mwahhh

@j-0ne mwaaaaahhhh!!

@linneasworld96
i love you

@j-0ne i love you more baby<33