i will not even explain this...

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why did i upload this....? /)_-

TheUnbroken wants me to upload something...
I think I will.
New profile pic.

I can't wait to see it...

DUN!
Best 8 min drawing ever.

i messed up on this....

OdO's positive form?

no, my nightmare

just my imagination from along time ago that continues living today

i just noticed it coes look like OdO's positive form.

Wake me up when this nightmare ends i want to know why ive always been in a dream where all i can do is go insane and scream Why is it that i can never get out of this fantasy when ive already met the other side of sanity? ive been like this for quite a while grinning in this wicked smile So filled with lust, ready to kill never satisfied, never filled violence, torture, its what i crave nothing left for anyone to save the last bits of hope, flickered out leave me screaming, hear my shouts in the shadowed corner, its where you'll find me talking to my friends of air, its part of my insanity you say i need to fly i say i want to die im nothing more than a scrap left to be used then thrown away like any peice of crap i need to fly yes, but i want to be later shot down in my head, right at the crown that will end me, sure it will my blackened blood, your cup will fill that will be the end of my mind thats all that will be left to find the rest will decompose.. i suppose what will be left is a soul a fucking soul thats meant to be hellbound not to be touched, to be left alone i want to be alone its all i ask but how am i up for that task? to die suicide dont think im idiotic to do that thats why i will isolate myself yes isolate myself from the world bacause once on the bridge of insanity theres no return. Ive lived of lies i will die with them one day that hopeful day i wish for it to be closer for i can reach it... Evrything, everything ive believed in its a freaking lie and i wish to continue believing that lie. for i dont fully cross the bridge....yet....

there we go, much better

(ignore this, it will just be list) 1... i have sanity left, and i can always get it back 2... If i keep telling myself im insane, i will become insane....i cant continue believing lies... 3... i have friends that care for me, continuing this will just ruin everything. They arent the ones leaving me, im the one leaving them... 4... i need to grow up and dispose of my imaginary friends, friends...hah....as if... 5... i need to apologize to my friends.... 6... i need to breath, and make a new beginning, to try and be normal, or...i guess a little special.. 7... i need to have more confidence in myself, and get help when i need it... 8... forget attention, and wanting of violence. Its not going to get me anywhere, and i need to suck it up, get up, dust myself off, and get back on the saddle...metephorically speaking... 9... keep out of business not of my own... 10... once again....say sorry...

... i will use this account to keep track of this....

I LOVE YOUR DRAWINGS!! :D