Cosmo... It's Only Fireflies... by Luv-Xong

In the back of the picture is the lyrics to Leona Lewis' Fireflies.

For Cosmo. From August 28th, Two thousand six. To August 3rd, Two thousand thirteen. He was almost 7.

Cosmo.
I say your name. Now that I know you're not around, your name sounds hollow. Like an empty bottle. I feel hollow, too. I feel like my efforts have no worth. Like someone who shouts but can't be heard. But I'll shout again. This time, louder. This time, in another direction. This time, I might be heard.

(contd.)

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04 Aug, 2013, 8:51 pm
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Luv-Xong

04 Aug, 2013, 9:11 pm

I can't do it. I'll continue this when I'm stronger...

Doggone-Rumpus

04 Aug, 2013, 9:18 pm

What happened? I'm not sure what to say. bluh.

Luv-Xong

04 Aug, 2013, 9:27 pm

All three of us, then :) This is just another song I liked by my favorite artist- I told you about Leona Lewis, right?

I stopped crying for a little, but I'll start again in no time...

Luv-Xong

05 Aug, 2013, 4:09 pm

Okay I'm ready.

Cosmo.
If I were to write a speech for you, I would say that I don't need one. (Ironically, here it goes.)
You're worth much more than words. Much more than all the money in the world. No, you were much more than the world itself to me. I won't even bother getting another cat, another anything, because you were irreplacible. But I feel like it's my fault that I wasn't there for you until your last breath. I couldn't drive you to a vet. But if I was there for you, I'd be willing to break the law for you. I'd never want you to die, ever. You deserved to live longer. It's unbelievably preposterous trying to believe that you're not here with me anymore. You were my everything.

But now it's all over.

I'll never again get to pet your smooth fur, buy you more toys, or fall asleep with your soothing weight on my legs. I actually went to sleep last night. But I was freezing. I feel dead, too.

I never wanted a dog in the first place. I may sound harsh, but I hope that brainless fleabag of a mutt suffers the way you did. No, worse. Because you didn't deserve the way you got it. You didn't deserve death. I'm sorry I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry you died. I hope this tragedy happens to no one.

Doggone-Rumpus

05 Aug, 2013, 5:46 pm

This makes me think,
I've lost two cats over the years, one to a car, another to feline luekemia(spelling).

My oldest cat did get hit by a car once, broke his hip and 'eg, he crawled back to us though.

I love all my cats like babies (even more so, human babies are less appealing than cats to mme)

Luv-Xong

05 Aug, 2013, 10:35 pm

^ Omg I'm so sorry <:C

Yesh. Kittens are much better.

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