@bootyshaker9000
soooo
of all those ppl i chose you because youre so cool
i really really really dont want you to feel burdened by this
i dont want you to feel like you NEED to help me as much as possible or the world ends
say what youd like, i just need to talk to someone about this.
(im cont.)

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sooo recently my boyfriend has been kinda a bum to me
to the point i curted myself (that typo is on purpose)
and when i did that he got mad at me instead of comforting me abt it.
i tried 2 go on a date w/ him, but he forgot to ask his parents so he ended up doing other stuff.
i always have to beg him into going on a date with me, otherwise he wont go at all.
im always the first one to text him.
he never ever texts me first.
i told him that i didnt think we were working, and he got mad.

@bootyshaker9000
he said that he wanted to marry me, and he said that he wanted to have my kids. (icky..)
he didnt really give me a choice, so i ended up lying and said that we are working.
he believed me, but i kept telling him that i was changing my mind, and i didnt know how to feel
but ya thats basically it.
i been feeling awful, and he acts like sh is a thing to yell at me abt instead of talk it through w/ me.

@ugh__anna okay 1! no worries, im glad i could help you to let this all out! and please! your not a burden at all. everyone needs to let these things out eventually. even if you dont feel like its a big deal, you can always vent man!! alright! 2, im so sorry he made you feel like you needed to do that. im hoping it wasn't too serious, but i want you to know its okay. sh can become a bad habit, but sometimes it feels like your only option, so i understand. i dont want it to seem like im (cont)

encouraging it by any means, but just because it happened, doesn't mean you should be degraded by any means. and the fact that he isn't stepping up to comfort you is disappointing on him. i was in a relationship with this really toxic guy who acted the same. eventually (im sure you already know this) but you realize your better than him, and someone your giving all your energy too should be giving it back. and honestly hes getting too comfortable with controlling and manipulating you, and (cont)

your way too good of a person to be getting treated like that! his actions are honestly immature and clearly he hasnt grown up. i know you feel like he'll get mad at you if you try to leave, and im not tryna be that person and tell you what to do, but it isn't healthy for you, especially how your feeling. i think you need to refresh and if he can't give you that space, he isn't worth it for YOU. it sucks to see someone go through this, and you need to (cont)

be confident in telling him your boundaries. i knw its hard, especially when he's retaliating, but in the long run, someone who really does want a future and kids (icky) wouldn't act like this. i genuinly hope your situation gets better for you, because you have so many gifts and are so very talented girl. im sorry if this doesn't help at all, but please dont feel like your a burden, and if you ever need to vent you always can! and ill give you as much help as i can! @ugh__anna

@bootyshaker9000
omg thank you so much..
im glad u understand, and i rlly dont deserve such compliments!! >_<
it feels good to talk to somebody, and get advice. Wise advice, at that.
i understand that sh is very wrong, and i shouldnt do it, but it does feel like the only solution, as you said.
ill try my best to tell him how i feel.
i respect you.
+10000000 aura

@ugh__anna of course!! any way i can help i will!!
and i understand, but you find a point withen your self to stop.
buuuut YOU SO DO!!! and keep me posted if you need too! always here man!!