Biggest Fear by Dodo
Aaaand, depression hits.
A lot of times, I can't help but feel bitter when I see everybody else happy and in love. I try not to, but my past relationships have left me with anxiety and trust and abandonment issues. The last three boyfriends I've had have all cheated on me, and one of them blaming me for the failed relationship. Its very hard for me to open up to people because of this, and its resulted in a fear of ending up alone. I mean, i'm almost 20, and I see... (continued in comments)
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02 Aug, 2013, 2:56 am
....the rest of my friends with somebody they love, getting married and starting a family. I'm not saying that a girl needs a guy to be happy, to the younger girls reading this, but I do get lonely. I'm a loner in nature, but it would be nice to have somebody who actually appreciates your existance.
02 Aug, 2013, 2:58 am
Sooo... what's your biggest fear? Sorry for going all negative nancy. Dodo's done ranting.
02 Aug, 2013, 2:58 am
well said.
02 Aug, 2013, 3:04 am
I agree with Lurv
my greatest fear (im a messed up kid) is a slow lasting pain
02 Aug, 2013, 3:09 am
That doesn't sound too pleasant.
02 Aug, 2013, 3:12 am
Oh, I totally get that...But you're still young, and with your amazingness, you'll meet an awesome guy who'll love you forever! o v o (Sorry if I sound over optumistic...)
Anyway, I've never really put much thought in the idea of having a relationship. But I'm just too childish and shy for that, even if I did care. XD
My biggest fear...I dunno; I might just post a drawing as well.
02 Aug, 2013, 3:15 am
I feel you. I have close to same problem as you and keep to myself. After highschool , my relationships with people went apart.Feeling alone and the feeling you're easily replaced or easy to forget is horrid. I wish you the best though.
02 Aug, 2013, 3:21 am
Thank you, and I wish the same to you.
02 Aug, 2013, 4:48 am
I no wat u mean:/
i feel that feeling sometimes*:'[
nd im only six-teen so yeah...my biggest fear is being lone-ly...Thats y im so friendly nd stuff but no matter wat it still see,s like no one really cares all that much...its jst a few that really do:']
I hope u could get better nd stuff...Lets exchange fc yeah...we can send notes a bout this stuff...ill try to help u nd ill b there*u friend:]
02 Aug, 2013, 5:50 am
It hurts to have depression. I might not have experienced it, but it really makes me gives sympathetic towards someone who has it. Try to stay positive if you can. (; /