Okay Okay breath just breath

talk to me Im here for you but Im a little sleepy

<:l Ok *sniff*

[rub head] now just relax okay stay calm

okay

Ok... :c

your not crazy girl and what if you are not saying you are but some of the grate's artist were crazy it make.s you stand our

like me Im shy and have anger promble 's

I know exactly how you feel... My family calls me mental and people bully me at school and its at the point where im getting choked and people r cutting my hair when im not looking... calling me emo... i've tried suic!de but theres always someone who happens to just show up >:'(

Im still happy no matter what just draw happy thing it'll make you feel better
rub head] feel a little better ?

Yeah a-a little <:I
-natendo

Tippy Omg plz don't >n< say that word Plz >-< Im trying soo hard to forget

want me to do something to make you fell better

GRR I'll mur.der whoever hurts my friends! >:C
And my mom said if I ever talked about suisi.de again she would put me in a mental hospital which scared me so I've decided to never tell her when I'm depressed again or anyone except my friends...
-tippy

ummm...sure... <:I

Im trying soo hard to stay up with you but Im getting tired

Its ok you can go to bed I'll be fine I think <:)

she love's you your her daughter girl

I just found out resently that my only friend is going through theoripy .-. ...i want to join her... and now im have a lung machine that i use every morning and night because of my asthma and my lungss getting scared from my asthma attacks -.- they said it may ki.ll me in a few years... <:( if you need anyone to help you through this i am here! Just talk to me when ever! D':> sometimes it helps to just talk it through with someone going through the same thing
-daizia

you think Nuuuuyuuu

>w< I want you to promise you'll be okay and don't hurt your self plZ Im begging you

I know but sometimes she acts like she hates me. :C

I hate see my friend's down >n<

NOO I WONT LET YOU DIE! I'll give you my lungs if I have to! <:'C
-Tippy

she's your mom she's never do that a mother

I cant promise that I'll be ok sorry but I dont want you to be up all night!
I can promise I wont hurt myself! <:)

Tippy TnT n

I know, I know she loves me but shes emotionless I cant tell weather shes happy or sad half the time!

as long as you don't hurt yourself
Hug] Okzy I love you

kiss me good night plz baby

k -hugs and kiss- <:I bai sweet dreamssssssssssssssssss...PIZZA

Dont worry i have the same problem i just dont tell anyone. But the best thing to do is is just cry and let it out it helps a little bit

don't do that, you need your lungs more than me <:) I'll just stay strong...
-daizia

Ahhhhh >-< Im sorry I do write down,,,.,,when Im tei

I write down crazy stuff when Im sleepy I'll deleat it again sorry

thx for the kiss thou

Gn

I cry alot now like everyday :C
Sometimes so loud my lil sisters hear me.
-fish1

Fish? e3e
-colorkat

*hugs you* NOOO PLEASE DON'T GO! i think im going crazy.....i see dead people......im not joking.....they scare me.... my family problems dont help either....im just glad im able to put on a happy face everyday.......*cries* please.....don't do this...not you too.......

ok... :C -hug- I-I just dont want to lose you buddy! :'c -cries-
Blah now I cant see the letters >.< darn tears!
-Tippy

My parents fight like everyday my sisters too :C
I wish everyone could be happy not depressed! :'C
-Saph

I just see big bugs or horrfing images sometimes dead people too. It scares me one time I cried cause I thought I saw I giant bug I screamed and cried for 15 minutes even called for my little sisters' names :C
-saph

my sister and my mom almost got into a fist fight today i was about to cry....but my dad always said "be on your own side you dont have to chose a side..... just be on your own" because my family is insaine except..... no everyones crazy in my family...including me.... TnT *hugs*

OH MY GOSH i did too! a big bug with blood red eyes flew at me...... i called for my sis. all night

...now im crying... I put on a mask everyday, being someone im not, being a dream. I 'laugh' with the others, i 'fit in'. but i dont 'fit in' right, an outcast, a piece of meat you torn apart to the bone, a loner, something DIFFERENT. But you cant stand it so you shred every last remain, you push and pull, you rip and bite, you KI.LL... every... last... bit... </3

im sorry... sometimes i just write little poems whithout noticing... i really didnt notice what was going on... i^i this is how i feel the world thinks about me...

No family is normal my friend told me one time her father and mother got into a fight about a radio so her father pushed her mother into a mirror. :C
MAD WORLD WE LIVE IN!
-saph

words so true TnT (god im about to cry)
-tippy

Deep :C
-hugs- life is just scre.wed up to the fullest
-tippy
ps.
Sometimes I dont remember what I say

yah my dad threw my sister to the ground one time because he is very vio'lent when he gets really mad.... my mom is to sometimes AND my sister god this world is F$&*ed up..... w/ different things from cancer to deaths.....its a hard world.....

I dont even have nightmares anymore just weird dreams :C
Sometimes I even talk to myself even my bunny :l
-saph

sometimes i have these head rushes... most of the time im walking... and everything fades black from the outside in... my body goes numb and i usally calaspe on the floor because it feels like my whole body is getting stung, my blood fizzing... it hurts so much... i usally cant hear anything but heart beat, beating so loud! its deafening! i havent had one in awhile... but they last for a really long time... and im not lieing! not at all! but i just feel uneasy when they happen... i feel like i could just d.ie right then and there without a care in the world...

I also hear things upstairs in my attic which is weird since...no one goes up there o.o could be the neighbors though I hope <:C

I write little journel entries in a notebook i have locked and hiden in my room. i draw alot of depressing pictures with them

...i some times have urges to ki.ll someone... i almost kil.led my sister while she was sleeping... i felt so happy! ...but then i had another head rush and woke up in the hall...

Omg that happened to me once (I think) I had been sick for almost a hole week I started feeling better on friday so my mom sent me to school suddenly my stomach started hurting I asked if I could go the nurse. I did and started walking in the hallway suddenly everything slowed down I saw a white light and passed out in the hallway, two girls saw me and took me to the nurse my ears rung for awhile for a second I thought I di.ed. But I went home early. And fell asleep.
-tippy

aww i have my bunny too.....
and sometimes i hear scratching in my walls i draw deppresing pictures too sometimes........sorry for my spelling *_*"

yah i do that too i feel like my head is buzzing my blood rushes to my head.....everything starts turning black...i get dizzy but it goes away after i calm down.....i feel like i wanna faint.....

my parents fight over the phone... they got divorced 5 days before my birthday and yesterday my dad screamed at my mom calling her nasty then he went outside so i couldnt hear <:'(

ene every time i cough i cough up blood eAe its disgusting tasting!

i also have anger issues .-. i almost punched my teacher for correcting me and in 2nd grade i flipped a desk on a boy in my class for pushing me and made him cry... but i have to admit it was kinda funny because he was popular x)

lol same here if I cant complete something I rage quit yell throw things kick things bang my head on walls bite myself etc..
-tippy

I dont draw depressing pictures but my lil sister does and shes 6 XD

I hate when parents fight its just depressing :C

yeah... well i gtg <:( be safe! im praying for you... <:) i'll talk to you tomorrow!

yah..... i use to rage quit but now im calm and always fuss when i lose in a game

good night

My bunny is not real thats what scares me I even say sorry when I drop it XD
-saph

thanks I'll pray for you too! <:)
goodnight!
-tippy

lol when i lose in a game i close it and dont touch it for years then come back and get it on my first try and get mad again and leave it and so on xD

wow sometimes i think i have imaginary friends like my characters thats what always calms me down all the time.....

hey just saying just take in a deep breath (and close your eyes if it helps) and breathe it out. it help me when im frustrated playing a video game. dont stop beliving in yourself! i hope u get better though. :(

g'nite tippy my prayers go out to you...be safe for both of you

thank you, i know god will help me though this. I'll be praying for you too goodnight
-saph

oops im so sorry! i meant to put -sappire i wasn't thinking x( sorry

it's ok ^w^ you can call me -saph i kinda get use to it ^-^

Blarg I have to go too my internet is messing up well rage quitting time XD bye goodnight! I shall pray for all of ya! ^^ bai! <:)
Thanks for helping me guys! :D

im getting tired to....so i guess i'll see you around....i'll pray....i promise....... anything for my friends to be safe! ^w^

ok

*Hugs* Please don't quit on yourself. You have so much to live for. I know you know that but, when you think about suici.de (bad spelling?) Just remember that even though it feels like nobody's there, there is always someone to help you your friends, or even your imageranry (spelling error again sorry >-<) bunny. You could just pray too, It always calm me down. Just tell God your problems and just pray they'll get better. I'll be praying for you bye. :(
- Cola