@honeybunbun lets talk here

@Moon_flower ok im really sorry to bother you

@honeybunbun
you arent a bother.
whats going on?

@Moon_flower i just cannot handle the challenges of life. My life sucks which is very confusing because i have a nice life, like i have a nice mom and dad and a good friend, but im always so depressed and anxious and worried about everything it gives me health problems. I desperately, desperately want to be àbused for some reason. I want to be bullied but i cant even handle being bullied online. It makes no sense. Today i just had a feeling, like a heavy feeling saying "What if i ACTUALLY tried.

what if i actually tried ending it. I dont feel loved, i dont love myself, im crying all the time, im weird, im ugly, im disgusting, the internet is ruining me, i get yelled at because i cant make decisions but i do that because im scared of being shamed for it, idk. Its just worthless

and i hate myself because i keep venting and venting and venting, and i just sound annoying

@honeybunbun
i care about you juniper. you arent worthless or ugly and i would be so mad at you if you gave up now. you are a sweet kind and loving person. i know that feeling too well but you have to push through. you are too smart, beautiful and talented to give up on life.

@honeybunbun
you arent annoying, you are trying.
the fact that you are still here is amazing and im proud of you.

@Moon_flower honestly, thank you so much but my mind just wont believe the nice things people say about me. Im sorry

Im so stupid i keep letting my mind control me

@honeybunbun
i can say it every day until you believe me.

@Moon_flower dont waste your time with that

@honeybunbun
its not a waste.

@Moon_flower I hope you're doing okay

@honeybunbun
im trying

@Moon_flower if you ever need to talk, I'm here too

@honeybunbun
thanks