@meowpee hey, what's up? -s

@agent hi ok idk but like i highkey hate not being able to be normal like i was literally trying to have fun atma water park riding the slides and i thought of literally jumping off the stairs going up to the water slides :joy_cat:

@meowpee dude i have to help ray with these all the time, we also struggle with this
its like intrusive thoughts, yeah?
personally it doesnt bug me but it sometimes helps to think about something else you like
its a normal thing though honestly -s

@agent idk i just want, to be ble to cut fruit or literally shave my legs without thinking of ******* myself or hurting myself or be on colors live dot com without being a slow fahg and ndj:b:ih meow

@meowpee i get it, unfortunately i dont really have advice
it sucks not being able to just be normal lmao i really do get it
but if you ever need to talk about it have ray come get me ill always be here
its all gonna be okay. -s

@agent i don't really think it:s gonna be okay i feel like i'm only lliving for my dad

@meowpee youve gotta live for your friends too, though
i get not living for yourself, but sometimes you have to keep going
i know you can do this meowi. -s

@agent idk i don't think it would make i difference if i was gone yoo it's literally just a stupid kids game you'll all forget me :joy_cat:

@meowpee it really would. no one would forget you, trust me. youre one of the best people i know. you've changed lives, honestly -s

@agent who's life have i changed lmao literally no ones

@meowpee ray's, for one -s

@agent yeea i've made it worse i shouldn't have asked him out

@meowpee he's already over the accusations lmao
and honestly youre one of the only people who he still counts on
hindsight 20/20 and all but you both learned.
you changed him for the better, speaking from someone who deals with that freak on the daily lol -s

youv improved his life, trust me -s

@agent 5yhanl