Pain by Xem....
i sometimes wake up either really crying or just empty. i have felt happy in a long time..... i just hide my pain by a simple mask. i know tht i am pathetic... i make people hate me because im weird.... or im a freak. i also get thoughts... of 'things'... in life i dont know what to do anymore...
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14 Jul, 2013, 6:48 pm
Hold on
14 Jul, 2013, 7:31 pm
too...?
14 Jul, 2013, 7:38 pm
To what you care for, the things you enjoy. When i feel this way i take the things i hold dear and keep them close. They could be people or memories or things that bring back memories, things like this always make me feel a little better
14 Jul, 2013, 7:45 pm
my memories are painful...
14 Jul, 2013, 7:52 pm
Id focus more on the happier ones, even if they led to painful ends
14 Jul, 2013, 7:55 pm
...k... *rubs my arm*
14 Jul, 2013, 8:11 pm
Yeah..
14 Jul, 2013, 8:11 pm
Listen.....im a kid with no love life and the whole high school thinks i'm weird.....but i don't care. The only person that's opinion matters is yours. Don't wake up in pain and feeling down. You must find daily things that can brighten your day, whether it's the cool breeze or a pet by your side, smiling up at you. Take what makes you sad and accept it for what it is. Then, wear it like armor....then nothing can hurt you anymore......
14 Jul, 2013, 8:26 pm
but i ruin lives...
14 Jul, 2013, 8:47 pm
Xem, you are only responsible for your own life. Knowing this you have to keep your self-worth. The world won't always like you, but you don't need the world. Even if you feel empty inside know that you have purpose, and for better or worse you are alive. If you can't find anything good in your life, remember your alive, you still have a chance and you have us (words on a screen, but we are people) and we'll be here, because some of us (including me) have been there before.
14 Jul, 2013, 10:50 pm
You say you ruin lives? No, politicians ruin lives, and i don't think you're in Congress. When I wake up and see your art, it brightens my day. You've got talent, imagination and skill. Xem, the only life you're ruining is yours. Worrying and feeling bad destroys people. Let your troubles go....let the past go.....but embrace your future.
14 Jul, 2013, 10:50 pm
Ahhh, it feels good to help people......:)
14 Jul, 2013, 10:56 pm
i hurt others thou... i cause pain
14 Jul, 2013, 11:20 pm
Please dont think of negtive thoughts about yourself. i hate when my friends are in pain. it would bring me done too. but get those thoughts out of your head. Your amazing, your awesome, your creative, your kind, your like a sister for me. How we hang out... it gives me joy and light to my heart. i'll fight that darkness out of your poor heart... Please dont cry. *hugs you*
15 Jul, 2013, 1:29 am
Ur not pathetic n everyones weird ur an awsome person n Jeff stop bugging her no means no dude