*feels the need to make extremely inspirational-type comment*
I've got nothing. lol

lol, so insperational

anyone else gonna comment???

Apparently not. :/

Talk to him.

You don't have anything to lose, it seems. Such a relationship doesn't seem like it'll suddenly get better, so you may just need to ask how he feels and express your opinion. He either loves you or he doesn't. Would you rather away from him, wondering what he thinks, or get a chance to get together with a simple chat?

uh, one problem, i'm the shyest girl on gaurd, and he's probably the shyest guy on winds, idk, i'm not the kind of person people expect to have a crush, people would start freaking out (everyone on gaurd espeshally(can't spell), cuz i'm the oldest and the only one who hasn't had a crush) and i would blush so bad, and probly run away, and he really does have a crush on me, i don't want to make him all nervous, then i'd be nervous, and im afraid, i'll just stick to what i'm doing now, trying to get to know him throughout the season, i dont want to ruin any chance of being his friend i have
(okay, more than one reason)

might be a little irrational, but i cant

It seems that you've got quite the dilemma on your hands.

i know p.p

oh, just thought of another reason not to ask him if he loves me,
he's fourteen, and i'm pretty sure he's mormam(like me) so he cant date till he's sixteen (and i'll be nineteen)

...Huh. I'm Mormon, too.

So, you don't want to say anything because people will be surprised and you'll be nervous and scare him off, and he can't date for another two years anyway...

Well, try to be his friend. Casually, almost privately, build a good friendship. Even if you leave to college before getting a chance to date, it's easy to keep in touch with cell phones and all the different social network sites and whatnot.

Also, he may not be the one you end up marrying. I know that's probably how you feel now, but this might be just a fleeting thought of love. Due to age difference, you two would have to still be close by well into your twenties (to account for missions and such) to be able to date or marry and such. And you might! But be patient, become his friend (I'd suggest beginning softly- Seniors are intimidating!) and build what relationship you can.

yeah, thats kinda what im trying to do, some of my friends are his friends, so i'm goining to try to get close to him through them, and yeah, i guess seinoirs are a bit intimidating to freashmen, (im usually not at first at least, cuz i look like (and sometimes act like) a freashmen or sophmore) yeah, it is probably just a short thought of love, but the like only reason i started liking this guy, is because he looks alot like this guy i see and love in my dreams, so i just kinda thought it was him,(im probably wrong i know) but the other night, in my dream i saw stantin, and we where at practice, and we where walking to the seminary building(dont know why) and he asked me something stupid like, "should i wear a jacket that matches my sweater" and i answerd something stupid like, "sure, if you want, but it IS going to get prety hot out today" i have no idea

Hmm... The guy of your dreams. Literally. That's really cool. I wish you luck with him.

yeah, i've been dream.ing(seriously, thats senserd) of him since 1st grade, i still remember the first dream of him
we where at my elementry school at night, only we where like teenagers, and it was prom, so i had the most beautifull(modist) dress ever(dont exactly remember what it looked like) and he had a fancy suit on, but i didnt want to go to the dance, so we went out back and froliced through a feild of colorfull flowers
i have no idea
*gasp* i just realized, this dream relates to a more reasent dream(last year) i call my 705/end of the world dream (long story, but if you want to hear, i'll tell you)

Do tell.
I like hearing/reading stories about interesting dreams and what-not.

kk, well, this didn't start out as a dream,
my mom gave me a watch, nothin big, just to keep track of time at school. but one day, the watch stopped, at ecactly seven:ohfive am, shure i was dissapointed when i saw the watch died, then it became a joke with my friends that whenever they asked the time, i would say seven:ohfive, cuz i stll wore the broken watch, then the joke whent further, and we made up that when it was seven:ohfive, 'the portal' would open, never came up with where the portal lead, then later, i had a dream, and in this dream, i was at a party, and im pretty shure i was in the same dress as from the dream above, and i was in a small group (blond dood included) and we had something urgent we needed to do, and then some lady in a gold dress led us up into the hotel and into a room(i think room sevenohfive), it was a pretty small room with no bed, my group barely fit, and we just stood there a moment, the the gold dress lady's attention whiped to me, and she asked me what time it was, so i looked down at my watch, knowing it was broken(same watch from above) and said seven:ohfive, and then the world ended (i really cant explain that part in words) thats where the dream ended. later after that (in the real world) the watch started again, at seven:ohfive pm, it stayed moving for a day or two, then the watch stopped again, at eleven:twentyfive(dont remember am or pm) and stoped for a few days, then started moving again, and it still moves today
(fyi, seven:ohfive and eleven:twentyfive both make straight lines on the face of a clock)

now im kinda on again/off again wrighting a novel baced off this

I would buy that novel.
7:05
Best title ever. lol

(lol, it actually is 705, withought the collen, adds more mystery)
gratest tital eveh, and book two would be called eleventwentyfive(in numbers)(dont know if i want a collen here) and then there would be a unnamed prequal to the first one

some day over the rainbow, it might actually be a book