@enternewusername whats going on cro

@Jisung so me and wowzer dated for 10 months but i had to leave because we never tzlked anymore and now berri likes wowzer and i dont like nim anymore but sinve we had a good relationship i got very jealous and i dont want him and berri to be togeher (im the yandere typa person basically) and now im going insane because if i cant have him no one can!! and qhat makes it worse is what berri did to us in the past!!! idk im just jealous i dnt even like rory i like someone else but ig im jealous!!

lol sorry im kinda crazy i get it if u wan to dni me lol!!!!

@enternewusername brah i didnt even know yall broke up and i def cna see where yer coming from cuz i still lowk get jeqlous over my ex even tho i hate his guts and broke up with him,, its more so probably believing because yall used to be so close they couldt possibly be that way with someone esle
its also crazy to me because berri literally was weird to both u and rory so liek how in the shiy do they want eachoher now,,,

and tbh you remnd me a lot of myself and so its leik i feel like until you find a new person to dedicate yerself to its really nevergonna go away,,
so id recommend finding either a new partner, or a new hyperfixation (consisting of real people) to attach yourself to. its not really good to attach in general but in this case yer morethan likely not gnna feel better until u have a replacement

@Jisung right!!! berri was literally suprr toxuc abd badto us!!! she got almost everyone to hate us and got away with everything!!!! i want to be happy for them but i physically cant!!! idkwhy but i cant lol

@Jisung yeah this has happened to m before but i got off of it bc i foun a new thing to be attached to!

i think im gonna be ok tho because on the last day of school i got thi cute guys number and im waiting for my new phone (my dad bought me an iphone ive had a fliphone forever but ive been grounded for like 6/7 months) hes setting it up rn and wheni get it i can text him ad hopefully things will go well!

@Jisung tysm for listening it means alot i feel better after getting that off m chest ty

@enternewusername i would say block them and ignore it all but the block system on here is buns and if yer like me my fomo gets horrble when idk whats happening with people
i really recommend to try and find smt new to obsess over
i am not trying to diagnose u or anyhing like that, but this highkey seems like bpd and rory is probably yer fp (favorite person) i really sympathize for u and thruought thus whole thing i WILL be here for u. i saw what u said to june_ and those all are things ive-

-done too. i managed to getmyself out of that attachment, and i really do think u shuld find somethung to obsess over. if it gets to a point its hurting yiu either physically or mentally i will talk u out of it

@enternewusername yesss if u can, sstart soeaking to that new guy. dnt get attached to him until you KNOW hes good for u tho. if u cant help it, if anything happens ill try and help u

@Jisung i did have a conv with him and we have alot in common! hes also rlly kind to me and letsme talk! hw even asks questions to show hes interested in talking to me! hes nice. and thank you, talking me out of my obsession rn would be nice becayse its making my healing process worse, i this means alot to me ty

@Jisung and i did look into bpd bc my friends think i have t and i told my mom but she just said "your a teenager, all teens are like that. you dont have bpd. get over it"

but i do think imight have it, im not sel diagnosing but i THINK its possible i have it. literally every single symptom matched up to me

@enternewusername thats actually awesme and im so glad hes good to u, i promis u itll be ok. i was in this exact spot last year anf the effects of it will forever haunt me. i dont want that for anyine else and so if nibody elses listens just know i will.

@enternewusername i feel like as someone with borderpolar u more than likely have bpd

@Jisung tysm ur likemy vest friend now can i put u in my bio on my main

thid means alot to me nobody tries to help me whe i open up they just think im mentally insane and ghost me

@enternewusername yes ofc i really hope everything will be okay for you

and dw i dont think you're insane, im the same way

@Jisung ty for understanding it really means so much to me tysm

@enternewusername no problem, if u ever need me im here