Yeah. I just gave up trying to talk to you. Why were you so upset? I was worrying because I couldn't talk to you or help.

Yeah... sorry about that...
You probably don't know, but when I first created my Hatena Account, I was a wreck. I was part of the general manga and Sonic OC fandoms, of neither I was good at [and before you say anything, let me say that I was terrible YEARS ago, although I still fall short compared decent artists here], and so I was cast aside. I don't think I had more than two or three fans for an entire year! And I think one was a result of me accidentally clicking the favorites button...
Anyway, my all-time favorite creator, Pichu, made a certain flipnote, which I spun-off unsuccessfully and met Exion through another spin-off.
No, she wasn't the "her" I mentioned... I'm getting to that...
So, Exion was a KH fan, which I knew nothing about then. One day, she posted a spin-off MV with the audio "InSaNiTy", which was an interesting song to me at the time. I looked at the original MV, and guess which odd little green kid I found.
Gar-dono herself.
I knew next to nothing about Invader Zim at the time, but that one little Halloween MV had me hooked. I tried to make a decent Irken OC with only that MV and Vulx's Mary-Sue Test for reference.
I posted a Role-Play with my character, desperately wanting to start an RP with someone actually willing to continue one with such a hopeless n00b like me.
What I got was Eca.
Eca was the only response I ever got on that Role-Play... We became best friends and Space Unicorn-Hunting Buddies [long story], and that was the only roleplay I ever continued for so long...
Why I was upset was that I kept saying I would finish my part on the RP, start an MV Collab for us, draw her this and that...
And I never seemed to follow through with those promises...
And, as far as I've known, she doesn't have a 3DS, and she will not respond to my messages when I found her on dA...
I just felt really guilty.
She really did save me... I never would have been who I am today if I hadn't felt that I belonged here either...

So, yea.
The "her" I mentioned is Eca.
I still cannot find her, and I got really frustrated, especially with Hatena's DSi shutdown.
I am very sorry if I had worried you...

Glad to see you're doing better zade!

Oh, and that first Irken OC's name was Banou...
Yet another Arabian Nights reference... XD
[Based off of the name Paribanou from Prince Ahmed and the Fairy.].