you sure love your bunnies.

i love birds, they're so beautiful. so graceful... it fills me with envy the way they fly. makes me wish i could fly too

im scared of heights too. (Twinz!)

sure..... okay...

the person i met through a messanger lied to me, they weren't themselves. they weren't who they said they were. or at least this is what i believe. its damaged my trust... severely. but, we already knew eachother, and i can tell you aren't lying. (right? o-o)

unfortunately in both of our cases, we can only give eachother our word, that we are truthful, what you know about me is true, my personality, all that, i think you know mire, but what, im not sure, i can only take your word and hope you aren't lying

are you being random again?

ah, i see, well, i'm not fake. but, thats me,

what?

i dont think.... GAH! i suck at desicion making.... but.... no, i dont think i can, until i can be 100 percent sure, that that picture would be of you, i would never send ANYTHING.

its okay, im not mad, im not angry, im just putting it out there (although... those dolls DO have a meaning) please dont cry, but its only because i dont want to end up broken again, the other one did the same, they twisted my arm, they made me talk, but i've learned, i've learned not to trust, but you... its like im stuck in between two horses, and and their both pulling on me, until one of them wins... i cant do anything... im so sorry, i wish i could do SOMETHING to help. but i can only offer words.

and i want to know you too, but you read what happened to me, they strang me along, i didnt know until it was to late, i trusted them, and they threw me under the bus, but.... i.. i know that you aren't one of them... i can't.... (i feel like scre.aming, my thoughts are arguing) be sure... and i believe you but, the outcome cant change much. im so sorry, so very sorry.

and its not your fault, your just curious, i am too, but we both do want to be let down about this, its not a steady situation, its like two Rams locking horns

good night lara, i promise i wont spread anything you send me ever, thats a promise, remember that, i keep my word okay?

not particularily....

one minute...

I was feeling pretty down after what happened. guilty i geuss, i cant stand when i make people sad. it makes me feel horrible, but thats not your fault, i got artblock because of it. i was worried that you were sad, i hate worrying (not your fault) i hope i didn't make you unhappy for too long.

just after you left was the worst... i felt awful about it,

actually, i sifted through all of the evidence at hand. its pretty hard to fake a persona in a situation like this, handwriting is correct, all the data can be recorded, the photo was in Nintendo 3ds, 3d photo format, and those dolls were there, i hardly think you could google a picture using those filters and find a good result, i conclude a truth here. im not kidding, you passed the test.

no your not, it makes me very sad when you say that, you're a smart person, very smart, i know this isn't the BEST situation to be in, but the LAST thing i could EVER, EVER, ask you to do, would be to stop talkong to me, that would to much, we're friends, (right?) i swear there is some way I can prove it... but i havent found it yet.

i like silly stuff! and strange, and afterwards... i might tell you something as well, but whenni do, take me serious. got it? now, whats silly?

(im childish too, and i wont give it up) okay, now, i need you to SWEAR, that you will take me seriously, this is 100 PERCENT REAL, now, do you want to know?

okay then, i think, i THINK... i might be going insane... i swear to dear god that im not kidding. i swear i've been seeing things, they aren't normal... my thoughts have become jumbled and twisted, i've started to twitch more often.... if this real, its getting worse by the day.... i cant figure out WHY!? its like being trapped in a box, i think my house is helping... its always been... weird, inside, like your being watched, i- T-WHAT WAS THAT!.... i heard a creak.... probably nothing. (then why did i type it? :b)

and to top it off, the nightmares, it all started with one, a really harmless one too.

it was a sleep paralysis event (a waking nightmare, the mind hasnt woken up from a dream, but the has, the mind projects everything in the noghtmare into real life perception, you can hear, touch, smell, and feel the nightmare) it was about this wispy black monster, chasing me around to a narration, the narrator dragging on about the creature and about its "containment procedure" then i "woke up" but it was still there... and when it was over, i could still see it sometimes, i still think i do.

WHY ARE TWINZ!? i have both phobias... although i've never been alone often. the dark is where i see "him" (im calling it, "him",'cause he has a weird name) its like he standing innthe corner of my room, just... staring at me....

OH $&:[! i think i saw him....

i try to think positive, but that little $ #&;(*) keeps creeping into my thoughts, and then i have to start over. (great!, another creaking noise)

i wish it was as simple as that for me, i'm going to draw him right now, keep talking though, it shouldn't take long...... (i keep hearing things! D:<)

he is just a shadow, a mist of black smoke, there arent any details, fingers legs a head and hands, all that, plain as can be

but yeah... i think i'll be alright, goodnight lara. sweet dreams.

yeah i hope so. - _ -
oh how i hope.

Hello, hows it going?

better, at least i know i'm not as crazy as i thought.

i dunno, mayve its becuase i know that im not the only one.... still afraid of whats in the dark

sort of, i geuss i have nothing to be afraid of anymore, i think i let him out, (of my mind) i can sleep easy again.

me too, i'm not afraid of him anymore, the dark.... still a little, (im sure thats my house attributing to that) i feel, joy....

*scratches head* no.... i think my head is empty. O-o

i think my minds edge has been dulled by pewdiepies scr.eaming....

(brb soon, please wait... maybe 5-10 minutes...)

(Penumbra: overture lol, gone now, see you soon.)

i need mah turkeh samitch.... everyone knows what happens when i dont get mah turkeh samitch.... (reference)

im currently flying a horsie to the moon, on a saddle made of 24 karrot gold, how about you? (i may have lost my mind afterall!)

oh im fine, only a silly joke... (thinks: attributing from all of the wild mushrooms i just ate of the forest floor) completely fine @//u//@

Maybe we could RP? its something we havent done in ages! whatd'ya say?

Sigma: *looks outside* nice day out, wouldn't you say?

Alpha: *looks* dude, its pouring rain, whats wrong with you?

Sigma: *puzzled* what? i love the rain!

Alpha: i dont, i start to smell funny.

Sigma: Oh well, im going outside, you, *points at Alpha* cant come. *walks away*

Alpha: wasn't going anyway! *curls up on the floor* i wonder where the other feather head is.

(alpha is being a bad dog. he calls people names!)

Sigma: *startled slightly* oh! hello lara, nothing much, just going for a stroll, you?

Alpha: *climbs to his feet* usually the feather heads are jabbering about something.... so where'd the brown guy go?

Alpha: *sees Delta, and then sighs* great. looks like i'm going to get my fur wet. *puts hood up and walks outside towards delta*
Sigma: Maybe i can help? i can track things very well, and maybe Delta and Alpha can help too.

Alpha: WHY! i pretty sure your buddy doesnt want the living room to smell like wet dog, im not doin' it. *crosses arms*

Sigma: Where? *looks around* i cant see anything, what does it look like?

Alpha: Agh! im a sucker for romantics.... *unzips hoody* but im going underneath with her, im not gettin' wet.
Sigma: Okay, lets see...*pulls out binoculars* is that it? *shows Lara* 'cause if it is, it seems Delta and Alpha beat us there....

Sigma: *teleports a liitle distance away from alpha, glances at lara* what now?

Alpha: Out of the way! we've got a situation here! *points at girl*

Sigma: Oh no, get her inside, quickly! *steps out of the way*

(OH F#*&! I SAW A FACE! JESUS I SCARED ME! WHAT DO I DO!)

(im hearing whispers, that face scared the living bejesus out of me man!)

(ohgodohgodohgodohgod... im scared to look now, wasn't "him" at least, God da.mn that was freaky, almost **** myself, the whispering was what tipped me off, im fine now... please continue.)

Sigma: Alpha! get those towels, i'll get the med-kit, this'll need sticthes,
Alpha: Gotcha! *runs to the bathroom for towels* got 'em!
Sigma: *grabs medi-kit and opens it, then looks at girl* okay, now, this wont hurt much, but i can't risk sedating you, this wont be long *pulls out sewing needle and thread*

Alpha *runs in with towels and and hands them to lara* here!

Sigma: Alpha, Delta, make sure she cant move, *begins*

(and its not the first time i've run into this guy before, he likes to hide behind me...)

Sigma: what other choice do we have Lara? and not always, i'll make sure it wont scar *looks at girl* sound good? *starts again* make sure shes secure okay? *glances at Alpha and Delta*

Alpha: *grips her arm a little tighter* i've got her.

Sigma: *glances at the girl, tears up slightly* its okay, we're almost done, see? *keeps stitching, finishes, cute the thread* there, *straightens up* that wasn't too bad, just get your rest, we'll check on you every so often, Alright? Delta, Alpha, you can let go now,

Alpha: sure, sure, *lets go and walks away*

Sigma: *walks to living room* i'll wait until morning, then we'll get some answers to this *sits down and lays back in chair* lets just sleep for now. *closes eyes*

.....MORNING....

Sigma: *eyes flick open as he lifts his head off the chair* mmmmm pancakes. *Gets up and walks to the dining room, sits*
Alpha: FOOD! *bolts past sigma slips and falls, gets up and sits and begins to eat*

Alpha: hello. *thinks: Great! another featherhead...*

Sigma: hello solar, how are you feeling? you got cut pretty bad. hope the stitches didn't hurt. *smiles, starts to eat*

Sigma: *shrugs it off* glad to hear its healing.... you seem like you haven't been around here long solar... and judging on what happened last night, you seem.... special... am i correct?

Sigma: very interesting, i thought it was only a myth, then again fact is stranger then fiction, i'm still glad to hear your better, *smiles and continues eating*

Alpha: *thinks: if i wasn't sure they were all crazy... i'd, do.... i don't know something*

Sigma: wait! where are you going?

Alpha: *Uh oh! i can see where this is headed! one less room to sleep in...) well. im done eating, see ya' later *walks out*

Sigma: okay, okay, okay! everyone, just freeze! now, *looks at Lara* i think that you need to explain what's happening, because, no one's moving until then. okay?

Alpha: *Thinks: this is nonsense, keeps walking*

Sigma: *doesn't quite know what to do* ugh. this is only raising more questions then answers. *frowns* and calm yourself Delta.

Alpha: *thinks: this place has too much melodrama*

Sigma: ALPHA TAKE CARE OF THE HOUSE! *thinks: im not leaving you Solar, touches Lara and teleports with them*

Alpha: Wow! this went better then i thought, no extra featherhead! and i ditched the first two to boot!

Sigma: Delta, calm down, we're fine, and i got Alpha to watch the house. everythings great.and the view ain't bad *looks around*

Sigma: no... i think we were seperated... not good, i think i need some highground, im climbing, come on, soon as we're above the treeline we'll be able to see where the others are. *starts to climb, thinks: i hope solar's okay...*

Sigma: *still climbing* i like to climb, besides i cant use binoculars that way. *reaches treetops* Ah! here we are, *pulls out binoculars* i can see some dust... like something caved in.... maybe we should check it out, could be the others.

Signa: well seeing as i have a reasonable objective, im going to go South, im pretty sure i dont want to hear you bicker with lara. see ya, *flies off to the collapse, thinks: i really hope Solar's alright*

Sigma: Well, something DEFINEATELY collapsed here.... cant see what. *curses, lands and crouches close to the hole's edge* Any one down there!?

Sigma: *thinks sarcasticly: great! no clothes. now what?* yeah i can see it, but what do i do with it, its torn... its no good anymore.

Sigma: *thinks: this is getting weird* sure, im pretty sure i have enough rope i my back pack, should be enough to get you up, *pulls rope out, ties one end to a tree, throws the other end into the hole* here you go!

Sigma: *thinks: this isn't getting any easier!* Oh no! *draws sword, twirls it* come at me! *gets into a fencing stance, thinks: i guess this could work, its going to have to. dives for the tree, unties the rope and re-ties to his waist* okay! ready solar? *starts to pull and tie knots in the rope*

Sigma: *a look of slight horror crosses his face* no... not at ALL. *quickly slashes the rope* we need to move, Delta went north, i suggest you get going. i can hold him back, i'll catch up, hurry!

Sigma: I dont want you hurt! please... i can handle it. just.... go. *tears up slightly, Charges the the demon with his sword, slashes at it* Go! now!

Sigma: *glances at Solar* Looks like we have no choice now, show me what you can do, *runs to his sword to pick it up*

Sigma: *Slides and grabs his sword* No problem, TIME TO CLIP THOSE WINGS! *throws sword at the demoms wing, slicing one of the wings membranes, sword lands on the other side and sticks into the ground* try flying like that! *starts dash to pick up his sword*

Sigma: *blushes* heheh.... yeah.... *winces in pain* darn spi.kes... wont be able use my sword for now.... *thinks: there has to be a way to get out of this whip... but how?* (whispering now) Solar... i need you to hold still while i search my pack for my knife.... *turns his arm up slowly, then flips his pack open, slides pack down his shoulder and searches*

Sigma: *blushes* umm sure, what is it, *looks at her but keeps searching, curse under his breath* where is that knife...

Sigma: *stops searching and turns his head to solar* mate? what do you mean?

Sigma: *spits on the demons feet* You, will never hear anything from me, *glares at him* i dont trust you as far i can throw you. and solar. we'll have that conversation later.

Sigma: meh, i've been in worse situations, but thats a story for another time, i guess we can talk about the "mate" thing now, i think we've got plenty of time.

Sigma: i think i KNOW enough already, the point is that he isnt my mate... but he's my best friend, we go back many years, and he and i are almost like family, i let live in my house becuase he doesn't have any family, much less a home. i think lara may have mis-interpereted his thoughts...

Sigma: not yet... *thinks: where is this going? i think...*

Signa: *blushes* yes, yes i would *thinks: i'm so happy!*

Sigma:,oh yeah... forgot where we were... we can save the romantics for later, *whispers* i foubd the knife... *pulls knife out and begins to saw away at the ropes and thinks: if i dont make it out of here, I could die happy, smiles* hold on we'll be out of here in no time.

Sigma: Toasting marshmellows! *pushes against solar, rope snaps and they both fall and land with a thud* ouch. we need to run! *gets up and starts to sprint to the left* hurry!

(okay ono)
Sigma: What? he's just a big old bully... with a bad sense of fashion. *points at him* so leave her alone, we're not going anywhere with you!

Sigma: besides, if we wanted to go see Lara, we could go ourselves, we dont need you to drag us there.

Sigma: well, an escort wouldn't be so bad. this place is really weird....

Sigma: i had a feeling you'd have a name like that. *follows* so, why were you trying to kidnap us?

Sigma: yeah. but he went off to argue with Lara *rolls eyes*, i think it was worth more of my time to go get you, then to listen to him and Lara bicker

Sigma: i bet that "understanding" won't last long, but oh well, what can you do.

Sigma: here *helps Solar to her feet* why'd you stop?

(okay)

Sigma: well, nice to meet you Diabolo, i guess we will meet again, *pulls on Solar's hand* c'mon, lets go inside and see Lara.

Sigma: right behind you, *walks up to the door opens it* ladies first. *smiles*

Sigma: *walks a circle around the room with Solar* no... where's Delta? he said he was going to find you, he couldn't have just gotten lost

Sigma: what did you do!? *runs into room, thinjs: oh god i hope hes okay, i just dont know what would happen if he's harmed*

Sigma: *points angrily at the tube* What is this! what are you doing to him! Let him out of there! now!

Sigma: Fix what! whats going on!? I want him out of there or i'll do it myself!

Sigma: fine, then whats wrong with him? and how can it be MY fault? i gave him everything, nothing i could have ever done could do anything to him, so what is it!?

Sigma: What!? thats ubsurd! i can barely make a robot, much less a fully functioning organism, how does this make any sense! i dont even know anymore....

Sigma: *looks at lara, but you cant see his eyes* Yes, but im afraid i cant allow that... he's going to stay "broken" even if it kil.ls me, i wont let you manipulate him, me and him have been friends forever, i simply wont allow this, i'm so sorry about whats about to happen, sincererist appologies... Lara... *picks lara up* so, very, very sorry.

Sigma: dont struggle...*reads the monitors hooked into Delta's chamber and reviews his vital signs* all stable, but if i unplug this *takes a chord coming out the machine, unplugs it and watches Delta's heart beat speed up* hmm... no, *re-inserts chord, heart beat returns to normal, does this with all of the chords, until he finds one does nothing* Found it. *rips the chord out the chamber door opens spilling it out, Delta lands on the floor still conn.ected

Sigma: *stops* i... i.. of course.... yes. but... Delta.... *tear runs down his face* i dont know who to choose.... *lets Lara go, collapse to his knees at Delta's side* i'm not thinking straight. my selfishness was going to get him ki.lled... i should never have done this... i just.... i just wanted my friend to be safe.... but... not if this is whats going to happen... *backs up to the wall and stares at Delta, then to Solar, cries a little bit*

Sigma: i wasn't going to ki'll him, i was trying to save him, but i got in the way of myself. thank you lara, it means a lot. i wont forget it, now Solar can you help me get him on his feet? *looks up* i thought solar was there a second ago... lara? where'd she go?

Sigma: *tears up a little, a little brokenhearted* oh.... okay... can you get me and Delta home? i think he needs some rest.

Sigma: yes, i'm ready,

Sigma: *Thinks: this was like some kind of gharish nightmare.... *tear streaks down face* i cant take mind off of it all, Delta, Solar, i lost one, but i wont loose the other, i swear....* solar.....

(goodnite.)

okay, i'm worried at this behavior, whats wrong? whats making you so sad?

okay, then whats going on, what are you conflicted about?

(its not a trap, im just worried)

what do you mean?

(its not pathetic, you just dont have the license yet, big deal, i know you'll get one.)
well, i can the conflict, but i know that adults should know how to behave, just because you play games and things, doesn't make you immature, its a pass-time, you just need to learn and remember WHEN, its an aproppriate time to do it, getting a job is part of adulthood, (man i sound so grown-up... is that weird?) you need to learn when to set aside time for things like; bills, job hours, work, and all of that.

im lazy too, but i know when its necessary to focus, and keep the entertainment off, i learned the difference between, "distraction" and "lazyness", when it comes to school, i have my nose to the grindstone 24/7, i make SURE that i don't get distracted. i think all you need is that, to learn when its important to focus, and when its important to be productive.

im glad that i could help, but for future reference, i wasn't acting, i care about my friends, i make sure that theu aren't unhappy, it makes me upset to hear my friends upset.

no reason to apologize

i think i've become accustomed to using it as a joke, but yeah, i'm weird... always have been, and that face a couple days ago scared the living bejesus out of me, but other than that, im fine, thank you for your concern

not exactly "jokes", but i have always liked dark themed things... but "the demons inside me" description ending is a joke.

yeah i can see WHY, your worried, but pleases, when im serious about it, (if i ever am) i will make sure i tell you, like, "i think im insane, seriously"okay?

thats very sweet. i swear i wont.... i can also explain WHY, i see those things, ever heard of "shadow people"?

i guess i still see them.

i would rather ignore them, as long as they aren't close to me i know they cant hurt me, so i just live with them, kind of a symbiosis, the scare me, i ignore them, i guess its not THE BEST, but it works, all of this time, they just... stare....

well, with all i know about WHAT, they are i can compose a theoretical understanding of how they appear, do you want know my theory?

i have always understood that they aren't.... normal. so, if they arent normal, then where did they come from? as we all know, there are multiple dimensions, we humans, inhabit the "third dimension", so, if the shadow people inhabit our "space", but not our physical universe, then they its as if they are "leaking" through, to our dimension, like they are small tears, or "breaches" in between our dimensions, every once and awhile, one of them wanders through, and ends up here, they wander around, and then like a fly in a bottle, either get trapped, or they find the breach they came through, and leave, so, does that make sense?

no wonder people think i'm a genius.... i mean, WOW, look at all that writing... man, and thats the "simplified" version....

but what could be different about them. they sound alike.

ah, so like a ghost, i see,

why would it make you sound crazy?

no, not until AFTER, i asked why :b

well, now thats all over and taken care of, what would you like to do?

of course i would, silly! how about we continue where we left off on the last one? i shall begin

...........................

Sigma: *laying in bed covered up, staring at the wall*

Sigma: *rolls over to look at her, his eyes are red from tears and his voice sounds slightly rough* done what.

Sigma: *rolls over again* yes.
(remember that Sigma is bitter, not me)

Sigma: *pulls the covers over his head and sighs heavily* nothing you can do can get me out of bed, not anymore.

Sigma: *eyes widen* SOLAR!? *Rolls out of bed and face plants*

Sigma: *rolls over and sits up* of course i missed you. *smiles* im glad your back.

*stands and blushes* thanks... i think. well, you know my name, and i know yours, so, hello! *bows* i'm sigma the hawk, pleasure to... erm, re-meat you Solar.

Sigma: *thinks: great, now how am i going to explain this* oh him? that was delta, he's my best friend, i let him live here.

Sigma: Hey! where you going?! *stumbles over to Solar* why do you need Delta?

Sigma: well, i guess that makes sense, but i dont think it was your fault, anyhow, Delta could be outside in his favorite place, wanna walk there?

Sigma: well, umm... heheh. two days. yesterday you can't remember. but thats when we met. *smiles*

Sigma: well... actually, not that much. we never had the time to talk. maybe now?

Sigma: i guess, he never saw you before yesterday. Delta, you remember Solar, dont you?

Sigma: whoah, whoah, whoah! calm down buddy, i can explain everything, just... calm down, okay?

okay, the easiest part would be with her- *gestures at Solar* i've onky known her for a few days, she was only in my... erm, bedroom because of Lara, we were only talking okay?. she came here because wanted to apologize to you actually,

*Sigma:* (hahah, im so silly)

Sigma: okay, we're best friends, ever since were very little, we were both orphans so we both took care of eachother, we always stuck up for eachother, and up until recently, you have been living in my home because you had nowhere to live. and the reason you cant get me out of your head, is because of Lara.

Sigma: i bet she can try, well solar, you just came back, maybe you can get her back here? hows that sound Delta? im sure she can fix everything.

Sigma: *looks to Solar* great, try and get her here fast, *looks back at Delta* and no, nothing's "wrong" with you, but you seem very distressed, and i know a way to help, so im going to help.

Sigma: of course i do!, we're so close we might as well be brothers, but why would you leave?

Sigma: *Freezes, and slowly turns his head to Delta* why!? why would you want this!? i would never condone it, i wont let you leave me alone!

Sigma: What!? whats going on!? *backs up and dalls down* Who are you! you're not Delta!

Sigma: BACK OFF DELTA! *smashes into him shoulder first knocking him to the ground, looks at solar* RUN! *turns back quickly to see that Delta is gone and hiding* oh $#*&! *draws sword*

Sigma: *Falls onto his back and smacks his head off the ground knocking him out cold* ungh.....

Sigma: *eyes flicker a couple of times then open* ungh.... *eyes widen instantly, sits up, grabs Solar's upper arm and drags them both backwards very fast* STAY AWAY! *grabs sword off the sword*

(sword off the the sword!? WTH! XD, I meant to say "ground"... not "sword". XD)

Sigma: YOU THREATENED TO K'ILL ME, AND SOLAR! *grips his sword even tighter* You turned into this... monster...

Sigma: see! something happened, and if you didn't know it happened, then something is seriously wrong, but at least you seem to have your memories back.

Sigma: *Looks at Delta* you dont LOOK, like a monster, you ACTED, like one. like i said, you said you were going to ki'll me and Solar, *looks at Lara* and why didn't you take care if this an hour ago when he turned?

Sigma: *looks at lara* its okay, but at least you helped *looks at Solar* so technicaly Delta, yes... and no, but the thing i dont undestand, What in the he// is going on here!?

Sigma: *facepalms* i knew that might come back to haunt me, anyhow, what did i do to him?

Sigma: Well... is the problem solved, because... he isnt his normal colors... and when did you do this?

Sigma: Wonderful! i just hope you dont snap.... that wouldn.t be helpful... so, what now. *looks at everyone*

Sigma: bro, your so weird. *tries to catch up to solar* hey wait up!

Sigma: im guessing you dont have a house, am i right?

Sigma: *looks at Delta, then looks back to solar* becuase i DO, have a house with plenty of space....

Sigma: *blushes and smiles* Yeah, you're definatley right about that, *looks back at Solar and yells* Don't forget to visit!

Sigma: yeah, *walks with Delta* we need some sleep.

(i dunno maybe)

everyone is sleeping... shhh

im confused now, but okay. how did you do a voice for Delta?

well. yeah that makes sense, its a good thing i can change my voice, makes it easy.

only problem, microphones make my voice sound high pitch, but its not, it really bugs me.

awwww... but i sound awesome in my head...

why not? tell thy story.

well... it Kinda made me laugh, but no, no you dont look like that.

i've gotten used to it... also the "harry potter" jokes, but those can be funny... god how i hate that nickname, i look nothing like him.

i swear to GOD, that i don't look like him, i hate that nickname... there's this one kid on my bus, whenever i walk by "hey harry potter" if he says that a few more times, hes going to end up with my knuckles between his eyes.

you would NOT BELIEVE, the kids who sit at the back on my afternoon bus... they are what you could call.... well, bluntly put, Druggies. they're all soooo stupid, one kid tried to lite another kid's hair on fire. they flip the busses emergency levers, and they just act stupid.

and that is why i have music.

that says HAVE, not hate, i couldn't do much without music.

i just use music for art, its like Crack, i listen to it, then BOOM, i just sketch to my hearts content.

right now i've been listening to Three Days Grace, Daft Punk, Zomboy, and another song.

i dunno.... that is weird though.

shhh.... (yes)

it IS a nice place. in the right places.

free health-care is nice, i can break a leg and not pay for it. Lol,

go ahead.

-i think they can be funny

-i dont really know, maybe british

-i was born in the north... so cold up there, it was weird, i'd wake up and it wouldn't even be light outside.

oh well. its only a silly accent.

i dont know... Sigma sounds like i sound in my head. and Delta. well, you took,care of his voice.

i would consider Alpha, but they both technicly are.

it makes sense.

you are excellant at RP'ing, probably one of the best i've met, no joke.

and that is why, i RP with you, you dont make the story... weird, you make a good story in logical order. and draw a conclusive and relevant ending.

um... i think you mixed up some words there.

wait. no you didn't, silly me. but yeah, that makes sense.

nah, that was probably just a lack of eniciative.

its like you didn't FEEL like finishing it the way you wanted. to. bored, or something like that.

that would've happened anyway.

meh, it still had a good ending

well, okay then....... what now?

but from where? i know! you start! ouo

Sigma: *lying in bed smiling* ahhh... another great day, *gets out of bed, puts on his shoes and gloves* time to eat... i'll have some toast. i bet Delta'll need to eat to, *puts bread in the toaster* Delta! toast in the toaster!

Sigma: Delta!? C'mon! BREAKFAST BUDDY! he never ignores me when it comes to food.
Alpha: *takes toast and whispers* yoink! *Sneaks away with the food*

Sigma: *turns around and sees the toast is gone* Okay! im comin' *walks outside* whats up buddy?

Sigma: well, obviously, a fire, but i know what you mean, i'll get our gear, and we can check it out. *walks to his room and picks up his backpack, then grabs Delta's backpack and walks back outside*

Alpha: *looks out the window to see Sigma and Delta leaving* Awesome! now i've got the house all to myself again!

Sigma: LETS GO! *smiles and starts walking*

Alpha: Oh, its you, haven't seen you around here for awhile, whats up?

Sigma: i wonder whats going on in that forest, i've never seen a forest fire here... so what could it be?

Sigma: really? i'd be glad to hear it.

Alpha: *sighs* its been pretty weird. Sigma's been over the moon for days. its starting to weird me out...

Alpha: *stretches* I Sleep, and eat... ever since i changed, thats all i've done. heh, its not a bad exchange

Sigma: *facepalms* why didn't i think of her... but why would Solar be in the middle of the forest?

Alpha: *frowns* no.... am i? *puts hands on the sides of his head* AM i a dog....

Sigma: actually... no. i dont get it. but anyhow, i think we should stop it before thins get out of hand

Alpha: *smirks* HaHa, verrry funny Lara, my sides are splitting. sarcasm.

Sigma: you think she might be fighting something? she said she could handle things, but i don't think she can control her fire

Alpha: *Frowns* okay, cut it out, its not that funny anymore.

Sigma: again... i've lost ya. are you insinuating something? *narrows eyes*

Alpha: oh... well, *shrugs* why not, haven't done anything for about a month, i need my exercise

Sigma: well, at least she isn't starting a forest fire, *looks up* should we go up?

Alpha: *sighs and stands* okay, *walks out to the door, and walks outside* well, what now lara?

Sigma: *pulls the rope* Ding Dong!

Alpha: what a cliche, but why not.

Sigma: i've nevee turned down an offer from such a pretty face. *smiles and climbs the ladder*
(only a gramatical error, you're not stupid)

Sigma: Wow... nice place, and in only a couple of days too! you must of worked pretty hard. *smiles*

Sigma: *sits down* ahhhh.... its nice to sit, we walked all the way here... thought there was a fire, but it was only your fireplace.

(i need to go, i'll be back in about... 10 minutes, maybe more, okay?)

Sigma: meh, i always think the worst i suppose, besides *starts eating* i have been more of a tactical thinker. *continues eating*

Sigma: me too buddy, that red seemed to make you... brighter. *continues to eat* but its only been three days, i'm sure they'll turn back eventually.
(by the way, what colors does Delta have now?)

I think you look no different... other than colors, and as long as your not trying to ki'll anyone, your still my friend, *finishes eating, looks at Solar* that was wonderful, you cook as well as Delta does. *Smiles*

(oh no! thats terrible! do you have a spare stylus? i hope you do.)

*Sigma:* (GAH! my memory)

Sigma: *looks at Delta* okay.... *thinks: that was very out of character... should i be worried? * sure... wait... did you say TIGER bacon?

(if you weren't using the stock 3ds stylus... then what stylus were you using?)

Sigma: nothing... i just thought it was normal bacon, sure TASTED, like normal bacon, anyhow... *starts helping*

(okay that thing, in what way did it break? did it just snap? or fall apart?)

(there's always a way to fix things, maybe send me a picture/pictures of it, i bet i could find a way to fix it, then tell you how... but okay)

(but the solution may involve glue...)

(man... well, i guess you'll just have to draw on paper and trace the art when you get a new one. also thats funny becuase my screen is frigged up from scratches... all my DS's ended up like that... weird)

i've had 2 3ds's (becuase the trigger stopped working, so it was replaced, free of charge too! lost my sticker though) Dsi XL (that my father broke.... COMPLETELY IRREPARABLE) and a DS lite. all of them with high ammounts of scratch damage.

i only put the sticker on it because it was a special sticker, and a important day.

i thought i was the only who does things like that... but mine are even and are small multiples of two...
(i swear i saw "him" a second ago. i thought he was gone, apparently not)

(i think im just overtired) battery dying, goodnight

okay! what is it? o3o

nah its not creepy. im flattered actually, its nice to see him. but he was done EXTREMELY WELL! i love the hair! its kinda weird that he has no clothes.... but what can you do.

both are exceptionaly well done! you drew them very well, all of them, their hair is exceptionaly well designed, good work! although Solar is probably the most... Awkward of the three of them...

just some arguing... really STUPID arguing. but i'm fine now... although i swear i saw "him" again, in broad daylight too. strangely, he looked like the picture i drew, not like he usually does... slightly worrying.

yeah, but those throw things. and im positive he's not a ghost... he's either real in some form. or he's a hallucination caused by something.

actually "Poltergieust" is a german word meaning "noisy ghost" they usually move, throw or disrurb objects around them , and can make noise. but i understand, i still dont know WHY he looked so similar to te drawing, he even had the smile, and what i think were the stitches.

AFHHCJURN! i hate when i let my intelligence make me act all "superior" i'm so sorry. please dont be mad... i cant stand it when i do this. *smacks head against wall*

im so stupid... *smacks head* Stupidstupidstupid. i feel horrible. *sits crosslegged on the floor* I deserve to sot in the corner. not you.

i guess we could go back and forth like this for hours. but i think we should just meet in the middle, yes, you overreacted SLIGHTLY, but i shouldn't have been an a$$, so we both made a mistake, so lets forget about it and agree, we both did something.

As am i, i do that to much its starting to sicken me, i hate being mean, butni can't help it, its like a bad habit. but i understand.

How can you help? (why does that sound rude?)

That is.... AN EXCELLANT IDEA! i love it all. it all makes sense, i've never had someone to just... talk to really, talking had always been for a purpose, mostly education, or my friends. but never for talking about things. and a sidenote, please stop feeling like a creep. 'cause you aren't

uh oh... im out of ideas again... o-o

thats true... i think that new RP i've been thinking about is in the way...

one thats been floating around in my mind for days now, but i needed coverart to do it. so it's going in my gallery momentarily, i welcome you to join, but, it wont have normal parameters, the rules will be set in the RP's description, So. are you in?

Human and Sonic, but sonic oc's will have their appearances will be changed, they will become "anthros" like alpha, just to make it more appealing to the theme.

better hurry, i've started it. but its steampunk, just imagine your character wearing british style things, Scarves, Trench coats, and for the SteamPunk, he can have a robotic limb/machine, and goggles as well as things like, tool belts and such.

oh i've compensated war on that. just join in, trust me i SWEAR, it wont have much vio.lence, only an occasional fist fight. just wait and play along. plllllleeeeeaaaassseeee!

awww okay. but it just wont be the same. :/

okay, i swear! i cann hear something... sounds like some kind of... distorted breathing...

that was around 1:30 to until i left, it sounded like someone had been breathing into a microphone, and then used a sound editor to sc.rew it up.

i think "he" has a friend, hes white or skin tone, although he's... different, he has a form. its like a malnourished adult, (you can see his bones against his skin) and instead of eyes... he has these... pits, just, n
black, its like it leaks out a little, just slightly enought to make the circles rough and uneven. and he has, i think, no mouth.

as soon as i heard that noise, i baisicly, Froze, i didnt move for at least 30 seconds.

luckily for me, they havent done anything other then stare at me out of the corner of m vision. at the moment, their only a nuicence. i hope this doesnt progress. im glad you dont think im crazy, im getting worried by these... things.

another good things is that they only appear for... maybe, 0.5 seconds, so five milleseconds, just enough to be registered by the human eye, and long enough to be logged in memory. but NOT long enough to be reacted against.

Im positive now, that i'm just seeing things, probably some harmless insomnia, (i hope). on another note, i wish i could finish that RP. i had to leave and continue it, but no one came back.

me too, I PROMISE, i had already mapped the story, there wont be much vio.lence. mostly sneaking, you'll see

the last thing i said on the friend chat, before we came here.

we find a way. anyway that lets us talk, even letters if we have too. i SWEAR, i wont forget.

i do, but im watched like a hawk.

if i could drop off letters, and recieve them WITHOUT, my parents knowing, i'd be in a perfect world.

we use this until we have another option, unfortunate, but its the only way i can think of.

only after the incident.

there isn't really anything else to say about it. what i said, was all that happened.

forgot about the incident? i dont really care, its a moment i would like to forget, im not mad you forgot. more... relieved.

how about we ask questions?

tell me something weird...

im not sure, i ask horrible questions, let me try again.... what is something weird about you?

thats kinda funny, but explains why you say "hun" when referring to me... now you ask. ouo

Have a odd tendency to make sure things are straight, even numbers, and sometimes i even need to mirror stuff, i also twitch... its unpleasant. (CURSED MENTAL ILLNESS!)

im sure that hair's fine... unless its mine...

what is one of your most unique qaulities?

some of thats like me, i get embarassed easily, but i laugh it off, i dont like to be yelled at, it makes angry. okay, your question again

i would probably just use my phrase, the one you know the best, "bonjour mad.amme" im pretty sure not many people in America speak fluid french.

What is your favorite thing to do, other than drawing?

i can't honestly remember the last time i remembered my dreams...now your turn.

i have very many, but the biggest, When people cant use proper grammar while speaking, sure you can use slang and whatever, but it bugs me when someone says something like this; "i SEEN you at the movies"... its not SEEN, its SAW. it REALLY bugs me,

what is YOUR biggest pet-peave?

oh... im a HUGE agressor against that.. i guess im just lazy. i know i SHOULD wash my hands, but i dont... but then again, i hardly ever eat with my hands, i use my cutlery, like a gentleman.

easy answer, Now.

at night, because i can talk to you. o//u//o

hmm im running out of questions, whats the scariest thing ever, in your opinion?

driven to alska at night, and then watching King-Kong for 2 hours before going to bed.

(just as a warning, due to the length of time we spent tonight, for the next few days, at 9:00, i will be asleep, this will last two or three days, okay?)

im tired, im going to bed soon. what about you?

so, goonight, i guess.

What's the funnest thing YOU'VE ever done?

heh, i like to swim, but i cant do it properly, anyways, your turn! ouo

i believe... i was 5, but as you can understand, they were horrible. very, very Crude. but look at me now, my five-year-old self would be wrought with envy.

okay, Whats your most prized possession?

-my characters
-my games
-my my 3ds
-and my art skills.

Who is your art inspiration?

(Im the same way. i inspire myself, i think back to when i was five, and now, and i think, "i, am, amazing", man... thats sounds very narcissistic) I LOVE BROWNIES!

(i only get sick if the chocolate has actual Cacoa powder, then if i eat to much of THAT, i get sick.)

What your favorite thing to do, that you do every day?

(actually i think thats really cool) i like to read CreepyPastas, they're horror stories, unfortuneatley they scare me slightly.

I <* SCP-***!!! heheh, phasing through walls, and eats people, WHAT CAN BE BETTER!? the only scary SCP is... i cant remember the number, but its the giant undead lizard.

(*SCP-106*)

SCP-999 for the win!

hes a wonderful orange slime ball, he acts like a dog, makes you happy instantly after contact with him, he smells like your favorite food, and he likes to tickle fight. Isnt that amazing!

yeah, i'd read the ones before 999, and as soon as i landed upon that one, i was absolutely weirded out, it did not fit. but, i thought he was cool.

oh yeah, i COMPLETELY FORGOT... okay, What is your favorite TV show?

yeah, i loved to draw Zim, he was such an odd character, like Dib, they both overeacted a lot, although i loved Gir the most.

ask away.

I would describe it.... unique, we found a way to trust, and understand eachother, without meeting, its like there was a mountain, but we climbed it. and now, we are best friends. o//u//o

(oops... i just deleted some comments. *facepalm* ugh. curse my inaccurate stylus skills)

yes, yes we are. o//u//o , you go eat now.

maybe i'll stay up, but not to 3:00 again, (remember im adjusting times to YOUR time zone, so technicly, i mean im not staying up till 4.)

no need to be sorry, lets just, not do it again.

i like that nickname... kitten. ouo
but im not sure.... we could keep the questions. or what do YOU want to talk about?

Sure, you go first,

im not sure, it was like... like i felt... Nothing... it lasted a few minutes, im not sure what happened.

yeah... i think so, im pretty sure im fine. it was a weird feeling... it was like i was... empty.

it was probably one of Penumbra's shinanigans.

so i can to you, its fun... plus i slept in 'till 11 o'clock then slept in the car for 2 hours. im good.

Heck yeah! ouo
you start

no. hes mine.... Mine FOREVER. *insane face*
i assume I ask one now?, here we go, If i met you, For real, What would you do?

*awww i wish it was a rayquaza egg*
I would Love him forever... and then... maybe.... put him in a cardboard box, and carry him around.
what would you do if you were diagnosed with an incurable disease?

oh yeah.... forgot that, yes, its deadly.

If i couldn't draw anymore, life wouldn't be worth it, its what keeps me sane, and functioning. without it. i'd baisicly just. wither, i wouldn't really have a future, my art IS my future.

If you needed to live on an island with me, what do you think would happen? (ask me this too)

I would go out. make a house. eat lots of cocon.uts, make a bed, catch malaria. and die happy.
(well that was short! :b)

If you needed a heart transplant, but the only one who could do it, was a monkey, would you let it happen?

(who said i'd save people with the power *insane face*) Regeneration, i'd be like Deadpool, i could get blown up, then but just form back together again! i'd use it wisely... no lne could know, or else the government would nab me, and experiment.

If you needed to go to Antarctica, alone, what would you do?

(Uh oh, here come the awkward questions! bring it on!) hm.... i guess i'd love her back (simplest answer ever :b)
what if Me and Delta were dying and you had to choose between ME or HIM, who would you choose?

Okay, to make sure things dont get weird. im going to answer this; I would be nice

If you needed to defuse a bomb with a 30 second timer, and only i knew how, but i was knocked out, how would you wake me up?

i would burry myself in a very deep hole... the women cant get me in a hole.
If you could go anywhere, (even beyond earth) where would you go?

mur.der those freakin tricksters Umbra and Penumbra. im fed up with their cra,p.

if you could have a last meal before you die, what would it be?

RANDOM KIRBY HUG! (>ouo)>

I would buy a nice big house a good car, a lot of food, games, and keep the rest for charity

If the world ended, and there were only a few survivors, including me, what would you do?

no, im not tired yet, maybe i'll go to bed when its 2:00 (your time zone)

only if you want him to be/not to be.

crawl into a hole. it wont get any better, unless i find you. that makes things 10x better. becuase you're an awesome friend! ouo (my brother and i did the math. its weird, i think you need at least 8 different people, who are not related in ANY way, to repopulate, it took lots of math)

if i were dying and you could come visit me, what would you do?

(how thoughtful, i would do the same)
Steampunk Alpha, definatley, hes so cool! and i love dogs so. they mesh.

If you needed to move to another place, where would you move?

i would still keep it, its unique, i googled my name, only ONE OTHER PERSON has it spelled like mine is spelled, that makes it unique.

What YOU have named yourself?

man i know the feeling, most of my teachers nevee got my name right, but if course they got it eventually, even substitute teachers get it wrong, only 2 out if every 4 substitute teachers i have get it right the first time.

(I love that nickname!)
If you were able to travel in time, backwards or forwards, what time would you go too, and why?

Hands down, if i could, i'd meet Robin Williams, probably THE funniest guy ever.

if you had a portal gun (from portal, duh) how would you use it?

(i might stay a little longer.)
yeah, its like minecraft and its silly world holes, HUGE missing piece of the world, goes all the way through the bedrock into the "Nothingness" and thats when you loose all your good stuff.

(you wanna go to bed?)

another minecraft anger moment is when;
A:when you walking in a cave, with lava, carefully avoiding the lava, and a Zombie/Creeper/Skeleton knocks you into the lava, and you lose your stuff
B: you're digging upward in a cave, and get melted by lava, and lose your stuff

absolutely, so does that mean your going to bed now?

yes, i always do. youre the reason i stay up, because your so much fun to talk to, and when you leave, i have no other reason to be awake, so i go to sleep.

well, i think you should go, i sure you need your sleep. as i need mine.

sweet dreams. -_-ZzZz

really? then ask away.

yes, there is that ability, and they are avialable to me, and most likely you, but unfortunatley, i dont have the ACESS to these. im really starting to feel restricted.

the very same.

its Kil'ling me too. but we are too good friends, if i even TRIED, to explain, you'd never hear from me again. EVER. you woukdn't even see my art. i would never want that to happen, that would be horrible.

they wouldn't even consider that possiblity. i know that, that imcident REALLY scr.ewed up my trust with them. i dont know what would happen, but i know i dont want to find out.

i never said,,that we'd never meet, no matter how long it takes, i WILL meet you. i swear i will, but, i know it wont be now, but, i know it WILL happen, i know it will.

now thats the last thing i want, but if you you need to, then how long?. ono

i understand, if you want to talk, just ask. okay?

goodbye. i hope we can talk eventually. TT - TT

im thankful, you are the one person who can help me, they took it all... but somehow, you're driving them away, its like you are the ONE positive that they are repulsed by. anything else happy i try to think of ends up with Umbra or Penumbra's face peeled in a grin. but... i think of our conversations, and they leave... i cant u derstand why, but it works, you are like the cure for it.

I forgive you, completely, i need you here with me, i know you want to help, you understand, you are my best friend, no one else i know would ever have believed me. you are my friend, and I your's, i only despaired for an hour, i cried myself out, i let it all out through my eyes, then i made that poem. i think i am fine, i only hope YOU are alright, i nearly had a heartattack after reading those messages over FC chat.

i hope so, i dont know what i'd do without you to talk to, my mimd was om the brink today, it could've easily gone either way. thanks to you, i get to live a other day firmly rooted to Sanity. i cant think about the diasterous implications of the results of me losing it, i'd go absolutely bonkers, i'd probably hurt someone, All beacuse if those two D-bags. im sick of their $ #&;^, its really boring me.

i wont leave either, and i SWEAR, that one day, WE WILL SEE EACHOTHER, i Swear,

as do i, i care for all my friends, if your BF hadn't have stepped in like that, you wouldn't have talked for days, then, i can only assume that my mimd would sha.tter like glass u der the weight of the mental assualt from those two idiots.

FU.CK ME PENUMBRA'S NEAEBY I CAN HEAR HIM BREATHING OH FU.CK OH FU.CK OH FU.CK

okay... i thunk he left... but i'll keep my gaurd up, sorry for the language, but sure, id like to hear it.

(your bf is the kind of guy i like, lame sense of humor, like me!)

it is endearing... they're a little odd, but endearing, but yeah, tell me more.

it does indeed. it shows our devotion to our friendship... i think i've run out of conversational topics again...

no i can go for another hour/hour and a half, but i dont know what to talk about, you can continue if you want.

YES I AM STILL HERE. Hello! (im breaking the fourth wall)

that was me talking to your BF, and it failed horribly XD, oh well,

Heheheh, im so funny, HELLO THERE! HOW ARE YOU TODAY. (im going to make all caps a signal to him)

THAT SUCKS. i am not pleased, i just dropped like 3 followers in about 20 minutes, i think they were some noobs who think the"follow him so he follows back" system actually works. it REALLY doesn't

so do i, but when they follow me, becuase they think i'll folllw them back, i dont do that, its just a guy who thinks he can exploit the "common curtesy" in Colors!3D, i dont buy into it. its seems silly, just because you followed me, doesnt mean i will follow back, i follow artists who can draw amazing things.

yes i do that too.

(WUT!? XD) i usually just eat them like a cookie, or sometimes i twist in half... and eat it like a cookie XD.

well, i dont like watermelon very much, but when i do eat it, its cut into large wedges, like this -> (} (best example ever! XD)

Done, i did it in 30 seconds too!

uh oh, its 2:00, i think thats its time we go to sleep, unless you want to stay up a little longer.

okay then good night lara, and sweet dreams. UuU ZzZ

you deserve a special name, becuase your so awesome! but yeah, you are now an Epsilon, and you're probably right about the vote.

okay, i'll start, but im not moving, so you can guess... Now.

okay, you win, are you on your bedroom?

in the you in the kitchen?

Wow, in the living room,

okay, now... you ask me.

nope,

AWWWW YOU GOT MEH! okay.... now, go change rooms.

are you in.... your bedroom?

DAM.NIT! PENUMBRA IS HERE AGAIN. ugh, this is annoying, he's breathing nearby.

AND NOW HES LAUGHING, i hope hes amused.

i think he enjoys my fear. good thing im not scared. YOU HEAR THAT, YOU LITTLE PUNK! IM NOT SCARED ANYMORE!

huh!? he left! just after i said that!

oh... wait... he MIGHT still be- nope, hes still here.

i bet hes got the BIGGEST TROLL FACE EVER, plastered across his face.

i still cant stand that sound, its like a taunt; "HEY BUDDY, HOWS IT GOING!" it makes me irratated, its more like a whispering wheeze, then breathing.

i dont know. Umbra, i can deal with, he sounds almost human, but Penumbra, hes just... so weird. its like hes MADE to freak me out, GOOD THING IT ISN'T WORKING ANYMORE.

pfft, Umbra NEEDS him, Umbra cant do JACK, hes either to lazy, or he cant do anything HERE, so he uses that little punk. its not exactly the BEST dependency, im not even sure WHAT Penumbra is getting out of this, i doubt i'll ever know.

and i recieved one VERY UNIMPRESSED look from Umbra for that ^, totally worth it.

TOOOOTALLY WORTH IT.

well, i think they got tired of me jeering at them, they've left it seems, so, what now?...

in a way, they get "mites", they're just the same, parasitic insects that live in their... feathers.

how many times have you thought i was crazy? and be honest (sorry, but i'd like to know)

Never.

not one, single, time.

do you believe me about Those.... erm... "Two", i want complete honesty (i think talking about them using their names makes them appear, plus i need to know this)

(dont run, lets talk about it)

that means a lot, sometimes i really do question whether or not i am actually seeing anything, i'm torn between logic. and my perception, its an unwinning battle, i think that when its all over, it'll explain itself, but when i say i'll meet you. i mean it, i never said it would be now, i'm afraid that THE TIME, is going to be tremendous, it wont be now, but if you truly want to meet me, then i hope you have patience enough to wait however long it may be. but please dont cry, it'll be alright, i know it will.

and i'll be here for you, my Epsilon,

(your welcome. o//u//o) im not sure, i can stay up for at least another hour... we could do ANYTHING really...

no, but i was just sayin', maybe we could RP?

Sigma: *eyes snap open* i am now... what is it now Delta? *turns his head in Delta's direction*

Sigma: *sits up instantly and stands up, looks worried* do you think it could have been?..... i hope shes okay, maybe we should go check on her... *puts his shoes on and grabs his backpack*

Sigma: *follows Delta closely* so where'd you hear the scream from? was it from the woods? *thinks: i hope solar's okay,*

Sigma: lets search togeth- or just leave... thats good too. (XD) *begins to run on the perimeter of the forest looking for anyone* HELLOOO! HELLOOOOOO! ANYONE AROUND?! SOLAR?

Sigma: *stops and thinks: im sure i just heard something, but should i investigate?, what am i thinking! of course i should investigate* Hello?, is someone there? *takes a step closer*

Sigma: OH MY GOD, are you hurt? *picks her up, and gets her to lean on his shoulder* we're going back to my home, okay? *starts to walk quickly home, glances at her* you're going to be fine...

Sigma: *looks at her* hey hey hey! you stay awake now, im not taking any chances here, *keeps walking, but a little faster* okay, we're almost home, *points to the house, thats a little distance away* see, almost there now. you stay awake.

Sigma: good, good. Okay, we're here, *opens the door with his shoulder, and lays her down in the infirmary* okay, now, i need to know what happened to you, *grabs a med-kit* okay? can you do that?

(yes, i'll go to bed, goodnight, and sweet dreams my Epsilon, UuUzZz)

Sigma: Did you get struck by lightning? can you tell me where it hit you, just point.

where does it hurt?

have you seen a doctor about this?

I... im sure its only a pschyocymatic issue, is your mind playing tricks on your body, i guess you just have to stop thinking about them, it should solve it, think about anything BUT, them, thats all the help i can give, i just hope you get better, just remember, DO NOT THINK ABOUT THOSE TWO,

i... i think you should rest, i dont want anything to happen.

are you sure?

alright.

im eating popcorn... one minute please.

okay,,i'm back, but i'll be in and out for about 5 minutes.

i'll suggest one when i come back perminantly.

nothing, im fine.

okay, i was lying. its my fault, i feel responsible for your pain, i should never have brought them into this, i feel guilty, im so stupid. its my fault... all my fault...

o... okay... i'll do it.

not really,

i told you, i feel responsible, i should never have talked about them, they aren't something i should burdoned you with, i feel horribly guilty, i cant NOT think about it, this woul never have happened if i'd kept my mouth shut... then you wouldn't be in pain, i can handle them, but, im not sure you can....

i told you, i feel responsible, i should never have talked about them, they aren't something i should burdoned you with, i feel horribly guilty, i cant NOT think about it, this woul never have happened if i'd kept my mouth shut... then you wouldn't be in pain, i can handle them, but, im not sure you can....

i still feel responsible, this wouldn't have happened if i'd been smart, im just a crazy person, you cant help me, no one can help, i might as well let them eat me, i dont even care anymore, they're just getting worse, eventually its going to happen anyways, so why do i even bother, talking isn't going to help me, im a Nut, i dont even belong here. i should just, give in, its what they want anyways.

i... i guess.... that helps a little... i feel pathetic, i'm a fool, those freaks want that, i wont let them have me... i, just... dont know... i mean, you WERE helping, but... its not working, maybe its the one day absence, maybe its guilt, maybe they'll never go away, i dont know, i know that i cant let them have me, whyever they want me, they cant have me, i made a promise, i wont break it, i just hope i havent worried you, i feel, better, slightly, somethings better than nothing. i... feel, stupid... but dont worry, im fine now, for real, i think i only let them in... for a little bit. but they're gone.

i understand, im sorry i worried you.

okay, i understand.

i think my minds already wandered off, but why not, you first.

Kid Icarus: Uprising
Legend of Zelda
Call Of Duty
and any racing games

what do you think about most of the time?

everything, i think about futures, "what would happen If", i observe them in my mind, then i move on to another future, im also a scatter brain, i never fixate, unless its "them", my mind usually just soins around and amuses itself,

What kind of music do you like?

also one of Them is here, i bet you know who,

im not sure...... canada's a pretty bland place (or at least where i am) and i dont know how to class something into that category.... so, im not sure (what a helpful answer :b)

What do you think of Me? (why does that sound creepy...)

you hit the nail on the head, everything i wanted to hear, you just said. we know eachother so well :)
i like the greek alphabet because the letters always had a... certain, ring to them, they are a nice sound to the ear.

did you ever think i was creepy?

-You:
-are my best friend
-you love your hamsters
-you are kind, caring, supportive
-an all around excellant friend
-you believe me about "Them"
-you've helped me overcome "Them"
-You are funny
-we think alike
-you seem to have a good sense of humor

anything, YOU want to see there?

i absoultely LOVED, Twilight Princess, it had the best graphics in A LoZ game, i loved its storyline, and the Scenery, ( i usually just wandered to lake Hylia and used "Fyer and Fabylies" rides and attractions, i got loads of loot) it had good gameplay as well, but had no sidequests...

what is your favorite song right now?

Lo Bello Y Lo Bestia: by the New Raemon, i can't understand one word of it, beuase its in Spanish! :b its a good song, i just like the beat.

what is your favorite brand of candy?

i love.... it think it would have to be "Tiger Stripes" THE best flavor ive ever gad.

(*had* doi :B)

What is YOUR favorite icecream flavor.

that depends... ask it, if i think its to weird, i wont asnwer, so ask away...

its not personal to me, and no, i dont, why do you ask?

(Nah, thats not my question) i dont know, i've been single for 13 years 7 months and thirteen days, (A.K.A: my entire life) so im not sure... -//_//-

How long have you liked to draw Somic The Hedgehog characters?

(you were close, name was "Eve") im not sure, i think i just didn't enjoy the... um... "feminine" drawing style (it was too awkward) and i kind of... disused her, i never really had a reason for her to be there...
What was the best thing you've ever drawn?

(oh and, just so you know, about 5 minutes ago, Umbra mocked you.... or... was it me? im not sure.)

cookies (shortest answer yet! XD)

Which is creepier, Umbra, Or Penumbra?

(why would no one understand him?)

(I see,) Midna, she may be a jerk, but shes really awesome!

What is your favorite time of the day?

nope, not often, well, my DS is red flashing... so goodnight, and sweet dreams Epsilon. -_-ZzZ

im still feeling guilty and upset, i can't shake it, its not fair, those two have no buisness with you. im the victim, you dont deserve it, (neither do i, but, what can you do) they need to stay in MY head, no one else needs them to plague them. Knowing its them makes it even worse, i cant stand it, its like watching something die, but with no way to save it (your not dying though), its eating away at me with guilt. its almost unbearable, i feel nausious every time you mention the pain, its reminding that on one level, its partially my fault, and that im responsible.

i've tried so hard, its not working.

its not that i dont believe you, i do, i just cant stop the feeling, i cant ignore it, but i cant tell why i feel it. im so frustrated. -n-

you cant, no one can, its a hardwired response in my head, no one can fix it, my mind somehow thinks im responsible, and therefore, should feel guilty

it sucks, but no one can fix it, anyhow... it seems that we got so sidetracked that it stopped, HURRAY!

im clueless as to what we do now... O - O

alright, you go first.

i dont quite know, its like my 3ds is to.... disproportionate, i cant fit my art in the canvas, i also havent felt.... inspired, my enitiative is gone, i dont know why, its worrying ME, i want to draw, its not art block, its like, i have no ideas left...

What is the strangest thing you own? (like: pictures, knick knacks, ect)

can you explain "movie type" monsters better? im confused...

okay, i get it now.
1.Zombie
2.ghost
3.Random monsters (why is this ranked so high? o3o)
4.alien
five.vampire

what is your favorite movie?

on the Sofa in the living room.
where is YOUR favorite spot in your house?

i hate the floor...

Goodnight, and sweet dreams my Epsilon. -u-zZz

wait...

there was a complication, but, its gone.

i a have a serious question, you dont have to answer, you may think its stupid, but if you feel up to it, answer truthfully, are you ready?

(i think this sounds stupid) I, have to ask this; do you, trust, your government?, i want a truthful answer, i dont care what you say, just, the truth, can you do that?

then you're like me, ive always... i cant put a word to it, Distrusted them, they lie, cheat, and ki.ll their way to what they want, its an opresser, just as of recently in My province, In my DISTRICT! there was a unspeakable crime comitted, involving 4 boys, 1 girl, and a large party, (i leave the details to your imagination) the prolonged result, the siu.cide of the young girl, the government, KNEW WHO THEY WERE, WHERE, THEY WERE, THEY DID NOTHING! THEY HAD A MONTH, TO SET IT RIGHT, THEY DID, NOTHING,ALL BECAUSE THEY WERE THE BRATS OF FOUR "FAMOUS" PEOPLE! it was up to Anonymous to right the wrong, with little result, the protests, the mourning, ALL FOR NOTHING, the government NEEDS US, but they dont understand this; WE DONT NEED THEM.

it peaked my interest while i was watching that movie,

the one sliver of hope i have, IS, Anonymous, they seek to right the wrongs the governments of this world commit, some... have slightly unsavory agendas, but most cooperate for the worlds betterment. In that case ^, they released names and pictures of those boys, they should be de.ad for what they did, they should ROT, FOR WHAT THEY DID, one of their fathers said on Twitter afterwards that it happened, "boys will be boys" NO, monsters, will be monsters, they had no remorse, AND THE AUDACITY, TO COMPLAIN ABOUT THEIR RETRUBUTION, "i cant go outside in public anymore, im afraid for my safety" as he should be, i'd finish them myself i could.

of course we can... but, not this ^, we'll do something else okay? so, goodnight my Epsilon, and Sweet Dreams. U u U zZz

well... ugh, im so busy i cant think of anything, i feel empty again.... (maybe thats what it feels like to have a job, Wonderful, maybe i could describe; "empty" as "listless")

im also extremely tired.

only for a few days... okay?

funny, i have a month and a half of summer left, i win. :b, but i understand,

(okay... um.... here we go.)

Sigma: *whistling, and sharpening his sword*

Sigma: *stops everything and looks over* um... you okay? *stands*

Sigma: oh, im good at getting lost things, *looks up, and sees the kitten, he picks up his sword by the blade, and throws it at the branch the kitten is on, he jumps and catches the kitten and sets it on the ground*

Sigma: Sigma The Hawk. nice to meet your aquanitance, *holds hand out for a handshake*

Sigma: Sure! *smiles*

Sigma: and i'm glad to be that friend! (im so sorry, im tired, i have too sleep, or nap, or something, before i pass out. c'ya soon, okay?)

well... it seems i've returned, i hope it'll stay that way... unfortuneatley for you... you can't call me by nickname anymore. (kitten, lance... "sigma") im sorry, but, i'm sure that wont matter, i do hope you understand... or, if you ever read this at all, im sorry.

I had hoped that nothing would change for us.
It seems I was tarribly wrong.
I miss the past.
That is what keeps depressed.
I feel as though I am loseing everything that I hold dear.
I constanly worry about this.
It is what fuals my anxiety.
I fear that no one will stay by me.
I am scared of being forgoten, or left out, and alone.
That is why I am terrified of what others think of me.
I feel so empty.
You see.
This is my pain.
Please, do not leave.
I love you, my friend...

Y-you changed your name back!
T//u//T
Btw, I have uploded you a gift. <3

When you read this, and reply. Comment on my gift to you. Please.

Or say so on FL. Ok?
V//-//V'''

I am happy that you like your gift. I am sorry for his colors being slightly off.
I do so hope we can talk today. It is driveing me mad: siting here commenting like this, trying to get you to talk back. I do not know if you have noticed this, but i am greatly sadend by our lack of comunication.
I will be online off and on today. Please, please try and talk to me then. Like you used to.

i'm busy working on some things, i wont be able to do much here until the 14th. i'm thinking about changing Sigma's design, to something more... Human-like, like Alpha... i'm not sure how that'll work out... see ya.

Oh, ok. I am sorry.
If it help, you can use the style that I have drawn Sigma in. I have drawn him in furry style after all.
But you would probly want to change styl him in your own way.
-u-'

Oh, I wanted to tell you: my Birthday is comeing up! It is on the 30th. It will be just a nuther day, but I thought you might want to know.
I will be nineteen. Yay adulthood.
V//-//V''

Sorry.
*Change his style your own way.

wonderful. ouo