awwwww dont be sad

this is a true story happening to me in real life, so wait until im finished before u comment.

and to be honest, one day if L starts off with a bad mood, shes most likely mad at me for a ridiculous reason that she never tells me when i ask her. -.- so shes mad ONLY AT ME for the rest of the day. anyway G happens to be a really awesome, funny, cool person, and shes friends with L and i. but i have realized whenever G is in the room, L is doing whatever she can to hang out with/talk to G asap. she sticks to her like glue! and before class starts, she just takes G's iphone and listens to her music, and G doesnt really care. she just listens to music with her. then thats when i feel bad or left out that i dont get to listen to music with G. in fact, ive never listened to music with her before EVER and L does it every day! (continued)

i dont remember ever hanging out with G without L having to be there. so when i get irratated, walk away and cool off, i come back and G and L are laughing their heads off and i dont know what the heck theyre talking about!! then i feel even WORSE because i feel that G loves L as a friend more than me. :'( im a quiet person, and i usually dont make G laugh like that. when G's around, L pretends to have a nice attitude with me so G doesnt know about her mean tone.

G was making a really great story including everyone in our class, just with different names, and i said i would like to be the editor. but then of course L's like, 'but i want to be the editor!' and dumb stuff like that. -_- it really really annoys me!! ive tried ignoring them, but i cant help feeling guilt and shame inside me. whenever i make a friend i dont let go. ive tried drawing out my feelings in math class and stuff but L said once she liked to snoop through peoples stuff. i bet she would love to snoop through mine now. it seems like i dont go to school with a happy face anymore. :( help!

Im really sorry to hear that! L sounds horrible :( you should try hang out with G. Im also like you, Im quite at school. I understand that feeling to, if you want to talk to me i am always here. Even though this is just some comment im a person, probably miles away but i care for you :( please feel better <3 *hugz*

I think you should talk to her about how you feel (Well, not exactly because it may start a verbal fight). I know how you feel. I'm have been left by my ¨friends¨ in school. I think you should ask L if she considers you as a friend. About what I read about L, I think she is really annoying. You can do two things (in my opinion): Cut off relationships with her and explain to her why (communication is the key of everything); or be patient, forgive her, and show her how a friend mus be. Hope everything goes well :D.

This drawing is so awesome! But the story is sad :(

thanks u guys. its ok if u call me Sapphy. :) but idk... sometimes when shes in a good mood, she laughs with me. but when shes happy, i dont give different opinions about things cuz i dont wanna ruin the good moment. but its too soon to tell if she will always like me for real cuz she doesnt usually laugh with me only any more... sometimes i think i feel better when either one of them is at school. but... to be honest, i think the real reason she became friends with me is because how awesome i draw. -.-

L sounds like a horrible person, it happe.ned to me at once but with my friends, i was always the less important of the group, i was so quiet so it was hard to me to create a conversation with them, one day i started talking with a girl, we had a lot of in common so i started to hang out with she and her friends, now i have more friends and im not shy anymore, and i don´t have any problem with my old friends that i left, we still talking.
So you need to talk to G, i guess she´ll understands you better than L , when you feel lonely and they are talking don´t stay quiet you can ask G if you can join to their little talk but if L says no, tell her "I asked to G not to you so its up to her" (but in a good mood) i bet G will tell you "Yes", when you don´t know what the hell are they talking about, after a while when they don´t talk for a second try to change the subject for example an interesting place you´ve visited or something funny it happen.ed to you, or movies and music and they´ll follow you, i don´t know if it works but this helped to me a lot, so i hope this lil´advice helps you so much =)

Why colors censored happ.ened if is not a bad word i guess

oh yeah i just remembered: i overheard G talking to L about having a homework party or something the other day. i asked if i was invited too and she said yes, if she asked her mom first. im worried that if i didnt hear about this, i would never know about this at all! :o

...well that happens to me every day!since i entered school!i had gotten used to being a loner my whole life!so i use the enternet to have people to talk to.Don't worry i know how you feel!you can talk to me anytime you want!

its okay demon nightmare. :) i dont think she would go THAT far, and plus i dont think she would be mean in front of G anyway, but she might say something like,' well we're talking about this thing that happened yesterday and u werent really there, so...' idk. but thank you for the tip! :D

oh and for the part you said that only because of you drawings....thats the only way i make friends!its ok i understand you!

if the group(my friends) would have to choose someone out i would always be the first one out.

thank you for understanding me sparks. :D but i gotta go for now! ill be back. :)

you're welcome! any time you want to talk im right here!

well..it seems like L "likes" G like really likes her. *shrugs* idk just by the way you say she acts. but ive been through this last year. one of my friends was a pathological liar and drug my brother away from me. i'd say find a time when you and G can be alone and talk to her about whats going on. thats the best way to do things.

I get where your coming from, I have friends like that... I'm often ignored.

I once lost my best female friend for eternal life! but im not suffering like how you are.
You are my very best friend on colors! You are so nice to me! i haven't said thank you yet. So..... Thank You!!!

you probaly shouldnt be feeling guilt its not your falt that L is mean. (even tho L's my nickname)

OMG- BEEN THERE, DONE THAT! I went through that all of last year. I feel for u. :'( If i told the entire story, i might as well write a novel lol. :p But other than that, I'd say FORGET HER! Her true colors are showing through. If she talks/laughs about u behind ur back w/ this other girl, try walking up and asking them 2 stop. If they continue, the next time say,"What- too scared to say that to my face?" Also, get a new friend- one you know you can trust. Most importantly, keep your head up high and act like thy don't bother u, even if inside it really does. (it worked for me- their just trying to get to you) I'm on your side. Good luck Sapphy! U can do it!