What I Want To Be by utena11221

This is what I truely want to be, to become. From the bottom of my heart and all my soul. Proverbs 31 is my dream.
I made this due to my previous picture with Uncle Joe, upon reflection of it, I found it wasn't a fitting thing for me to make, especially what I want to stand for, or take abuse lightly with such jokes. I apologise for it.
- Elizabeth J.S.N

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
24 May, 2013, 12:09 am
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Ramb

24 May, 2013, 12:16 am

I take back comment then.

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 12:20 am

lolwut?

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 12:21 am

On O11221.

XENOKI11ER

24 May, 2013, 12:21 am

^^ its ok. Proverbs FTW!

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 12:25 am

Ramb: Oh... I didn't see it...
Xen: I freaking love Proverbs. And Revelations.

XENOKI11ER

24 May, 2013, 12:29 am

i read Psalms/Proverbs and john right now, this is SOO cool :DD

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 12:34 am

I love studying in the Tanach -w- I haven't read the New Testiment in a while tbh... John is great. So are Paul's books <3

SomniS

24 May, 2013, 12:35 am

[xenokil.ler] your username.....

XENOKI11ER

24 May, 2013, 12:41 am

^?? @ utena: ya, i love the Bible. its my fav. history book :p

coolkat15

24 May, 2013, 12:43 am

Really touching! Hope ur dream goal come true!

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 12:43 am

Trevor: Thank you very much! I hope so too. And, no problem; that picture is amazing in every way.

Xen: lol xDD mine too.

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 12:44 am

Cool: Thank you!

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 1:26 am

Did you hear Ax is getting a tattoo?

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 1:28 am

Yeah. I just saw that in her status. Did she send a note about it? 'cause I haven't checked SN since this morning :T

Krazy Katt111

24 May, 2013, 1:34 am

hey u u UTENA
Have you heard about the Xbone? (Xbox one)

(I know you're a sony person, btw xD)

Fitting names for it:
The spy-box one
Xbox I984

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 1:39 am

lol Yes I have. Been reading all about it, and watched some of the press conference. All I have to say is...
Xbox: 1
PlayStation: 4
*awesome face*

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 1:39 am

I saw it in her status too. I thought you had to be 18 to get a tattoo...

FANGxtami

24 May, 2013, 1:39 am

those words are so amazing, liz,
i truely wish i could be as responsible as you..
but atlas.., i iz immature -w- and one sighted...soooo, that's not gonna happen anythime soon, heh..

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 1:40 am

HA.

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 1:48 am

Ramb: Depending on the state you live in, a person under 18 can get a tat with the written permission of their Parent(s) or Guardian(s).
Ax: lol I didn't write this; the great wise King Solomon did :U lol Thanks, I don't think I'm that responsible, though. But, I'm still uber immature :U I still laugh at f4rts. xD Dun worry Ax; yer gunna be awesome one day!

FANGxtami

24 May, 2013, 1:48 am

*throws TV at ramb* dont talk about meh behind my back DX

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 1:51 am

Doom: Um, sure. Can you be more specific please?
:
lolnope. XboxOne sucks so far. PS4 has it beaten so far. Just gotta wait for E3 next month to cast final, preliminary judgments. VIVA LA SONY

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 1:52 am

/QAQ / Nuu! Not Mr. TV!!

FANGxtami

24 May, 2013, 2:01 am

hehheh -w- *proud*....

aaand now i realize i broke my TV
;-;

Robby C

24 May, 2013, 2:02 am

my preacher taught on this moms day

Robby C

24 May, 2013, 2:05 am

im southern baptist christian btw doom while your on the topic

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 2:15 am

You still laugh about f4rts? Well won't you have fun around me then... *hangs head in shame*

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 2:15 am

*gets knocked out by TV*

FANGxtami

24 May, 2013, 2:17 am

^ hehheh -w- worth it..-u-

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 2:18 am

*dying*

BlackDog624

24 May, 2013, 2:23 am

Proverb?

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 2:28 am

Doomsday: Honestly? I have no idea what I call myself. I'm just Christian who's favorite pastor is a Evangelical Southern Baptist, studies the Torah (and loves it btw) and loves listening to Rabbai's, takes the Bible mostly literally('mostly' because I haven't read it all yet)... and... idk *shrugs* I celibrate alot of the Hebrew hollidays, practice the Hebrew shabbat... I perfer referring to Jesus as 'Yashua' and pray/refer to God as 'YHVH' most of the time. I try to eat Kosher as much as I can, but I love sea food lol I guess that makes me messianic Jewish/Christian? I hope this answeres your question, 'cause I feel like I just babbled xD

Weapon X

24 May, 2013, 2:34 am

How do you pronounce YHVH?

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 2:35 am

Robby: Not enough pastors teach it :T

Ramb: lol what can I say? Only in movies and such. And f4rt noises. Not real ones. Blame Jacob!

Ax: Totes worth it :U

Viri: Proverbs written by King Solomon. They are in the Jewish Tanach, and Christian Old Testiment. It's said, King Solomon was the wisest King to ever have lived.

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 2:36 am

Weapon: It's pronouced either 'Yahweh' or 'Yahveh' person-to-person.

pucca-the-tree

24 May, 2013, 2:36 am

*gasp* My mom's reading Proverbs to us, and I think I remember her talking about this verse!:o This is a fantastic goal to set for yourself, I hope that you'll be able to accomplish it!^u^

Weapon X

24 May, 2013, 2:41 am

okay, guess I was right. I had a feeling I was saying it wrong.

Franman

24 May, 2013, 2:44 am

Very profound too! I love Proverbs! :D

JJMAwaken

24 May, 2013, 3:02 am

that's a great thing to aspire to be

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 3:09 am

Doom: lol well thanks xD I just do what I do. I always clam up when people ask me that question. lol I'm happy I'm interesting x3c
Ahhh... Sorry, I don't really give my FC out. Only to really, really good girlfriends get it :U Hence why my friends list only consists of 9 people lol

Pucca: Proverbs, My favorite book <3 lol it's awesome you and your Mom are reading it! This, Proverbs 31 is actually the last chapter, and what I put here is only a few of the verses -w- Thanks, I hope and pray I can too!

Dooms: lol some times. But my thought process ends up with the idea of him hitting on me xD Ya know, 'cause of his 'many' wives pfff-
All jokes a side, talking with him would be the most amazing thing ever. I'd love to meet Esther, Joseph, and Moses, too. And David. Gah Dx So much want.

Basch: Why, thank you! God Bless you, too!

Weapon: xD lol

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 3:10 am

Fran: Thanks! x3c
JJ: Thank you very much.

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 3:22 am

GO NOW IF YOU WANT IT, AN OTHERWORLD AWAITS YOU.
DON'T YOU GIVE UP ON IT, YOU BITE THE HAND THAT FEEDS YOU.

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 3:35 am

Wanna know what I want to be when I grow up?

I don't wanna grow up :D

Rogue Ranger

24 May, 2013, 3:47 am

If I were a woman I'd like to fulfill that too. ...Not that I wish I were a woman. Um....Anyway! I wanted to say how glad I am that I could help! Sorry I didn't get back sooner, but I had finals this week and just finished today.

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 3:47 am

Dooms: lol me too x3c

hah No worries. Thank you though.

xD You don't. Solomon might have been the wisest man, but he was still a fool with women. Hence why it was his down fall. But, he was pretty Romantic. I mean, look at Song of Songs!

I never wanna see the creation D: My mind would asplode!

in: Yeuppers -w-

Ramb: Peter Pan Syndrome.

Rogue Ranger

24 May, 2013, 3:50 am

Btw, is that real sandscript (Hebrew) writing on the left? I know the right is stylized roman (English). Hmmm...

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 3:52 am

RR: Admit it; you'd jump at the chance at being a woman for a day xD lol jk Oh, it's no problem! While I was stalk-I mean-wondering the gallery, I saw you mention finals :D Thank god it's over, right? I hope you did well!
Again, thank you so much for the help, RR QwQ

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 3:57 am

SO THAT'S WHAT IT'S CALLED. Otay then. SORRY. I'M FEELING CRAZY GOOD RIGHT NOW. Should I take my meds right now or should I see what humorous stuff will spring up? DID YOU SEE MY DEMOTE I PROMISED?

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 4:00 am

Actually, both are Hebrew. The one on the left means 'Valor' and... as the Rabbai's in my Tanach writes it also means "possesion of whatever attributes are needed to carry out the task at hand''
The writing on the right is 'Proverbs', as written in my Tanach :D

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 4:02 am

RR: Oh yeah, great eye btw :D
Ramb: lol yeup xDc Do as you please, dear child. pfft-

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 4:06 am

I'M A GUY WHO PERFERS TO LOOK AT BELLIES THAN WHAT PERVS LIKE.

Rogue Ranger

24 May, 2013, 4:08 am

I see that I need to brush up on my (pretty much nonexistant) knowledge of Hebrew. I swear the right looks like SWN to me... :P But my grandma was Jewish, so really I should know more. And I suppose life might be easier if I were a girl attracted to guys...Not that I want an easy life! Challenges build character. And you're welcome again! Now I'm going to sleep for a few days to recover.

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 4:12 am

I LIKE GIVING BELLY F4RTS TO GIRLS. ANYONE WANT A BELLY F4RT?

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 4:16 am

AH WHATEVER. *belly f4rts utena*

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 4:28 am

RR: Lol don't worry; I don't actually know much Hebrew, and when I write it, it's just sight copy xD Your Grandma was Jewish? That's awesome :D I she religiously Jewish, or ethnic Jewish?
Of course! Hardships build lots of character; and, endurance/perserveirance(dont even care I spelt that wrong right now). Thus is life -w- What's really encouraging, is that no matter what, someone somewhere else in the world is going through the exact same experiance. Though, In your case, I guess that's pretty obvious here in America xD Don't worry, Rouge; kiII'em with kindness.
I'd jump at the chance to be a dude for a day :U
Lol Mkay! Go take that well deserved sleep! Rest that glorious blond head of yours!

Ramb: *p1mp slap* No.

Tao

24 May, 2013, 4:28 am

oh geez, lots of comments! o.o...
well thats cools. i wish more women would strive to be that way... :)

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 4:31 am

*still belly f4rting* (muffled) Aren't your hands getting tired of slapping me?

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 4:37 am

Doom: I can only imagine the drama... t'was probably like, Rachel and Leiah drama 100-fold xDD It probably would have been better for him if he didn't keep marrying 'pagans' and other women of other 'religions'... Everyone, religious and non-religious, can agree that it's best to marry someone with the same beliefs.

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 4:43 am

#BellehFetishFTW

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 4:46 am

*Belly f4rts Shino*

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 5:09 am

BWAHAHAHAHAHA! >:3

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 5:17 am

Doom: I think he just took then consumated. Plus, he had like a bunch of concubines too, not only wives... Remindsme of the King and I xD

Ramb: Bwahaha! I'm free! *pulls on stomach armor* Now, mr. tummy fetish... Who has the better stomach? Lightning, or Fang? Lightning has that smexy belly ring, but Fang's got smexy abs...

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 5:19 am

Abs on girls grose me out, so Lightning obviously. *nukes your stomach armor*

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 5:26 am

What? I'm not talking body builder, we're talking about an active, toned, body! <n< One simply does not dislike Fang's body.
*dies*

Weapon X

24 May, 2013, 5:42 am

Hey utena could you say a small prayer for me? I'm feeling low right now.

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 5:51 am

Done and Done, WX. You'll be in my bedtime prayers too. Heartbreak, huh? Remember, God's writing your Love Story, bro. He also has the perfect woman for you, but he has to work on you both seperatly to make you perfect for each other. And, he'll bring you both together in HIS perfect timing.

angelwithana

24 May, 2013, 9:57 am

This is so beautiful...not just the sentiment, but its presentation, also. The sad thing is, in the Christian faith, there are too few men who see that as the ideal woman. They keep getting tripped up on physical attributes and then wonder why their relationships are failing....God bless you for this!

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 1:57 pm

Still, flat > toned.

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 5:22 pm

Doom: All suave with women throwing them selves at his feet xD

Angel: It's very sad, but I'd have to agree. Men who do believe in the Proverbs 31 woman are so rare, but I noticed they're closer God, and have a much better walk; they also provide a much better spiritual covering for their wives. Every other Christian male in the faith are just spiritual 'boys' imo lol This happens to be one ofthe reasons I'm not, and refuse, to date. It's useless; you can find out much more about a person by being their friend.
Thank you so much for your words, you made my day! God bless you, too!

Ramb: *ultra gasp* Lightning's toned too!!

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 9:50 pm

:icon$exykorraplz: SHUT UP.

utena11221

24 May, 2013, 9:57 pm

D:< Nu! Light's arms have more muscle than Fang's!

Ramb

24 May, 2013, 10:45 pm

STAHP RUINING IT FOR ME!

Rogue Ranger

24 May, 2013, 10:48 pm

Awww, I woke up because I had to eat. :P And my grandma was both ethnic and religious. My mom was adopted by them, so I don't have the bloodline, but sometimes family goes beyond blood. Though she wasn't orthadox. When my mom was growing up, they had a "Hannaka Bush", which just became an outright "Christmas Tree" by the time I was born. Though my mom was adament about an official conversion to Christianity (my mom converted in order to marry my dad, which actually led to my grandma divorcing my grandpa because he refused to approve or acknowkedge my mom if she converted), but my grandma could be a bit stubborn. She thought of religion as traditions and that an actual relationship with God was separate from religion entirely and completely personal.

utena11221

25 May, 2013, 4:09 pm

That's a really interesting family story. With your Grandparents' divorce, it's amazing how a Mother's love is, no? You're absolutly right about Family going beyond blood; I wish to, someday, experiance that. My Grandma was Catholic, but it was only a small part of us not getting along. Anyway, your Grandma sounds wonderful x3c And she's right about the whole relationship thing with God, rather than Religious Customs being absolute law.

utena11221

25 May, 2013, 4:11 pm

Oh, and even if you're not bloodline, you're blessed for loving her :3

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