Hey,don't blame it on yourself..maybe there was a reason for her to die..a wierd twisted reason that maybe we can never understand. That's just the way that life works,it's impossible to understand at times. Just cheer up a bit. Atleast you tried to save her! That truely counts as something. U^ ^ *hugs*

She was only 3 weeks old and some kids were shaking her around and scaring a girl with and put her on the ground and said they were going to kick her like a football, they put her on the ground again and then picked her up and put her in my arms when their bus came, Hope was still breathing, my friends huddled up around me and Hope, they all felt bad for the kitten, I called my parents and my dad took me home along with the kitten, my mom tried getting Hope to drink some fluids, but she wouldn't, I started to cry, I prayed that she wouldn't die, I wanted to save her, she was such a small little thing, when we got to the vet they weighed her, and then checked her pulse, nothing, they lost her heartbeat, she was gone... I cried and cried, I had lost Hope, she was so small, so young, she could've had a new family to live with, but it was God's fate, she was too weak, she had to move on...

i agree w/ Rach. i'll try and cheer you up... and make a pic for Hope. :3

thank you Jewl..*sniff*Thank you everyone for the comments, my friend offered to give me one of his kittens, if my parents say yes, I'll name the kitten, Hope II..

awwwwww its ok. kitten not in pain, and in a better place now :3