I Hate Myself.... by japanxpocky

im over two hundred lbs.
i have a huge chest i never wanted
i have ugly curly hair that won't do anything i want it to
i'm a loser
i'm ugly as an ogre
i have bifocals
i'm a wimp
i cant wear cute things without looking even bigger
i have very little friends that are slowly fading away from me...
i am always being juged by peers
i'm teased from time to time about my chest
i look ugly in every cosplay i attempt
i'm unwanted by all of my younger siblings
and more

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painted on a Nintendo 3DS
16 May, 2013, 11:17 pm
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japanxpocky

16 May, 2013, 11:47 pm

plus i have never dated berofe let alone flirted....

fafromist

17 May, 2013, 12:01 am

I really liked your drawing, but dont be like that with yourself, i think you have many good things too, so be happy with them :D !1

japanxpocky

17 May, 2013, 12:04 am

idk.............. i have divorced parents and it made me loose two years of mental developement, i pull out my hair when stressed and stuff.....i've even been in a childrens psych ward twice...

MyArtsyWorld

17 May, 2013, 12:55 am

trust me, life can sux so much no matter who you are or how you live and everyone always lives in some really hard life at some point, stay positivd you can do it! Don't talk hard to yourself alright -hugs- all you need is some time to think and relax whether you tried it and didn't work or not, you have to keep trying; don't let yourself down! Please, :) put a smile on your face and think on the future on how you want it to be and how you want to change... it's a lot of work but it'll be worth. Be patient... you will

Pumawsome

17 May, 2013, 1:04 am

"If you cant love yourself, you cant change your ways" If ya wanna lose weight, ya gotta first deal with the fact that 1) your not the only one going through this, and 2) your the only one who get through this. Only if you relize this, can you change.

orcaboy

17 May, 2013, 1:15 am

sometimes i get depressed and think these thoughts, all i know is they usually aren't true.

you're awesome in your own ways, always remember that.

kyuubikid213

17 May, 2013, 2:51 am

You are a beautiful girl. I mean that. If i knew you in real life...i might have to ask you out. Your curly hair is cute. Your chest is fine. I weigh 200 , so I can get down with that... you are a nice person. attractive inside and out.

japanxpocky

17 May, 2013, 7:01 pm

th-thanks guys *sniffles* i feel a bit better;w;

The_Lazy_Stylus

20 May, 2013, 5:21 am

I've had troubles with self-esteem, too, in almost all the same areas. I'd be glad to add you! Just comment on one of my pics and I'll add you. :) You don't have to be alone.

The_Lazy_Stylus

21 May, 2013, 4:10 am

Hey, did you add me? I added you!

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