plus, because I was seen as 'goth', I was labeled a who.re. Even though, aside from the whole.. ra.pe thing, I never slept with anyone. I may not love my body- but I'm proud of it. I take care of it. I stay as healthy as I possibly can despite my craptastic immune system. Woop.
-vent-

Goodness those ppl r horrible. but dey just jelly of u cause their not as original and awesome as u sami. ouo (and plus they dnt know sh*t bout u so dey shdnt say nothn) e3e/) u go girl and b ur self!

I f.ucking love RuPaul's Drag Race! Oh... Im really like shocked to hear that happened to you. People are terrible.

Aww.. Thank you two :3
AUTHOR, YOU DO?! TvT omiglob I can finally rant and rave to someone about it -flailailail-

Every human being is beautiful in their own way, its a personal opinion that makes you happy though: you may like your looks, personality, ancestry (or race), anything. Only those special people (friends, certain guys/girls, family ect.) knows that ALL. LIVING. BEINGS. ARE. BEAUTIFUL. *half asleep* i hope i made sense kinda ;)

^^RuPaul X'D OMG -sami/utena

They way that because they envy you.

Well. From what I see in all the drawings of you, you're pretty.
That'll get you through the night, right?
*hint*-Or maybe everybody else should on her beauty-*hint*
Just hang in there, Sam.

I think everyone is beutiful in their own special way but then again beutiful and ugly are just labels so really there is no "beutiful" or "ugly" because we are all human and no label could ever change that.

I... Don't know what to say... Those Bas[t]ards. Sometimes I forget how crule people can be to something/someone they don't understand! Just, let me hug you. You deserve so mch better! I-I... I can't believe you've been through all this. Yer strong, Sami. Yer a strong woman.

lolwut?! in what world does being skinny, short, and goth-ish make you a wh.ore?!....i'm confuuuuused!! people are rrreeeeaaally stupid e-e
but ASDFGHGYJFCBF you're sho adorabu in this like, just, soooo cyute!! X//D

#utena true words, madam. sammeh SO strong :U

It's unbelievable what people will say to others, as well as how much people seem to think their opinion is above everybody elses.

I don't think you might see this comment. After all, you do get a lot of feedback, thank goodness it's positive. I can't say much that hasn't already been said by the rest who've commented. But I will say, you should just ignore all those people who say those things about you. They aren't unless you actually think those things.

Oh, by the way, by opinions I meant like how it's ok to like short hair, but it's not ok to tell someone they should because of that preference. Having an opinion that someone is a freak is not what I meant, that's just idiotic.

-M9A1R8l-: you made perfect sense XD And it was wonderfully said
RUPAUL FTW.
Neeshy- naw..
Anarchy- Awww V//v//V ty..
Epic- I feel the same!
Utena- Most of it is in the past. I've honestly been through a lot, but I know others have been through worse, so I can't be all 'omg guise. lyke, fml' -hugs- :D it's the friends that make it worth it!
Bobby- THAT'S WHAT I SAID! Apparently 'goth' culture involves promiscuity in the eyes of others.. which is stupid. I'm a freak, not a hoe.

Errorz- my ex tried to make me cut it o_o I was like 'dude.. da faq?'
Zebra- I look at all my comments silly! I'm not an uptight celeb or anything X3

Society has so many preconceived notions about how people should look or act that anything outside their narrow little worldview must be bad. Also, your body is your own. I shouldn't have to even say that! I mean, YOUR body is YOUR own? Kind of obvious. At least, you'd THINK it would be. Also, it's part se.xist as well. Think about it, how often do you hear girls AND guys criticizing a girl's appearance? Now how often do those guys AND girls criticize a guy's appearance? Maybe half as often, if that.

Anyway, have a free hug! *hug*

promiscuity?! i've never thought that.....why do "normal"(?) people see it that way?! AAAAAA PEOPLE ARE SO CONFUSING!! DX
i've always been teased about my skinniness aswell :U
i'm 6 ft tall, and i only way an average of 130 lb.....o3o

Also, wth. Too Skinny? 'No' Bum? Almost no Bewbage? So? Everyone seems to forget the lovely, Graceful, Audrey Hepburn. A Beautiful and Lovely woman.
I now see you as my idol Audrey Hepburn! Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and you know that ^^ I know a twilight zone episode....

Continue on, Sami! Be proud! I now admire you for that. I really do.

*hugs* I'm happy you have that mind set, and your positive! ... You still deserve better *pouts*

TWILIGT ZOOOONNNEE AWMGAWMG!!<3<3<3
no worries sami!! i barely have any bewbs or azz either! #wereliketwins!! ^U^

*gigglesnort* Bigg xDDD

Rogue- I had guys and girls pick on me lol. But I don't think I've ever done so though o.o -huuuuug-
Bobby- o_o wowwww... Supah tall. I'd like... be at your waist. I'm 5 feet tall XD a lot of people mistake me for a little kid.
Utena- TvT omigloooob, Audrey! I wub herrrr. But I'm like 92 lbs. I still need to do a pinup shoot -.- SOMEDAY! TvT but you admire meeew? I'm all squirmy with happy feels! -wiggle-
TWILIGHT ZONE FTW o^o
Ermagerd! Bobbeh XD
o.o I have.. some bewb? some. Enough anyway o.o

<3 Audrey <3 So much love for Audrey I got the Vanity Fair mag with her on it the other day :D lol Pinup shoot xD Do et. Do Et. 95lbs? my RL BFF is around that weight :D She also has a high metabolism.
TWILIGHT FAHKING ZONE AND ROD FAHKING SERLING <3

Yesu! I admire you very much, Sami owo Your so strong, going through what you went through and coming out on top. Enduring this bullying and retaining a lovely personality. I very much admire you :D

audrey hepburn is the man!! or....something eue love that painting of her face that's in that like, shadow-ish/not really there but somehow you can magically see how it's exactly her face?...yeah, that one's so cool UuU
#iJUSTsawSabreena!! #likeLastWeek! :D #loveThatGroup! #AudreyBogeyEtWillHolden
all of my 8(or...9? hmm...i forget)sisters are around 5' 95 lb! they're sho wittleNcyute! but like...mice or some shet....so...many....girls XpX
is this comment too long? XP

oh dear.... that's awful!! I feel so bad :(( I'm skinny, too, and I wish I was more... well not so skinny. If I were there I wouldn't judge you, you're beautiful, and a wonderful person <3 I hate thoes people... But remember, our world is a $hitty place and everyone judges you for EVERYTHING
Izzy

People are awful. I'm an average weight, but very tall, (5" 10) with unaturally pale skin (seems impossible for me to get a tan) I get labeled goth, emo, even scene and also get called ugly, fat (even though I'm a healthy weight for my height) and picked on for wearing pretty much mostly band shirts and jeggings. But yeah. DON'T let these little fuc.ktards get to you, they are most likely jealous of your amazing blue hair (I am anyway) and just want to make you feel insecure :)

Audrey is THE BEST EVAR!! <3 She was both beautiful and graceful! I loved Sabrina! My Fair Lady is my favorite of hers, followed by Funny Face, and Breakfast At Tiffany's. I loved How to Steal A Million, too :D I'm gunna watch either Roman Holiday or War And Peace this weekend :U I love Netflix's old movie selection.
Have you seen that new Galaxy Comercial with her in it? I brought a tear to my eye ;w;

Sami, F K them Ur Amazing! and I May Be Young. But i Admier You soo much! your art inspiers me! i want to be a great artist like you! ^-^ BTW Ur Like A Sis 2 me! (i12BTW)

I think your beautiful just the way you are. ^u^

OMG MY FAIR LADY!<3 XD i love all the movies you just named, except funny face....do NOT like that one XP
galaxy commercial...? hmmmm nope! but that's what youtube's for! :D
QAQ ANDY! you're such an awesome person! you ditched your friends for your gf...that's like, so ramtic, bro!<3

e-e.....WHYDOIMAKETYPOSLIKETHATWHENITALKYOUANDY?! ASDGJBTNTGIGBJ *romantic....not ramtic #kiIImenow X3

my metabolism is high too! people think I 'make' myself skinny but the truth is that I eat like a p.ig.

GRRRR ANDYYYYYYYY!! DX
.....X3

... I like her face ... cool drawing XD ... :c

Reading all this reminds me of ParaNorman :o)
*Ambulance arrives at hospital*

When someone is beauitful on the inside it will shine on the outside. The only thing that can make someone ugly is their personality.

But Sami.. I have seen pics of you and I think you are beautiful, even on the outside. So I don't know what people are talking about. But most of all when I look at you I see that kind, passionate, strong and caring woman we all know and love. That beauty in you really shines throughout you and that is a very admirable quality.
Everyone has a unique look and I think that is what makes life beautiful. I don't want you to be like anyone else, you are unique and you arw you, the way you dress and look says something about who you are and how you don't let peer pressure and labels effect who you are. I respect and admire that, so be the wonderful and amazing you we have all come to adore.

Also I don't know if you got my response about SAI on your last pic. It's an online message and I forget people are less likely to see those. I hope the info helps and if it is easier for you I will write it all over again in a normal message.

Oh and that goes for everyone. I adore people for who they are and only see their differences and how they look as a unique portrayal of each person. So please act and be how you want to be because it is that individuality that makes this world beautiful and exciting. If you all look the same I'll get bored. XP

I think if you opened up a dictionary and looked up the word 'beautiful', you would find a picture of Sami right there.
I was picked on during my childhood and throughout my teenage years for being a Goth and for being really short; I've even had people come right up to my face and tell me that they couldn't tell whether I was a boy or a girl...
Everyone wanted me to change... but the moment you change who you are for the sake of someone else, they've already won, and you will no longer BE yourself.

Just dont listen to what they have to say. I bet you're beautiful just being you Sami, even with a fast metabolism.^w^

I wouldn't want people to like me for not being myself. That's living their life.
I'm sorry that people haven't seen enough through their life. I've seen too much to stop at prejudging.

Ugh... I've been bullied for being overweight... by my own father. But I've learned to ignore him and live my life. At least both of my arms work. TuT But don't change, mah Sameh! We loves you! And I'm 6'4'' so... *giant hug*

Its whats inside that counts! ^w^ Dem organs... ._.

Do people assume you must be awesome because of your hair? Because that's the only physical judgement that I can even start to think might actually make sense. The other assumptions people have made about you don't make much sense...

Also, why I think it's se.xist: Do you think you'd get as many people telling you how to look if you were a guy? And is there a word for a guy with the same negative implications as "sl.ut" has for girls? I rest my case.

What?! Did someone actually tell you to "go ki.ll yourself"?! That....tw.at! (sorry, I don't actually know what t.wat* means, but obviously it's bad, right?)

I just finished reading the book Every Day by David Levithan, which is about a person who wakes up in a different person's body every day, from girls to guys, straight, gay, transgendered, suicidal, drunk, addicted, blind, skinny, obese, ugly, georgeous and everything between. It's not only interesting how the main character is treated differently in different bodies, but also the similarities between people deep down. If you're a fan of reading, I'd recomend it, even with the love story thrown in. :p

Rogue Ranger: The word twa.t is used a lot in Britain, and I've been called one on more than one occasion. It's a slang word for a woman's private parts... -_-,

You're truly an inspirational person, Sami. Oh the things I'd give for all of us supporting you here on Colors to be able to tell you in person how amazing you are. ^-^

Rogue- o.o Maybe? I dunno! I honestly think if I was a guy, they wouldnt say half those things. As for insults.. I mean there's man-hoe. Idk. And I've had MULTIPLE people tell me to k.ill myself. I tried a lot. I always failed thankfully. Oh.. Tw.at is a slang term for a woman's genetailia [sp on purpose]. sorta like cu.nt. That book sounds fawesome o_o I neeed to find it now.
Clara- IMMA GO SEE!
Foureyed- TvT aww... Thank you so much. I wish I could eat the people that bullied you...
Spire- normality is icky. ew.

I hate people sometimes. *hug*

I'm glad you failed at trying to leave us.. I understand the feeling and have thought about it a lot and attempted a few times.. but you're such an amazing and inspiring person to people here. Let's face it, I adore you and would be devistated if you left us. *clings to you so you can't go anywhere*

Nothing wrong with liking being pale. My girlfriend likes being pale too. She is ok with me getting tan if I want to but she doesn't like it for herself. I personally don't care either way for myself or others and I think my lady is beautiful no matter the color of her skin. You're beautiful too. Your skin suits you just fine and it's funny people are obsessed with being tan when it can actually be bad for you.

That book does sound awesome! Thank you RR for the recommendation.
And sorry I flood your pics with so many words, Sami. I talk too much sometimes. XD

Aww, Sami :-(

They don´t like short haired girls nor long haired what the heck they want then?? Welp, let´s just ignore those peeps since there will always be as.sholes in the society telling us we should be "normal", and let´s have fun times with friends!

Honestly everyone wants me to let my hair grow again. (´A` ; )

I didn't mean my remarks about short hair like that Sami. I just fancy short hair very much, so I tend to think all girls look cuter with short hair... Doesn't mean you're not beautiful or anything. :/

Is- That wasn't from you, dummy. My ex used to say that to me all the time.
Gio- Pfft. You're smexy no matter what. Do what YOU want.
Revoked- Eat the peeps! o.o

I kinda said the exact same thing, so I was thinking it was me.. sorry. v.v But you're beautiful still, all those words behind you are lieeeeeeeees.

The people that choose to bully others are the weak ones in society. They only bully others because they have their own insecurites.
An old friend of mine (he was my best friend at one point) turned out to be nothing but a bully. He couldn't handle the fact that I did better than him in college, and that I was complimented on my art a lot by other students. When I began to lose my eyesight, I thought I could talk to him about it for support, but I got nothing from him except abuse. He even went to show me something one day in a shop window, and when I told him I couldn't see it, he grabbed the back of my head and rammed my face into the shop window, asking me "can you see it now?". I felt so upset at the time that I didn't even know what to do. It goes without saying though, that he means nothing to me now, and is worth just as little. I don't even think he has any friends at all now.
That's how all bullies will end up. Alone.

Ahh, the art of bullying, 'tis a truly interesting subject, before one calls another ugly, one should look in the mirror, and in ones soul.

My friend seriously tells me to get a boyfriend just so I can have s.ex. To be honest, I'm scared of s.ex. She thinks I'm just being immature, though...

I have been teased, hurt, called a slu.t, called desperate... because im fat. yeah i am desperate to lose weight. i weigh more than all my friends combined and that like 100 friends so people need to shut up before i come over dare and slap them biatches ok your beautiful

ChibiNel- I'm not a $exual person. at all. It's totally understandable. I can eat your friend ovo

Jewlz- thank you TvT

No need to *** out..I mean, I'm the same as you, but instead, I just snack a lot. And eat a bunch of veggies xD I was partially raised on a farm...eating veggies is a habit now! Lol.

Wth..Blurted word was ''P i g'' out xD

My metabolism is like that too.
I'm super skinny aswell. 'n'

Haha, we're all weirdos in our own little way.
If someone told me that I was weirdo, I'd say "Hah, thanks.".
Some people are just a**holes XD

You are amazing :)

I think you should check out miles j on youtube he is super pretty and so funny ^u^

they all the words that are on this pic stay the way u are and never ever change

i have a high metabolism as well i can't really gain weight much and im like trying to eat alot and even when i eat a bunch i dont gain weight.p.s don't listen to the people either bullies which bully because either they were bullied or are insecure they don't say it because if its true because this is not true im sure your great for who you are

OMG i'm exactly like you!! it sucks =/

Finally! I thought it was just me! Me and u are so similar?

You're anemic?! If your blood type is A I can try to send you mine. I've got way too much blood and I have 5-6 hundred mL drawn off every month. It would be nice if my blood could be used. They just dispose of my blood because I have a blood disease. The disease is extra blood! It's like polycythemia was designed to alleviate the shortage of donor blood and they just throw it away!

Pretty much sums the society lady.

Forget what all your dam haters say, to you I'm just a random fan. But your my inspiration, role model, and your just awesome. :)

Being pudgy gives shape, and at my school- dressing normal is IMPOSSIBLE. girls wear glitter tutu's and fluffy boots with three braids and arm warmers... totally norm. Whats funny is that most of these statements cancel eachother out. Wearing short skirts Slu,t equals 0